im glad you found me

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arent we all?

i couldve been so much more. ive been blessed with gifts from God to help others. but here i am… lost.

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He put me here for a reason. I see it. It takes time and perspective. I’m not lost. I am here.

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life is so fleeting

time flies and everyone lives their lives. each with their own dreams and nightmares. each with their own joy and regrets.

seeing pictures of happy people that are no longer walking this earth with us, stirs me emotionally. there is something powerful about seeing a smile and starry eyes forever captured in a moment.

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bye dad.

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dear me

its been awhile. the screen reignites these familiar thoughts... i am yet again reminded why i connect so deeply with a time so far removed.

its bittersweet. because i looked for it and sacrificed six years of my life. and all this time since... here i am.

I am here.

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arent we all?

i couldve been so much more. ive been blessed with gifts from God to help others. but here i am... lost.

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R.I.P.

“sorry guys, i gotta see about a girl”

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i want my life to have more meaning. not that it doesnt have meaning more, but i guess my only ambition in life has nothing to do with career or life longevity... but rather a legacy...

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time

i dont want to be empire rex. but im only human.

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Imgur GIF

Imgur: The magic of the Internet

(you HAVE to click on the picture) this is how i imagine myself and my significant otter every morning conducting hygiene...

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in a blink of an eye

as this day comes to a close... i am reminded of the night that family and friends of brave Americans that lost their lives on today, in the fateful year of 2001. and the immense courage and sacrifice of our brave Americans.

the things we take for granted... in an eternal blink of an eye...

-edit- a friend made a powerful contribution... that 9/12 was a tremendous day of unity and love. God bless America.

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with such simple language, so apt. appropriate and relevant for everyone, no matter.

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i hope i dont change

some stuff that really grinds me real good is when someone texts “call me” after just having a text conversation.

and when someone apologizes but adds in, “sorry you feel that way” or “sorry if that upset you”. why add a conditional to your apology?

i hope and pray that i never make power moves and that i always accept responsibility for my actions and words, always.

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24

today is the day of July where I begin to work on my discipline.

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a lot to say

after the 4th glass of wine.

after a long day at work.

but strangely enough, i love my job.

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thank you and $%#! you.

after a recent talk with an old friend, i realized that:

being in the army was a great time. the times i would come home or visit friends were great.

and THANK YOU to those who actually did drive out and made time to see me when i made time to come out.

and i am disappointed in those that couldnt make a small drive or free up an hour to see me when i did make the time to come out.

it makes me really heartbroken to learn that some of my buddies bought plane tickets and flew home or visited friends, and still there were some family members and friends that wouldnt make the time to see them.

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only human

emotional bias frightens me.

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these are my... confessions~

i want to go on a date to those wine and design things but really buzzed.

and then drink some wine and design.

how unsightly would my little art be? how unbridled would my little art be? man, how much fun would it be?!

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life is so fleeting

time flies and everyone lives their lives. each with their own dreams and nightmares. each with their own joy and regrets.

seeing pictures of happy people that are no longer walking this earth with us, stirs me emotionally. there is something powerful about seeing a smile and starry eyes forever captured in a moment.