If you are reading this, though I am sure you won’t bother yourself doing so.
You know how I feel about you, you really do. Your sister was never wrong about what she said two years ago, that I had this pure feelings towards you. I still have it, and I can prove you that she is right.
Who else can have the same feelings for the same person who broke them for many times without even realizing it?
Who else can still act like they do not care about your being while actually she prays for you every night for your happiness?
Who else can manage their emotions in front of you when you are talking about other girls whom you admire secretly without you admitting it?
If the girl who is being with you says she loves you more than the way I love you. I guarantee you, she is lying.
If the girl who feels lucky to have you says her feelings for you is the purest. I guarantee you, she will never want to do things that I struggled.
If the girl who sits next to you says she will always be there for you. I guarantee you, she will never be able to even stand on her feet when she knows who you are.
I was trying so hard to fix my self when I have the time to be with you. I am not perfect, there are flaws in me that I personally do not ask for it to be inside of me.
People make mistakes. The sad truth is that other people conceal their kindness by not giving them any chance to fix their fault.
How big was my mistake that you cannot even see the good in me? That you cannot give me a second chance? That you always ended up ignoring me when we’re getting closer? Are you afraid of your own feelings for me? Are you afraid that your egos will lose eventually? Let them lose, dear.
You said you could never do those sweet talks with me over and over again, people changed, the situation was different, we did not have any relationship anymore, we barely even friends, and other bullshits that came from your sweet mouth.
Yet you often come back to me.
That we often had those same feelings.
The girl who loves you unconditionally.
