Been going thru the motions
I guess things are going to go
as good as they're supposed to go
lately been so emotional losing focus though staring at the world through my rear view
my thoughts on the open road
as I exhale the dosia smoke
the bars that guard my scarred heart are tough
Been looking to the Stars to charge me up
and in your eyes they're RIGHT there
but when I look into the skies, They seem far as fuck
Right now I need somebody to save me from my darkness
Because the monsters harbored inside me are heartless
And trying to carve me up
life's hard enough without discarding the garbage
In our hearts and everything we've done
in the dark that would break us apart
leave us emotionally scarred
and make it so hard to trust
since I've been in army of One
trapped in the manifestation
of whatever this is that I've become
guarded and partially numb
I can see what you really are
and that's fake and now it's too late
as Sparks Arc and the bullet parts from the gun
I can't breathe from all this weight I carry
from day to day and place to place
The energy it takes just makes it harder to run
relationship strained as she hides the parts of her
she thought would be harder to love
Dying inside while living a lie
A martyr something I don't want to become
that come from mismanaging
all of this damage got me and praying tomorrow don't come
acting hard until the sharks come
A target hard hit by the narcissistic
again and again until a large percentage
of the parts of me have died
....that harbored your love.
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