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Anastasia Acosta // 19 // Fashion Designer at LRSOA

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ben: this is noT THE TIME

ben: urtoocutetho

ben: gdi you can't buy me a guitar you gotta stop offering

ben: i love u so much but guitar's are expensive bb

anastasia: IT IS THE PERFECT TIME!

anastasia: i am the cutest, thank you very much

anastasia: STOP I AM BUYING YOU A NEW GUITAR.

anastasia: okay, but like... you know i have money, babe.

anastasia: think of it as a gift from me!

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ben: i am sad

ben: i dropped my guitar down the stairs :(

ben: thought i could carry everything in one trip :/

anastasia: is that the reason for the teardrops on my guitar...

anastasia: bwahaha, im sorry i had to

anastasia: i could just buy you a new one if it broke

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

ben turned around and crawled to the spot beside her, a bright smile on his lips, “why should their be a motive behind this? maybe i just want to spend time with my favorite person… well, other than nana,” he teased, leaning forward to give her a quick kiss to her cheek before he stood up from her bed. “your whole ass heart? such beautiful words— i love you so much.” he chuckled and moved toward the door, waiting there for her. “what were you working on there?”

“nana is mine, don’t you try and steal her from me.” the blonde teases as a grin appears across her lips, her eyes twinkled as she felt his lips upon her cheek. when he stood up from her bed and told her how much he loved her it caused her to smile even more as she laughs. “yes, my whole ass heart. i love you, too.” she replies as she gets up off the bed and heads over towards him. “just a couple designs I had in mind, nothing too big.”

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

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he had made himself announced as he entered her room, a smile slowly growing on his lips the moment he saw her. “hope you’re not doing anything too important,” ben chuckled, sitting down on the edge of her bed and looking over to her. “do you want to come back to my room with me? i’ve got pillows and blankets galore, and all the snacks you could ever dream of. bonus is the selection of movies i have set out,” he offered with a bright and innocent smile, clasping his hands together in his lap. “one of them may or may not be tangled…? i’ll even sing along this time.”

anastasia was sketching in her book when she heard her boyfriend enter the room causing her to look up and send him a soft smile before shaking her head. “it could wait..” she started as she glances over towards him, rising an eyebrow at what he said. “wow, you’ll even sing along? what are you planning here?” she teased, her eyes lightening up as she closes her book and sits up. “you have my whole ass heart, let’s go.”

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

“i know that may not sound like the truth but it is,” ben stated, clasping his hands in front of him and fiddling with his fingers nervously. “it’s hard to explain it all. it was basically just them asking me about my opinions on certain people and i was just… i didn’t want to look bad so i tried to be as nice as possible,” he sighed, pursing his lips together. “you’ve gotta believe me.”

anastasia glances over towards him and just looking him in those eyes of his, she knew that he was telling her the truth. after all, he had no reason to lie to her, especially since she knew that the two of them had a very special type of realtionship. nodding her head, her breath catches at her throat. “i do believe you..” she admits, giving him a light smile. “i’m sorry.”

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

He nodded at her response and immediately scanned the hallway, eyes falling on an empty study room and heading there. Once inside, he turned to her with his arms at his sides, “I know what I did—well… what happened… why you have been upset with me,” Ben moved to lean his back against the wall, eyes shifting between the floor and her nervously. “The clip was edited.”

Her eyes fell upon him, following him to the empty study room and once they entered, she looks over towards him. It’s been a while since she really stared at his face and she wasn’t sure what was going to come next between the two of them. Tilting her head to the side, she gives him a confused look. “It was edited?” she mumbles quietly, feeling a bit stupid. 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

He approached the blonde as quick as he could, a quick breath escaping his lungs before he inhaled another. “Can we please go some place to talk?” Ben asked softly, his eyes pleading for her to finally let him explain what she had seen.

Seeing the out of breath guy in front of her caused her to bit on her bottom lip to hold back a small laughter as she nodded her head at his question. “Yeah.. I guess we could do that.” she mutters quietly knowing that they haven’t talked much since their fight during spring break. 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

      "hey !” ben called out to the figure that moved past where he stood, waiting until they turned to face him before he scooped up the bag at his feet and hurried after them. 

anastasia had just walked out of one of her classes, getting ready to head back to her dorm room and study for some finals she had coming up. that was until she heard a familiar voice causing her to stop and turn around to see Ben, which caused her to rise her eyebrows, not saying anything as she sees him hurry towards her. 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

“just give me five minutes,” his voice was quiet, showing that he also wasn’t searching for a fight. he never wanted to fight her, he just wanted her to know the truth. “after out fight i watched the show until i came across, what i assume, is the part that you saw.” ben paused to let out a slow breath, arms folding across his chest. “will you let me tell you what really happened with that?”

hearing what he said caused her to nod her head for him to proceed on what he was saying, giving him five minutes. she was leaned against her door as she stares over towards him. “go ahead..” she trails off before glancing around. “actually, come inside, I don’t want them to record what we’re saying.” she mutters, opening the door wider for him to enter. 

