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Shared Dreams And Encounters
Shared Dreams And Encounters
I was staying with my ex-wife at her parent’s home, at this point we had been separated for at least 7 months, so this was an awkward and undesired situation for us all to be in, this arrangement wasn’t going to work out, Michelle’s mother is a Jehovah witness and rejects any claims of spirituality, she refuses to talk on these topics, her father being non-religious made it clear to me whilst…
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Long Sword, Short Knife
Long Sword, Short Knife
I was in a rush, I could feel and hear the wind brushing past my ears as I made my way to an unknown destination.
I had something to finish and I didn’t want to waste any more time, but I paused when I heard a woman’s voice call out to me, to my left she was stood at the top of the stairs and a higher advantage point, it was the same lady with the wavy blonde hair who introduced me to the lone…
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Light Bearers: Whose Burdens To Bear?
Light Bearers: Whose Burdens To Bear?
I couldn’t bare anymore, I had finally reached my limits. I was standing in the abyss of darkness with nothing other than the woman in white stood before me, the same woman who had previously worn a veil, I was certain of this based on her personality traits, figure and height.
In shame I lowered my eyes and head, I fell to my knees and placed my hands out in front of me on the floor, lowering…
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The Lone White Wolf
The Lone White Wolf
Unexpectedly I found myself stood upon a mountain top in an unknown valley of mountains, I could see a stone grey peak of a mountain in the near background, the peak was covered in snow, I look down at my feet and the floor beneath me was also layered in fresh thick white snow, a lady in white was with me, but she wore no veil, she was stood diagonally to my left, and for the briefest of time I…
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A Close Encounter of The Fifth Kind
A Close Encounter of The Fifth Kind
As I laid beside my ex-partner, my eyes began to gently awaken, I notice the subtle daylight peering in through the uncovered double glazed white window, firmly fixed in the centre of the right wall of the room, the outlook has a limited view, nothing but the red brickwork from the neighbouring house, the light navigating through the narrow passages to the left and right side of the building,…
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Stay Humble or Be Humbled
Stay Humble or Be Humbled
It’s not unfair for me to say that I have experienced and witnessed many different perspectives of life, and until these current times the majority of them were negative, which was caused by wickedness, limited knowledge and a lack of understanding.
To know oneself is enlightenment, to know others is wisdom.
Unfortunately, these merits can only be earned and not given, but the process of sharing…
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I live in a small town by the sea which is a gorgeous retirement haven, creative corner and a place of care for those suffering from mental illness.
We have panoramic sea views of the English Channel and can see France on a clear day, with the sea being a stone’s throw away for many people, it’s not surprising why so many people choose to retire here.
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In fact, when my perspective of the world became clouded and logically challenged, I too came here independently to find my peace of mind. It wasn’t plain sailing, but a step in the right direction for me.
After living in London for 19 years, the London life couldn’t fulfil my needs and so I returned home to Kent.
It was nice to be home and within a natural environment, but Kent was also the home of my Paranormal Activity: From my younger years which included night terrors, sleep paralysis and vivid images prompting my mind’s eye, these would linger for quite a while, but as the years progressed I soon began to forget about those interferences, I was too young for them to be understood, instead the material world provided other detrimental issues.
On my first night walking home from the train station I could see an unusual person approaching me, the appearance of this person would give children nightmares, especially at night with low lighting, and to my astonishment this person was a reflection of my cacodemon (evil spirit) from my childhood, I was spooked, my childhood nightmare was still finding new ways to disturb my peace.
From my perspective, the child-catcher from my childhood still craved my attention and wanted to make its presence known, it was like an indirect “welcome home” message, but with my new found understanding and lack of fear, the nature of this entity was externally antagonistic, and perhaps unknowingly to the person / host whose choice of clothing was to wear a black top hat, colourful flowers, a white painted face with bold ink, pierced features, and a blacked draped form of clothing, in appearance alone, this person represented my cacodemon and from my understanding, this individual is a mental health patient in the area. Was my truth revealing itself?
