Thoughts of a Confused Princess

Stronger. Braver. Version 2.0 😂

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Nakakapagod na maging matapang. Pwede bang sumuko minsan?

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Thinking 💭💭💭

Pag ako ba nawala? May maghahanap sakin? Like literally. As in meron? Gusto ko muna mawala for a while.

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Pero hindi pwede. Daming responsibilities.

Pero konting konti nalang talaga bibitaw nako. 😂😂😂

P.S: Been a long time. Parang di na bagay ung description to dito. Not stronger, better or braver, but I'm definitely a worst version today.

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Anyare?

I want to cry. 😭😭😭

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Siguro kung hindi ko sya iniwan, magpapakasal na kami ngayon

Siguro ang saya saya ko

Kung hindi ko sana sya na take for granted

Alam ko naman na sobrang importante at mahal ko sya

Pero bakit ko nga ba sya iniwan??

Bakit ko ba nagawa yun?

Sobrang mahal ko pa sya. Mahal ko pa pala sya.

If things could have been different,

Sana mabigyan pako ng isang chance.

Isang chance para sating dalawa.

Kahit sino pa palang dumaan sakin, ikaw parin yung hinahanap ko.

Sana ikaw parin. Ikaw lang hanggang dulo.

Wala ng iba. 😕😕😕

And I'm sorry.

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Maybe you're expecting that much. Dear self, please stop

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Why did I get so dissapointed with you? Please don't make me change my mind or my thoughts of you as a person.

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I don't know if I'm going to make you flirt or what. 😒😒😒

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Hello. It's been a while.

2017 na. Actually mag-eend na.

I usually post stuffs on Tumblr everytime my heart breaks for something.

It's usually about him.

Though this time, it's different.

Time changes everything.

I want to express myself more.

Write blogs again.

Write new experiences, different scenarios and reactions in my everyday life.

And I hope I can keep it up. 😊

P.S - Happy 27th year of my life. Please be good.

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Gusto kong sumubok pero natatakot ako. Baka kasi mali ako. Baka masaktan lang ako.

Baka panakip butas lang ako.

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Why?

“We care for you. We love you. We are always here for you.”

That’s what they said.

But why do I feel so alone?

Why do I feel that they are just telling me those things because that’s what I wanted to hear?

i admit, it is pleasing to my ears, but never to my heart.

I want something that is real, no matter how rough it is. 

My instincts never failed me.

The only thing I trust now is only myself. No one else.

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It didn't work out just because it wasn't meant to be, it didn't work out because in the right time, at the right place, it'll all work out with the right person.

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"Nothing" means a lot. It's our way of saying you broke my heart but I don't want to put up a fight. So when you asked me right now how am I feeling? I will just say NOTHING. Everytime.

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Wag ka na mag-update kung saan ka pupunta. Masasanay din sya. :) Darating din yung time na wala na syang pakialam sayo.

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May mga bagay na hinihintay. Pero hindi ang tulad mo.

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Tired of everything. I want it to stop. All of it. All the pain. Please stop.

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