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hello.

[desperaca]

Hello, hello…

I see people reposting and actually liking the content here still which… honestly, terrifies & shocks me. Especially since I disappeared after tiktok was risen back to life & lost interest in studio investigrave but still nice to know people like my work, I think?

I’m practically rambling right now, since. I’m honestly just confused on what to do next. Do I just suddenly get back to posting? Continue to let this account rot along with the tiktok account? Rebrand it to something that’s more… relevant?? So, excuse me if you’re one of the misfortunates seeing this.

Seeing this tumblr makes me cringe, a little, a lot. I don’t have all that much positive connotations with this or the videos I made. Especially the Protag & Normal Guy video I’ve made. Which, hopefully I’ll remake soon, but seeing all of this makes me realise, “god, people let me get away with this / they LIKE this??”

I’m no big tumblr poster, like… unless you’re ACTIVELY scrolling through the studio investigrave tag I’m assuming that not a lot of my posts gain traction. Which, I’m fine with ! It’s probably like better than me feeling guilty they get a sudden burst of views and I just strangely leave the account afterwards.

But, I guess thank you for somewhat letting my videos live in your head rent free. It’s probably what little, tiny me would’ve wanted before it was faced with the horrors of the internet. 🙏

[ekrixart]

Stay prepared and stay safe these upcoming weeks, even if you aren't directly at risk stay aware and protect your community. Resources on what to do when interacting with ICE officers and police, know your rights https://iamerica.org/know-your-rights/

[desperaca]

This was posted on my tiktok,, I didn’t want to lose this cause.. I actually deleted it (Yeouch.)

Uhm, I try not to post low effort things, I don’t want to be lazy and whatever but I like archiving stuff I’ve done so.

[desperaca]

Oufhfh finally back in school… this binder is killing me a lil but we’re ballin!

[desperaca]

Mixed my friend’s two favorite characters, so that’s nice : )

I need to get back into using tumblr

[desperaca]

I don’t think this is your floor normal guy : (

This is in honor of finishing squid game s2 and this message my friend sent lawl

[desperaca]

I forgot I had tumblr…

[desperaca]

Oh yeah, sibling bonding time.

[desperaca]

What art block does to a mf

[desperaca]

I posted this on my tiktok!

I didn’t add these stickers, my friends did but they don’t have tumblr so I can’t credit them properly… but I thank them a ton! ^_^

+ here’s some images

[lamoreez]

vincent charbonneau discord layouts

glasses edits by ml bonneaux <3

req by nonnie !!

might use one of these for this blog

f2u with creds + rb

[desperaca]

Hi hello!! :0)

[desperaca]

No clue how tumblr works, but my friends convinced me to post this image of bok-su as jay from his married in red gameplay

This was posted on tt under syschives before if you see this anywhere else.