I believe a cacodemon chooses hostility to dominate a mind, choosing to live in a lower vibration with a parasitic nature, such as a poltergeist, these evil entities, possibly of past lives, influence the mind, not controls, that’s only possible in my opinion if you believe it can, and allow it too, you are more powerful than this entity, which is why it needs a victim, with the ultimate desire to lower their vibration and consume the energy, just as an evil person chooses to manipulate the mind of an innocent child, robbing them of their innocence and empowerment and using it against them, presenting the toughest battle anyone will ever encounter, the battle against oneself.
This kind of manipulation causes the individual to respond and react according to “cause and effect” lack of knowledge and understanding effectively imposes a dog’s life, but from my own experience overcoming this inherent burden will also help raise your own level of consciousness.
I would like to use a quote from one of my favourite films, Revolver, which summarises this manipulative mindset beautifully, in my opinion, Mr Gold being anonymous represents the cacodemon and the opponent in the mind of everyone involved in the con.
Evil exists within nature, it’s not restricted, so therefore compulsory, especially amongst primitive species, and cannot be entirely eradicated, it’s part of nature and evolution, which can be brutal! ignorance isn’t the cure.
With general ignorance within our society and polarisation deeply embedded in belief systems, understanding of the world isn’t made easy, and divides us from the nature of all things, and for those without the blinkers on, this can feel like an antagonistic environment, where understanding and empathy from others is not permitted in mainstream society on these spiritual matters, instead assigning the label “Crazy” is common practice and considered socially acceptable as a dismissive term.
But in my opinion, no priest, drugs or magic wand can clear your consciousness, only seeking knowledge to gain understanding will.
So, one afternoon whilst working at my desk I could sense it’s presence again, instinctively I look out of my window to the right of me and in the light of day, I can see it’s identity being represented to me outside of my home, manifested by this amazing individual.
The appearance of this person was the identity of my former cacodemon, this person’s own perspective and reasoning for believing this is an acceptable appearance in public is a different matter entirely, but without this person bringing my mental image to life, how could I possibly share this experience with you?
Upon further research, I was made aware by locals this lady regularly “likes” to dress this way and has done so for many years, it’s just coincidental / relative to me that this person likes to linger around my street and present an alarming appearance to people, especially to children in my opinion.
However, with gratitude towards this person, an identity has been revealed and without prejudice, I believe she has contributed to my own understanding of my former cacodemon, but in a different light.
Since that day, I have never felt the presence of my past cacodemon, either in the presence of this person or within my dreams. This recording was made over 2 years ago.
Film Recommendations:
Revolver – Official Trailer
Cloud Atlas – Official Trailer
Cloud Atlas Book – GoodReads
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From Behind The Curtain
From Behind The Curtain
The room was big and bright, the size of a basketball court with a high-gloss white marble effect floor, plain white walls and a large single window facing towards me in the distance, the window pane fulfilled the entire side of the rectangular room, the view presenting the darkness of space.
In front of me was a chain-gang of white men with black iron clasps around their necks, wrists and…
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The Nummo: Red Eyed, Immortal, Androgynous, Amphibious, Serpent Beings (Curse of The Gods?)
Hoodwinked in my sleep and with a jolt of shock! there I stood before a fair lady with unearthly white skin, a hive of blonde hair lacing behind her, observing me with her piercing large red owl-like eyes, absent of eyelids.
Intimidated, but not afraid, I stood presented to her, I could feel the presence and support of others behind me, those who brought me there and lifted the black hood, and…
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Mirrors and Shapeshifting
Have you ever had a vivid dream, so intense you’re unable to tell the difference between your reality or your dream state?
How about knowing when you are dreaming, but the experience and feelings are so lucid and distinguishable it may as well be your new reality?
Well, I have, many times in fact, others may refer to this as an astral projection, although when I’m awake, I certainly know the…
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Nature Spirits: Demon, Daemon or Daimon
Nature Spirits: Demon, Daemon or Daimon
Just the mention of the word “Demon” is enough to send chills and negative thoughts coursing through your body and mind, preventing you from understanding and learning. Ignorance isn’t bliss.
