E.

you met me at church but i could be satan 25

[devil-with-halo]

he didn’t love you

he only loved his need for you

[angelicdust]

[goodreadss]

Water Lilies, Pink - Claude Monet

[nocnitsa]

[disorienteddreams]

Die Büchse der Pandora (Georg Wilhelm Pabst, 1929)

[childoftherenaissance]

[candycoatedplastic]

[cithaerons]

Leila Chatti, Night Lament in Hergla 

[maryjblige]

[ghala-77]

[cheriestella]

“Come back! Even as a shadow, even as a dream.”

— Herakles by Euripides

[cheriestella]

[shoelace4-48]

i mentally killed myself a hundred times

[ojibwa]

[theinfinate-abyss]

I don't think I want to admit it, but I think I would have fought to the end of the earth for us. Because I love you and also maybe because I don't love myself enough. I loved the life or the illusion I was living, the connection and safety I thought that I had. I don't know if I know how to do that again, feel that again. Trust someone in that way. If I close my eyes and I’m alone, you still feel like my safe place, which feels ironic because in my life, you have treated me the worst, you have disregarded me so many times and I am on the sidelines thinking about you! Wondering how your are, missing you.

[myfetishfun-deactivated20130103]

[quotesthatstayedwithme]