Every time I sit down to write, my hands shake.ย
The words flow endlessly through my mind,ย
but itโs damn near impossible to get them out
in any meaningful way.ย
I want to tell you that Iโm sorry,ย
and Iโm angry,ย
and Iโm confused.ย
But most of all,ย
I want to tell you that
Iโm hurt,ย
that I hurt.ย
I hurt so badly.ย
My heart will explode one day.ย
I welcome it,
Iโm not afraid, Iโm just
sorry
because Iโm supposed to be.ย



