Don’t be afraid to learn, and here’s why, Demon also known in other variant spellings such as Daemon (Latin) is a translation of the original Greek word for Daimon (δαίμων: “god”, “godlike”, “power”, “fate”)
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The Perception Deception Is there life after death? If so, what's the purpose of living a fragmented life? A physical existence rather than just a conscious existence?
How To Induce Lucid Dreams Using Technology: iBand+ Author, journalist and TV personality Nick Pope who is famously known as being the former project manager and investigator for the British government's UFO project from 1991 to 1994 agrees that advanced technology would be indistinguishable from magic.
Some cats choose their owners, they need us, just as much as we need them. I was raised with family pets for as long as I can remember, typically cats and dogs, but personally, I only consider myself to have had 2 pets of my own, Leo, and Ginger, a cat from my teens, Ginger was my first feline companion, but how our paths crossed for both cats was astonishing.
One morning my friend and I were walking to school together, the route to our destination would be via the arches which leads to the new Den opposite Silwood estate, When I say Den, I am referring to the new Millwall football stadium.
The weather was cold, wet and miserable, the clouds were a sooty dark grey and the rain was thick and consistent. We were both soaked and anticipating reaching shelter under the archways, but as we approached the initial arch from the right there was a vacant white car parked on the side of the road, as we passed a ginger and white cat appeared from underneath, although it was raining he wanted to make his presence known to me, he too was cold and wet and the top of his head was soaked with motor oil.
His interest was keen, and so he began to follow us, and I decided to pick him up and place him inside my bomber jacket, I thought this would give him some temporary relief from the weathering conditions and I could provide shelter for him under the arches, I also recall some items had been fly tipped to the arch opposite which included a nice mattress for him hide under.
When we reach the archway, I remove him from my jacket and place him on the floor where its dry, as we begin to leave, he continues to follow, so I turn to him and say “stay here”, I also point towards the mattress, but still he continues to follow, this time myself and my friend turn towards him and both of us prevent him from the leaving the arches with us, so I continue to talk to the cat, “we will be back after school, you cannot come with us, wait here until we return” and by surprise he sat and listened, it actually worked, result! I didn’t think any more of it, other than how intelligent I considered the cat to be, we then continued our journey to school, business and usual.
After school, me and my friend walk home together, by now the weather had improved and it was dry, with specks of sun peeking through the clouds, we soon reach the arches, continuing our conversation and oblivious to the morning events, we both look ahead and see the cat sitting on the concrete block, he had been waiting patiently underneath the arch all day, we were astonished!
I pick the cat up again and place him back inside of my jacket, he was very happy and content with this, so my friend and I decide what we should do with the cat, I wasn’t confident I could keep him, we had a cat and a dog already, and I honestly wasn’t comfortable approaching my mum to keep the cat, so my friend insisted he would take the cat home with him and ask his parents. He was certain this wouldn’t be a problem.
As I leave for school the following morning I open the front door and to my surprise the cat was sitting patiently on top of the concrete encasement which housed the bin, somehow, perhaps by scent, he managed to find his way to me, my friend lived in the block of flats directly in front of mine, but he wasn’t present.
I continue to stand in the doorway with shock, and thinking about how to handle the situation, soon I feel a presence behind me, I turn and face my mum, she informs me the cat had been sitting out there all morning, she was also aware of my encounter with the cat from the day before, and swiftly without hesitation or malice, she asks me if I would like to keep him, again stunned, I immediately accept, all my concerns were taken out of the mix, it just simply worked out, but although Ginger wasn’t entirely Ginger, I decided Ginger would be his name, which my mother had temporally nicknamed him.
Ginger was a great companion of mine during those days and he was very affectionate and close, unfortunately, I didn’t live at home as much as I would have liked too, but he was always there for me when I returned, and he lived a happy life until diagnosed with Aids and with a parting message from me to him on the stairwell, this was the last time we were together.
It wasn’t until 2015 when a similar event persuaded me to think otherwise about owning a pet again, I had incorporated my business, Shuffle Innovations Limited in August 2012 when I was forced to find alternative routes back into employment, and by 2015, I was working alone from home or in isolation when conducting property inspections.
