selfish, private and easily bored.

I'm still here though.                                I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.  formerly red-like-rubies, tracked tag is devixm. independent semi-private sexswap blog of red x!jason todd. read the ooc page

[halseycon]

[devixm]

@determinedleader

It’s not the first time she’s up and left Gotham. Certainly it won’t be the last either. It was an awful, depressing place- not worth saving and not worth staying. Sure, she’d come back, but eventually she’d feel like she’s suffocating again and have to get away- and Jump City was away. 

It was a feeling she was all too used to at this point. Too many sleepless nights and the weariness piling up was taking it’s toll on her. Making an effort was exhausting and seemed all too pointless to her. But there was one thing she could do- not show up on the front porch like a dingus. 

With her movements sluggish, Jade took out her phone and tapped in the password before pulling up her contacts list. 

TO: golden boy [text]: on a scale of one to ten how bad would it be if i just showed up out of the blue?

For a moment Jade stared at the message she sent before sighing. At least in text she was doing better. 

[singedredarchive-blog]

“ Who? Me? ” of course him; hood was the only one on this street corner with a hot gun ( that he knew of ), and he made no attempt to hide it, resting the butt of said gun against the back of his neck with almost inappropriate disregard. had he not been wearing his helmet, the girl might have seen a grin similar to her own. ( safe to say, he seemed to have found a kindred spirit in the girl’s sense of humour. )

not that he could condone the teenager’s smoking habit. call him a hypocrite, but – well, his body had been wrecked enough at this point, so the occasional cigarette made virtually no difference.

( though perhaps a gunshot had been a mistake. in his defence, he’d hoped to make a point, but he didn’t miss the abrupt tension in her frame even in the half-light. note to self: don’t do that again. )

“ Yeah, that’s one thing they call me. ” hood maintained a careful distance, perched on the railing of a nearby fire escape, even as he maintained a jovial tone. “ Nosy fuck. Biker douchebag. Pick your favourite, kid. ”

[devixm]

“No, I was asking Santa, obviously.” Bad answer, very bad answer but hey- it’s the holiday season and he’s wearing red, what other fictional character was she going to reference? Still, Jade hardly expected the Red Hood to chat- then again, she didn’t really pay attention when overhearing other criminals talk. She had overheard some of his antics- and wow he was an asshole- but the specifics had been gossip for another day. 

Still, she did like getting to sass dangerous people, even if (or perhaps because) it was an absolutely terrible idea. With a scoff, she shook her head, crossing her arms. “Favorite? Oh no, I’m gonna come up with something better. ‘Biker douchebag’ doesn’t even sound good, it’s just- it’s not satisfying to say at all, that was terrible.” She said with a frown. Maybe she was making a fuss of it, but honestly that was part of the fun, and it was helping her calm down after the gunshot. 

“But douchebag is fitting,” Jade remarked, moving her hands to her hips. “I’d been waiting all day for my shift to end so I could actually smoke and you had to go and ruin it. Not cool, dude.” 

[tenthpsalm]

“you were fine earlier!!!!” yes okay correct but that is not how this works

[artificial-utopia]

She is broken, and won’t ask for help.

She Used to be Mine, Sara Bareilles (via artificial-utopia)

[ryanross2-deactivated20161225]

[besamebesamemucho-deactivated20]

[cfmusings-blog]

                        You have the gall to call me w e a k?

      After       everything I have            survived              through?

                       Everything you have D O N E to me?

                         I am stronger than you ever were

                                  And I will break you

                                                                              Like you { broke } me.

[thingsforrp]

                    үεs ι кησω ι'м α ᴡᴏʟғ                     αη∂ ι'vε вεεη кησωη тσ ʙɪᴛᴇ                     вυт тнε яεsт σғ мү ραcк,                     ι'vε ℓεғт тнεм ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ                    αη∂ мү тεεтн мαү вε sʜᴀʀᴘ                    αη∂ ι'vε вεεη яαιsε∂ тσ ᴋɪʟʟ                    вυт тнε тнσυgн σғ ғяεsн ᴍᴇᴀᴛ,                    ιт’s мαкιηg мε ιℓℓ

[devotchkax]

[hushedmusings]

HUSHED sentence starters

A meme based of my musings. It includes various lyrics and book quotes. ♥  Send one to see how my Muse responds OR send me ❰ HUSH ❱ and I’ll GENERATE a number that My Muse will say to Yours. [1-100]

❝ I’ve been seeing all, I’ve been seeing your soul. ❞

❝ You would take the breath from my throat. ❞

❝ Where do we come from, do I know your name? ❞

❝ I was a lonely soul, but that was the old me. ❞

❝ You’re the fire inside; light in the night sky. ❞

❝ You look so worn, so thin. ❞

❝ I couldn’t spill my heart. ❞

❝ Mercy, I’ve been caught lying with my darkest thought. ❞

❝ I’ve been feeling old. ❞

❝ Go to sleep, this wont hurt a bit. ❞

❝ Tell me things that you’ve done. ❞

❝ You steal me away with your eyes and with your mouth. ❞

❝ Can’t help myself but count the flaws. ❞

❝ You’re a fool too, but a worse fool than the other, and a more dangerous one. ❞

❝ They lie only out of greed, but you lie out of fear. Or could it be kindness? ❞

