Keep Moving!

My life, semi consistenly put online for your jugdement.

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What I made for dinner tonight, a delicious glazed pork chop with a stuffed portobello cap and mashed potatoes.

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It's so true. I feel like if you wanted someone to know how you were feeling you'd just tell them. "I'm fine" is what we say when we don't want to talk about it. If someone pushes you and you're not ready then you can push them away too.

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My idea of paradise is going somewhere new and taking with me the people I couldn't live without so we together can expierence the vastness of the world.

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Even if you don’t believe it right now, please know you are worthy of happiness. You are worthy of love. You are worthy of this life. This world hasn’t given up on you, so please don’t give up on the world.

Heather Marie, “Start the Conversation” (via twloha)

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Time lapse of fluid hair painting, I'll see if I can get the less pixelated one for you guys later

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So yesterday my roomate let me try the new hair dye technique called fluid hair painting. I'll post the time lapse later but here's some tips. Have lots of plastic, make sure the person getting their hair done is comfy and doesn't have to pee, be patient, don't put it all up on top of their head like shown above, and expect to bleach twice on dark dark hair. Her hair turned into more of a ginger instead of blonde but we were putting red on it in the end so not a big deal. I'll also post final results later too!

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I never did the prom thing, so why not pretend I did and top it off with a win of Queen?!

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I can't even begin to tell you how this is so on point.

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So that was that...

Apparently at the end of my undergraduate at Medaille I made a post on here about going to Pittsburgh Institute of Mortuary Science and family tradition and how I did it because it was free and easy. People let me tell you how wrong I was to do that. Not that being a funeral director is miserable or anything, it’s just not me. I love cooking not sitting around at calling hours, and I like traveling, not being tied to my phone in case someone dies and I have to go to work. Free was nice, and the free apartment even nicer but folks take me seriously when I say if you don’t go after what you want to do you’re just going to waste a few years and in most cases lots of money. I’d say I am a happy person but I am not the happiest person I could be, and that is my fault. So I’m going to start writing again, and cooking and creating and maybe even change a lot of things in my life. 

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So this is it...

There is two days left of my undergraduate life, well 2 classes, 3 exams and one half an essay left. So now what happens? Well it's mortuary science school for me, because it's paid for and online and easy, not because it's what I want to do. Sure family tradition is cool and all and being given a company at 24 won't be too shabby either but it's not my dream. Then again this is the world we live in, so this is it, the last few things to tie up before I'm supposed to be an adult and accept the fact that life says no. Then again I'm not good at no and I'm allergic to average so I'll do me and I'll do family tradition too. So no actually this is not it, not the end...

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NOW YOURE IN NEW YORKKKKKKK

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NOW YOURE IN NEW YORKKKKKKK

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Today I got yet another credit card.... Let's talk about my boyfriends reaction "and now you're 900 in the whole" like seriously have a little faith man I got this!

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It's amazing how much one person can change you and Luckily James has changed me for the better

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Help me out here...

Seriously who even allowed highly addictive pain killers to even be allowed out to the public, prescription pain killers was the biggest mistake the health care system has made! My dad is high as fuck on pills, filing bankruptcy and creating the worst possible view of manhood ever onto my youngest brother. And yet I'm not allowed to be pissed at him? I'm Not allowed to blame him for the rift in the family? According to everyone else it's just the addiction not him but honestly if I'm not allowed to resent him then someone help me out, who do I aim the pain and anger at????

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Liz is too cool

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WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

My cell phone. It's amazing, I can like use it to contact non inatimate objects. =]