One afternoon, I was feeling very tiered, business was quiet and so I decided to take an afternoon nap to replenish, during this nap, I had a very lucid dream, although brief, it remains memorable, when I became conscious, I found myself in a bright white environment with a lady being present, although her identity was not clear, I could sense her presence, I was laying on my back and looking up, it was peaceful and tranquil, and soon I begin to see her approaching me from my right, as she does, she leans over to bring her face closer to mine, anticipating a kiss, whilst eager to see her face with clarity, but as she continues to lean closer, her identity fades and instead gradually shapeshifts with each movement towards me, concealing her own identity, instead her face evolves into a ginger, young cat who begins to give me pecks of cat kisses on my face, gently I awake, and return to my reality.
As pleasant as the dream was, I remained confused, I knew this dream had meaning or purpose, but I couldn’t join the dots between her and the resemblance of a cat. This rested on my mind for a little while, but I knew from experience the answers would flow in good time too.
Surprisingly, the answer came much sooner than expected, that following weekend I was approached by my partner, her sister’s cat had previously given birth to a litter of kittens and was curious to know if I would be interested in homing a cat, this obviously peaks my curiosity, and she shows me a photo, and there he was, a tiny little ginger kitten with blue eyes staring up at me from the floor. I tried to find every reason not to say yes, but it was hopeless, I was already attached to him and my logical reasoning not to accept him was futile, my only concerns were providing for a cat, I trusted my knowledge and to this day, it was one of the best decisions I ever made.
Initially Leo was named Kingsley, a name I really admired, but I wanted to name him based on his star sign and year of birth, hence the name, Leo, also known as “Leo the Lion” 🙂
When he arrived I was finishing my dinner, and by chance there was plenty of crème fraiche on my plate, which I decided to offer to him on my finger from outside of his carrier, he couldn’t resist my charms and so he casually walked out and was very comfortable with me from the offset, he even slept at the bottom of the bed all night and our bond grew stronger, he worked with me during the day whilst laying behind my monitor, and eventually onto my lap when he grew too big for the desk, and during this time he developed one of his quirks, which is to ensure a paw is always touching me when laying close by or to overwhelm me an abundance of cat kisses when it was time to focus on him or a reminder to take a break from working, especially for naps.
Leo and Ginger have taught me something I can never forgot, reinforcing the fact how loving and affectionate animals can be, and although I am an omnivore, just as he is a carnivore, this relationship shaped my outlook on the food industry and has focused my concerns on the treatment of our livestock, the methods of slaughter we use and the vast scale of animals unnecessarily killed. Animal life’s matter. We, as guardians, it’s entirely our responsibility to remain compassionate towards the treatment of animals and towards to the treatment of workers within the slaughterhouses, whose detachment from compassion towards our earthly animals is at risk.
A healthy balance of the food chain and the respect for animal lives needs to be upheld, especially if we too want to retain our own humanity.
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Feline Friends Some cats choose their owners, they need us, just as much as we need them. I was raised with family pets for as long as I can remember, typically cats and dogs, but personally, I only consider myself to have had 2 pets of my own, Leo, and Ginger, a cat from my teens, Ginger was my first feline companion, but how our paths crossed for both cats was astonishing.
The Eternal Oath
The eternal oath isn’t a direct oath between myself and the illuminati, in fact, as a follower the eternal oath is to myself and my commitment to contribute to the protection and advancement of the human species, which is endorsed by the illuminati. This means, the illuminati are also committed to upholding this oath for the benefit of the human race. My path is still my path and each individual…
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The Initiate
I only continue to speak of the Freemasons due to the contribution they have made to my way of life, which includes both good and bad experiences. After I severed my ties with my long-term Freemason buddy, my life progressed down a new path of self-discovery, each of them having done their part retrospectively, however on this occasion, I was networking in the city of London, this was a free…
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Shapeshifters, Beggar’s Belief.
Some people accept the existence of God without the need of proof, others dismiss the possibility of a higher power if it cannot be evidentially proven, I fall into the category of needing proof to validate my own personal experiences, but every now and again, I have to go out on a limb, in the hope that others may have the answers that myself and others are seeking. Many people from around the…
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