girl.

girl with many thoughts

[breadism]

gay person struggle is seeing an abandoned house and having to decide whether to say ethel cain or resident evil 7

[mothercain]

there would be no ethel cain without resident evil 7

[devinefemininerage]

Father, why do you hate me?

for I was made in your image.

You are the reason I’m here,

And also the reason I am the way I am.

You have created your worst nightmare.

But I was just a child,

How is that my fault?

[panteneprovcommercial]

He Made Me In His Image

The Woman Destroyed - Simone de Beauvoir / Seventeen Going Under - Sam Fender / The Cruel Prince - Holly Black / Swan - Nicole Dollanganger / Elektra - Sophokles tr. Anne Carson / Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain

[troyandabedsnewapartment]

(shaking my 14-year-old self) I was so mean to you but I love you, I love you, love you

[creatinghelen]

I will make it up to you, I promise

[negativ00]

[devinefemininerage]

My in’s and out’s of 2023:

IN:

Personal charcuterie boards

Daydreaming

Feeling all of your emotions

Being vulnerable

Creative writing

Journaling

Matching outfits with your animals

Ethel Cain

Deconstructing Christianity

Deranged siren vibes (if you know, you know)

Accountability

Live music in small bars

Dr Pepper girls

Making boys cry

Supporting small businesses

OUT:

Stadium tours (boooo boring, get creative)

Paid parking

Skipping meals

Regular crocs

Buying from franchises

Apologizing to men

Avoiding emotion

Self destructing tendencies

Waiting for things to get better without doing the work

Caring what others think of you

American individualism

Republicans

I said what I said.

[motherdaughterholyspirit]

In my ovulation cycle draped across the bed pining and pondering. Angry with God because I did not ask to be born with desire.

[anthropoetics]

kinder than man, althea davis

[daffythefox]

"you don't have to perform around me" sweetheart i have to perform in front of myself

[posioninthewater]

[devinefemininerage]

rage can be a significant equalizer for the oppressed

[devinefemininerage]

[mynowherenothing]

Ethel Cain for Crack Magazine, June 2022. Photography by Silken Weinberg

[dark-nymph3t]