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⦇ SELF ⦈

“you can think of the galaxy while thinking of yourself. SEE, what you fail to notice is that without you, there is no fight to be fought. without your needs and your wants, your own self CRACKS under pressure. it is what the LIGHT fails to contemplate, while the dark? the dark is UNDERSTANDING, obi-wan. flexible. you fail to see i am what you become after dedicating too much of me to the JEDI. i fell because once i rose. i am darkness only because there once was LIGHT.”

❛ No--you are darkness because something or someone shut out your light. Darkness cannot truly extinguish the light around us; the stars still exist and burn in the dark void of space. When they die, brighter things replace them. Light is eternal, and darkness is only a place to hide from it. The light will never die, no matter how hard you try. I will not be swayed so easily. ❜

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PLEASE READ.

I’ve never wanted to bring personal drama onto this blog, since drama in general is petty and irksome, but I have been confronted by various sources that I am going to be a target of a call out post that is apparently still in the works by tumblr user SITHMESSIAH. I was generously given proof of this by an anonymous source:

Now, there are only a few people involved in an incident that happened OVER A MONTH AGO, and i have been the victim of harassment and false accusations on multiple social media sites, and @lightsided is also another victim of emotional abuse and is a first hand witness. The drama will remain unspoken of, for the fact that it no longer PERTAINS to my blog. I moved past this the day after it happened and have left it alone until last night, when a few people decided to kick up an unnecessary shit show. As stated above, I am being slandered and made out to be a manipulator and abuser when it is quite the contrary. Both Michelle and I ( and many different sources ) have evidence of our mistreatment. But what I am asking of you guys is if you could possibly get this word around that a person is trying to create a mass of unnecessary drama by reblogging this, and try to stop this at the source before it starts.

I am personally appalled that people still feel the need to turn everyone against me for something fictitious and warped. I am so very sorry for this drama, I wish that it hadn’t even started up again.

#⦇ OUT OF CIVILITY ⦈

⦇ SELF ⦈

“we are no more than HUMAN, obi-wan. and as sentient, feeling beings, we have DARKNESS within. it’s nonsensical to think LIGHT can purge its own shadows, so why are you so OFFENDED by the notion that you too can harbor gloaming? do you think you are above the rest of us? ARE YOU so arrogant, dear jedi?”

❛ It is not arrogance, but confidence. My heart lies with the Jedi, with the people of the galaxy. My own needs and want mean nothing--even if you are lost, surely you remember the man you once were. ❜

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⦇ SELF ⦈

“the DARKNESS is less condescending than the light. it forgives, it conceals, it soothes – don’t we need that? HAVEN’T YOU SEEN too much, FELT too much?”

❛ Yes, I will admit that a reprieve is wanted, perhaps even needed-- but I will not accept this reprieve and risk losing myself in the process. I thought... I thought we were more than that. ❜

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