i’m so done with the way girls in twenties are treated. i’m so done with people who literally create timetable for us. 20- 24 find a guy, 24-26 make him propose to you, 27-29 get married. i’m so done. i’m do not want to get 2 a.m texts from my best friend who is freaking out that she is gonna die alone. i do not want see my 20 years old friend wasting her time on some guys who are not even interested in her. i do not want see us falling for every nice guy who does not look creepy. i do not want to see girls get sad or paranoid just bcos they do not fill in the schedule. you are ok. you should enjoy your life at its fullest and one day you will find 10/10 so do not pursue 6 just because you do not want to be single. it is ok and one day you will find someone. do not split your love with people who does not deserve it. keep it for yourself and when time will come you will know. i know it hurts. i know you wish u could just open part of yourself and release the buzzing love. but not every kind of love is romantic. show it to your family, friends, plants, yourself.
Hannah awoke to the sound of her motel room door closing. She rolled over the bed was empty and cold. There was no warmth pressed against her back. She got up and looked out of her motel window to see Brody sat in the driving seat of Graces car. He had pulled up outside and Grace was heading over towards it, still dress in Hannah clothes and carrying last night’s attire in her arms. She got in. Hannah watched as Grace sank into the seat of her car and put her head in her hands, she also watched as Brody put his arm around her and handed her a coffee as she leaned against him. That’s when she stopped watching, the sinking feeling was back again, Hannah let go of the net curtain and turned away she had seen enough. She picked up her phone and decided to ring Ren to see if she was free and wanted to meet up. As it happened Ren was shopping just around the corner from where Hannah’s motel was and so they arranged to meet and go for sushi. Hannah jumped in the shower and quickly chucked some clothes on and about 15 minutes later she had set off to meet Ren.
Hannah met Ren outside the Sushi place after following the directions Ren had given her. The place was long and thin with counter seats right the way down one side with dividers in place every couple of seats for privacy. Each of the 'booths' were numbered. They both headed over to booth number 17 and sat down. In the booth, there was a menu on the left-hand side of the back wall and then what looked like a shelving unit to the right.
“So here are the menus, you press the button and then your food will arrive on the shelf via the conveyor belt” Ren instructed here, in a mixture of both English and Japanese for the words she had not yet learnt but Hannah didn’t mind it was nice to get some Japanese practice in for her.
“Ok got it, I'm Starving” Hannah said looking at the menu.
She ordered a good selection as did Ren before they sat back and waited for it to come they were discussing what each other had got when Hannah's message tone went off. Hannah quickly glanced down mid conversation trying not to be rude.
1 new message: Grace
She looked back up to Ren after about 10 seconds. It went off again.
Hannah glanced down.
2 new messages: Grace
Her attention returned to Ren she apologised and tried to carry on with the conversation holding back the smirk on her face and the distracting thought of what Grace could of text her. The phone went of two more times in quick succession.
“Sorry I better see what this is about” Hannah explained.
“No problem, you are very popular” Ren replied.
Hannah picked up her phone 4 new messages: Grace.
Thanks for letting me stay. Got a ride home didn't want to wake you. Grace xxx
P.S. I have clothes. I will bring them in to work tomorrow.
Fun fact: I own clothes, in case you didn’t know. I meant I have your clothes.
Ignore me I am hungover. Hope I didn’t wake you although we are in the afternoon jeez Han you might want to get up and do something with your day. I don’t know how you can stay in bed that long ;)
Hannah couldn’t help the smirk that formed on her face whilst reading the texts. Well at least until the last one when it turned into a mock shocked face.
“Oh, someone’s got a crush” Ren said.
Hannah immediately looked up a slight blush creeping on her face “What? I mean no. I mean what gave you that idea” Hannah stuttered out. Wow Hannah really nailed that reaction, nice job she thought to herself, mentally rolling her eyes.
Ren sat forward suddenly taking a very keen interest as she gasped “I was right, who is it?” Ren quizzed.
“It’s not like that” Hannah replied trying to dismiss the idea and get out of the hole she just dug for herself.
“Whatever” Ren said not falling for any of Hannah's obvious bullshit.
“No really, I mean it. It’s nothing” Hannah said still trying to keep her cards very close to her chest and not reveal anything...well anything else.
“Ok, I am sorry no pressure. I understand you don't have to tell me but you like this person, right? Ren asked.
“No” was the almost instant response from Hannah before she released a bit sigh and slumped against her hands with her chin. “...yes...maybe just a little” Hannah admitted. “But nothing will come of it”
Ren let out a small squeal “I knew it, but why do you think nothing will come of it”
Hannah looked down sighing “I think she’s straight and also she has a boyfriend”
“Oh, straight girl crushes, I heard they are the worst” Ren said sympathetically before sensing Hannah’s sadness and deciding to switch the conversation.
Just then their food started arrived which was great timing as it was the perfect distraction.
After they had finished eating Hannah and Ren explored Brooklyn for the rest of the day. It was nice for Hannah to get a general idea of what shops were available and what things there were to do. Ren showed her a couple of museums that they could visit together however they happened to be shut today.
The topic of Hannah’s secret crush didn’t get brought up again much to Hannah’s relief because she was still figuring out what her feelings towards Grace were and if she didn’t know herself she wasn’t ready to share it with another person yet.
It was 7pm when Hannah got back to her motel she needed to shower and iron her uniform for tomorrow. She decided to get an early night after her busy weekend she didn’t want to be tired and grumpy for work.
Hi hope you are well and had a nice holidays and New Years. Just wondering if you will be posting and more hartbig fanfic cause I loved reading your fics 😉
Thankyou and I did and I hope you did too. Thankful to get the cursed year of 2016 over and done with 😊Yes I will be posting more often this year, today is the day for part 11. Hope you enjoy it
every year around christmas me and my grandma play this fun family game called “maybe you want to put jesus in your room instead, sweetie? :)”. now, it’s important to note that the jesus referred to in our game is not actually the real jesus christ, but instead a wooden figure i made in 2011 that has an uncanny resemblance to the lord and savior himself
so what happens is that i place jesus in our living room, and my grandma smiles and asks me if i don’t want to decorate my room with him instead. i ask her in return if she thinks my jesus figure is ugly (which he is), but she reassures me that this is not the case. however, a couple of days later jesus mysteriously disappears from our living room, and appear in my room instead
now, the real jesus christ might have been able to perform a miracle like this, but please remember that the jesus in our story is only a figure made out of wood. he can not move on his own, so i think we can safely say that my grandma is the prime suspect here
the first year i would often confront my grandma about this, but she would always make up an excuse and never straight up tell me she moved him because he’s so ugly it’s an embarrassment to the family
eventually i grew tired of her lies, so now we only move jesus around in silence. one second he’s in the living room, the next he’s back in my room. in a way i think this adds an extra element of excitement to the holiday season, because you never know for sure when jesus is going to be moved again
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