devon hilliker.

i don't wanna be another social casualty

[fcklyd-blog]

I guessed from the fact you were looking for Cal and the twins. How are you doing?

[devonhilliker]

Lil' dizzy, but good.

[wtfcallum-blog]

No, you are. Just hold him the other way, D.

[devonhilliker]

But it'll hurt em'.

[fcklyd-blog]

Uh, yeah, hi.. I’m Lydia.

[devonhilliker]

Devon.

[wtfcallum-blog]

No, they know you. Sh, no, he’s just mad. He doesn’t like being held like that. Y’gotta hold him upside down with his face lookin’ at the ground.

[devonhilliker]

I'm not fit to be a mother.

[fcklyd-blog]

Okay, good. Because as much as your babies are adorable, I’m not ready to look after them for so long at a time.

[devonhilliker]

Oh. So you're Lydia.

[fcklyd-blog]

Oui, several times earlier.

[devonhilliker]

I found em'. 

[wtfcallum-blog]

Short, brown hair, likes to skateboard. She’s like my only friend besides you. She helped with them a lot when you weren’t here. 

[devonhilliker]

God... They're gonna think she's their mom and they're gonna hate me... and...and look Cal he's kicking me... he hates me already. They're gonna hate me. I can't be a mom.

[wtfcallum-blog]

I like you sometimes, too. I wouldda been mad if you died, Lydia wasn’t very willing to help me with these things. They’d probably die. Nuh-uh, not by yourself. You’d die.

[devonhilliker]

Lydia?

[wtfcallum-blog]

Who would paint a wall purple?

I thought you would hate it. He’s gonna have to be named after a color his whole life, poor kid. I missed you too, a bunch. They did, too. Stupid things wouldn’t stop crying. They don’t have an off button, it sucks.

[devonhilliker]

I dunno.

I like you sometimes. M'glad I didn't die. It's stupid that they didn't let you visit me. They're stupid. Well, now I'll be the one taking care of the clones, so.

[wtfcallum-blog]

Huh? [he dropped the bracelet good job cal] Lydia painted her toes. 

Nuh-uh, you’re gonna hate it. I didn’t have anything, and we never talked about his name, and I just looked at the wall and picked the color of the wall, ‘cause I didn’t know, and now he’s named after a stupid wall, and his name is Gray.

[devonhilliker]

Let's just be glad the wall wasn't purple or something.

Gray is a good name. I like it. I missed you.

[wtfcallum-blog]

Well, I did. I remembered you’d told me what you wanted to name her, so I told the doctors that one, but you might not like his name. You were already out by the time they wanted his name… I kinda just… Picked one.

[devonhilliker]

So you've got Kinley. Kay'. Uh.. here. [hands him a little bracelet thingy that's pink] Put it around her ankle. We'll know she's Kinley cause it's pink.. and she's a girl.

C'mon dork, it can't be that bad. 

[wtfcallum-blog]

Y’huh. I think this one’s the girl.

[devonhilliker]

[the baby like kicks her] Nope. This is the boy. Did we name them?

[wtfcallum-blog]

Nope.

[devonhilliker]

Those... those are them?

[devonhilliker]

Have you seen Cal? Y'know, tall, blonde, carrying two kids? 

[wtfcallum-blog]

You wanna dye the babies hairs purple?

[devonhilliker]

One bottle, per baby. Look at the colors, Cal, the colors.

[wtfcallum-blog]

[looks] You wanna dye my hair purple?

[devonhilliker]

Cal. What do we have, that there is two of?

[wtfcallum-blog]

And I can’t afford a wedding, and I don’t even think you’re old enough to get married. We’ll get married, but just not right now. 

[devonhilliker]

Check my purse.