❝ Shall I write it in a letter? Shall I try to get it down? ❞

❝ And now, it’s time to leave and turn to dust… ❞

❝ You’re a taker, a devil’s maker. ❞ 

❝ The atmosphere above is a glimmer of what it was. ❞

❝ If you believe it, I believe it, too. ❞

❝ Death takes what man would keep and leaves what man would lose. ❞

❝ Let go before it’s too late. ❞

❝ Hush, I said there’s more to life than rush. ❞

❝ Let me hear you sing. ❞

❝ They grabbed my wings and pinned me to the wall. ❞

❝ We’re only young and naive still. ❞

❝ You fill my head with pieces of a song I can’t get out. ❞

❝ Deep, deep down under mountains I have heard them call my name. ❞

❝ Give me touch, ‘cause I’ve been missing it. ❞

❝ Tell me that it’ll all stay the same where we go. ❞

❝ You don’t smile anymore. ❞

❝ Hold my words, keep us together. ❞

❝ Let’s break the walls down and find how to live. ❞

❝ I reached out trying to love but I feel nothing. ❞

❝ I’m a statue, cold and numb. ❞

❝ Lift me up before I drown. ❞

❝ You’re a drifter, a shapeshifter. ❞

❝ Love hunt me down. ❞

❝ I don’t want this darkness, but the sun just falls from it’s sky. ❞

❝ Drop the game, it’s not enough. ❞

❝ I’ve never really understood what you dream of doing with me, once you’ve caught me. ❞

❝ I’ve been working on white lies. ❞

❝ With you, I feel again. ❞

❝ You leave it all behind. ❞

❝ The din creeps underneath my skin and I can’t hear no goodness speak. ❞

❝ It hurts to hold. ❞

❝ Promises, swear them to the sky. ❞

❝ Could I be possibly insane to think you and I have life figured out? ❞

❝ Let me see you run. ❞

❝ When the sky fell down it shattered on the ground. ❞

❝ Will I play their little game and tell them? ❞

❝ Out in the garden, where we planted the seeds, there is a tree as old as me. ❞

❝ How does one approach this when all our past loves have let us down? ❞

❝ Holy light, burn the night, keep the spirit strong. ❞

❝ I’ve been feeling cold, you’re the heat that I know. ❞

❝ The only rope that could hold him/her/them, would be the cord with which the old gods bound the Fenris-wolf. ❞

❝ Call me crazy but they are after us, one by one. ❞

❝ I’m dreaming of strangers kissing me in the night. ❞

❝ Watch it grow, child of wolf. ❞

❝ Hold my hands up. ❞

❝ Something’s not right, I can feel it inside. ❞

❝ Keep holding on. ❞

❝ Deep, deep down I’ve been waiting for the fighting to begin. ❞

❝ We are forming a sight to behold. ❞

❝ I can’t stand to be so dead behind the eyes. ❞

❝ Move for me, I’ll move for you. ❞

❝ Must I hold my hands up? My bloody hands up? ❞

❝ All in time you will be one of us painless, us blameless. ❞

❝ The moon reflects the sun like a memory of us. ❞

❝ Wayward winds, the voice that sings of a forgotten land. ❞

❝ Count up all your mistakes. ❞

❝ His/Her/Their voice left a flavor of honey and gunpowder on the air. ❞

❝ A creature in my bloodstream chews me up so I can feel something. ❞

❝ Listen, you are my sun. ❞

❝ You and I have so much to give. ❞

❝ The mood it changes like the wind; hard to control when it begins. ❞

❝ You don’t have to know the truth. ❞

❝ See it fall, child of wolf. ❞

❝ Give me things that I’ve wanted to know. ❞

❝ Just take me back to a room in your house and stare at me with the lights off. ❞

❝ They/she/he’d be richer if they/she/he just became a thief. ❞

❝ Go higher and higher. ❞

❝ We hold forever and ever. ❞

❝ Men knew that the only way to hunt me was to make the chase so wondrous that I would come near to see it. And even so I was never once captured. ❞

❝ They will try to make us forget ourselves, one by one. ❞

❝ Lend a mending hand. ❞

❝ I know this one thing’s for sure; I won’t let you ever walk out my door. ❞

❝ Yeah, my heart is numb. ❞

❝ Don’t waste your touch. ❞

❝ The sun would set, trees were dead and the rivers were none. ❞

❝ Don’t go, tell me that the lights won’t change. ❞

❝ I climbed the tree to see the world. ❞

❝ I hope for a trace to lead me back home from this place. ❞

❝ Doesn’t really matter, in this life we’re all the same. ❞

❝ When love becomes the one thing you can’t trust, the stars start falling down in silver trails of dust. ❞

❝ Oh, I could never leave this, I never could, not if I really were the only soul in the world. ❞

❝ I know how to live here, I know how everything smells, and tastes, and is. ❞

❝ What could I ever search for in the world, except this again? ❞

❝ You would take the cherished people that I hold. ❞

❝ There was no sound, there was only me and my disgrace. ❞

[illarchiveyourthroat-blog]

I’m all about unforgiving and hating and holding grudges because it keeps me safe and mentally healthy and I don’t care about your stupid feel-good quotes about forgiving everyone everywhere always so you can take your feel-good emotionally manipulative apologist bullshit and shove it 

[jynandor]

[madralee]

remember most of your problems can be easily solved if you set it on fire

[freshjuicywriterstuff]

thick skin is an understatement I want  need to be unbreakable

[messrnat]

[laserdeadpool]