[designeranastasia]

Anastasia Acosta instagram posts ;; spring break 2018 - Hawaii

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes: 

he left her standing there, not going on to go through with his original plan for that day but instead grabbed some food to take back up to his room. he spent hours catching up on all the episodes that had already aired but it was in the earlier episodes where he part had come up. he was angry about that particular scene where they only put in the part where he spoke about the one girl, and none of the others that were there. NOW he understood why she had been so upset but he also wanted her to know the truth about what had really happened. so, after texting a few people to find out what room she was in, he made his way over there and knocked on her door.

after their fight in the elevator, she went to the pool to relax herself, after all she needed it and it didn’t help that she was once again being watched by people as they filmed her, however, she choose to ignore that. after a few hours passed, she went back to her room and as she took a shower to wash the chlorine out of her hair. hearing a knock on the door caused her to be curious as to why it was, opening it up she sees ben on the other side, her eyebrows knitted together in confusion. “look, if you’re here for another fight, i don’t have the energy.” 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

“wh—” he was confused and at a loss of words. he had absolutely no idea what she was going on about and that was because he had never actually watched the show. the idea of watching himself never appealed to him. however, the part that hurt him the most was that she didn’t believe him. with his mouth gaping just a bit and his stare falling to the floor, trying to process her words, he finally hit the button that would return them to there they were both headed in the first place. “you don’t believe me,” ben whispered, lips pressing into a tight line and his hands moving into the pockets of his shorts. “for the record, the only person i’ve ever loved is you. but i guess i’ll just… watch the show and,” he exhaled a deep breath and stepped out of the doors once they opened, “.. figure all of this out.”

she inhales slightly, still staying at her corner as she eyes him seeing that he was lost for words caused her to feel the same, she didn’t know what else to say as she swallows the lump down her throat. it wasn’t as if she didn’t believe him, she was just confused and knew she took things out of hand. it was their first official fight and she wasn’t sure how things will end up. hearing that he only ever loved her caused her to eyes him as she steps out as well not saying a word as she tries her best to hold herself together. 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

he remained calm while she yelled, he was far too worn from the past few nights to bring the same energy to the fight. but he did get angry as she tossed around the accusations of things he didn’t even know about. “what are you talking about?” ben narrowed his eyes, the elevator coming to a stop at one of the floors and opening to reveal a few random people on the other side. with a huff, he turned around and shook his head at them, “i’m doing you guys a favor,” he stated before hitting the button to close the door again, turning back to anastasia. “who’s this girl? where did you even get this information from?”

as he remained calm, she just stares at him, her eyes glaring at him as she was just frustrated and she was finally let it all out. “what do you mean what am I talking about? everyone saw the reality show, even knows that you’re basically in love with someone else.” she rambles, however, not as loud considering her voice began to get raspy. As the door opened, she glances at the people before looking back at him and dramatically rolling her eyes. “oh, yeah because i’m the horrible one!” she exclaims. “how am I suppose to know who she is? you’re the one talking about her! the damn reality show, i decided to watch it and now i see why people don’t watch it. it gives out the ugly truth. If you weren’t happy why didn’t you just leave me instead of breaking me like this?” the blonde questions, her voice cracking as she said it.  

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

“believe me, i wish i was playing dumb.” ben admitted, shoulders lifting as he could feel the frustration of the entire situation returning. “did i say or do something that pissed you off?” the chime of the elevator caught his attention and he moved in front of the doors quickly, hand reaching to hit a button that would bring them from the main floor and back up to the top. “what the hell did i do?”

anastasia looks at him as she groans slightly, not knowing why he was acting the way he was. “did you honestly believe that I wouldn’t see what you said or talked about?” she screams at the top of her lungs, looking up at him as he hit the button to bring them to the lobby, wishing she could of gotten out when she had the chance to. “you didn’t think I would hear all those things you said about that girl and how much you’re practically in love with her and you said shit about me!?” 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes: 

“great timing,” he muttered as he pressed the button to close the doors, leaning his back against the wall directly across from her and raising his brow. “you still mad at me for no absolute reason?” ben asked bluntly, arms folding across his chest. “still trying to wrap my head around that argument we had and since i’ve finally got your attention, just thought i’d ask.” 

hearing what he muttered caused her to roll her eyes slightly as she crosses her own arm over her chest, letting out a sigh. “I can’t believe you think i’m mad at you for no reason.” anastasia states while giving him a glare. “are you serious right now? don’t try to play dumb with me, ben.” 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

he finally left his hotel room after spending most of his day and night inside, sick from drinking far too much two nights prior. it was even worse given how little he had eaten before pouring copious amounts of alcohol down his throat. but now that he had recovered, ben decided he’d try to join some of the others outside and made his way toward the elevator. as he waited, he looked to one of the cameramen who had the camera pointed directly at him, probably to show he had survived. when the elevator had arrived and the door opened, he turned his attention to that and was surprised by the other who stood inside. “shit, hey.“ ben cleared his throat before stepping inside.

after her and ben had their argument, she hasn’t spoke to him ever since and things were really awkward between the two of them, so awkward to the point where they weren’t even seeing each other. she was still having the best time she could in hawaii, after all it was still their spring break and she needed the break, despite the cameras being there. so, there she was in the elevator and seeing the one person that she hasn’t seen in a while, inhaling slightly she glances up at him. “Oh, hey..” 

[designeranastasia]

bentley-wes:

he couldn’t help but smile when she moved to block the camera, taking that opportunity to lean forward an press a kiss to her cheek. “how many of those viewers do you think will be jealous of me? i mean, i’ve got the prettiest girlfriend here.” ben spoke with a grin, taking her hand into his own and kissing the back of her hand. “how bad could a couple cameras be?”

as he leaned over and pressed a kiss to her cheek, she smiles softly while chuckling a bit. “oh, so you want to kiss me when i’m blocking the camera, huh? wanna show the world that i’m yours?” she teases before shrugging her shoulders slightly. “please, you’re probably just saying that.. plus there’s a lot of power couples here.” anastasia admits to him giving him a warm smile when he took hold of her hand and kissed the back of it. “i don’t think it’ll be all too terrible, it could help get you out there.”