Ps this is my admission story for @rainebowkitty prompt game called the “or 7 dorm leaders the 7 prompts” I think but this is a admission night raven collage writing challange my result is the dorm leader is Malleus and the prompt is number 7 yay so I’m doing a hurt and comfort genre interesting well I’d like some challenge :D and well this is my first challenge next one will be Azul Ashengrotto #spolierz XD
(Malleus Draconia x in a toxic relationship reader)
Warning: this subject may not be suitable for all readers so if your a not comfortable with details of abuse, panick attacks, attempt suicide, mentality problems
do not attempt to read this because this subject might not be comfortable for all readers
“No...N-No please stop please let me go (name) I’m begging you please let me go”you begged with tears in your eyes as well as dried tears
“Shut up!!!” (Name) said as another leather belt was flung at your fragile body it wasn’t that fragile until you and (Name) started dating but
You wailed at the pain and a slash came fourth and another and another came down your body he must be drunk again because when you look up he was carrying an empty wine bottle and hitting you with it
You can feel the pain the pain of all the scars you held ... for him
This didn’t happen until a few months ago before when you met he was gentle and the sweetest until a few months later after you dated him his true colours shown but what could you do you had the option to leave him and fight back but what would be the use as long as you loved him you would let him do as he pleases right? He could break you but you kept beating it for him but even if you leave him you would just go back to him so what’s the use the invisible restraint around your heart fastened by him you will never get set free
After he left with the broken wine bottle and there are glass shards everywhere that’s all you can see in the dark room with all sorts of torture objects to violate you with but you let him violate you with it because you love him the game called love well in the game between you two you already lost now you must pay the price
You didn’t realise your head was bleeding until warm liquid fell from the side of your head down to your face and dripping on the floor you felt numb well that’s not the only place it was bleeding the scars that where purposely opened by him were bleeding as well you felt woozy maybe this is your escape maybe that’s the way you could be set free but before you blackouted you spotted black and green heels and boots running towards you but before you could hear them say anything everything blacked out
When you woke up you were not in (name’s) dorm instead you were in a green and black room you guess it was the Diasomnia dormitory dorm one of the residents rooms
When you tried to get up your legs hurt and back as well as well as your wrists from the restrains but you tried to get up nonetheless before you could leave you fell on the cold hard floor then the door opened revealing the Diasomnia gang
“Guys...” you said surprised
“(Y/N)-san are you alright?” Silver asks and Sebek agreeing with his questions helping you up
You nod with a small smile that made them believe you were actually alright but deep down your not
“Guys May I speak to (Y/N) alone?” Malleus asks more like demanding in a serious tone
“Hey (Y/N) If you ever need someone to talk to you to come to us alright” Lilia suggests
Then the three leave the room with Sebek closing the door behind him leaving alone with Malleus
“You let him hurt you again (Y/N)!?” Malleus ask worriedly
“Maybe you should take my advice and leave him. (Y/N)” Malleus suggests
“But you know I can’t Malleus what’s the point of leaving if I would go back to him” You explain
“Sure his knives may cut deep in my heart but if I love him and If he’s with me that’s ok right” You continue
Malleus only listens without replying and he just stays silent like deep in thought
“You know you should stay here in the Diasomnia dormitory tonight” Malleus suggests
“But Malleus you know I can’t what if h-he finds out-” you slightly panicked
“Don’t worry I’ll deal with that but now you have to focus on your strength of recovery” Malleus replies in a serious tone
“Fine I won’t stay too long because I don’t want him to find out” you said unsure how would this play out
As Malleus walked over to you and picks you up bridle style you yelp from the sudden movement
“Sorry is I use magic it might make you uncomfortable and if I use other ways to carry you it might end up hurting you wounds” he apologised
“N-no it’s fine” you said
As Malleus walk up the stairs carrying you a few moments later you reached his room, he gently laid you on his bed and he went to close the doors to the outside of his room
He tucked you under the covers after and he just sat by his desk chair
“Y-Your not sleeping Malleus” you ask
“No I’m not I have to keep an eye on you remember?” He replies smiling
“Maybe you can just lay here next to me” you suggest
“Are you sure? Because I would not like you to be uncomfortable”Malleus warns
“It’s fine Malleus plus I feel comfortable when I’m with you” you said
For a moment Malleus’s cheeks were flushed red but they quickly died down after that he head over to you and gently laid himself next to you
When you looked into his eyes he looked into yours but his eyes are so hypnotising when you stared into his green eyes slowly you drifted into sleep
“Hello honey how was your day?” You ask
“Could you shut up for a second” he snapped
“But I just asked-” you tried to reason
“God your so annoying!” He says then he lands a slap on your cheeks the sting hurt but your willing to put up with this because it’s only a one time thing but
This continued to happen almost daily to the point it is actually a daily routine
He would either slap you hard on the cheek if he’s satisfied if he’s angry he would be much worse he would use different torturing objects like leather belts and such to hurt you making your body black and blue as long as he loves you, you would let this continue but
From that day on you knew you were the only one who’s in love and betrayal struck
When you were at the collage garden picking flowers and looking at them you felt relieved because of his constant abuse you found flowers as stress relivers
You were just picking flowers until you saw him with another women then you herd their conversation
“You love me and only me right?” The women asked
“Of course I would you know I only love you and only you” he played those words on his tongue and they shared a kiss at the garden with you watching the kiss was passionate you could feel it too bad it wasn’t for you to have it was for her
In this game of love your the only one who’s playing fair and he’s just playing foul play but you let that happen even tho because this you shed many tears because of his bretrayal yet you still let him violate you
When he returned back to the dorm you decided to confront him
“Where were you?” You asked in a serious manner
“I was at the gymnasium” he said bluntly
“Liar! I saw you with another girl!” You confronted raising your voice
“Don’t you dare raise your voice at me!” He screamed a smack and a slap landing on you
You feel on the ground at the smack and he continued to slap and abuse you, the pain was so phenemon to the point you saw your surrounding fading you were muffling you’re screams if you let loud he would double the pain
After he was done with you, you were lying on the ground crying and weeping
And this routine happened again but infront of everyone of course he was nice to you because he has to keep his facade you and him were titled the “perfect couple” of the school and honestly I was never perfect to being with but yet you stayed hoping he would change
Day by day your hope for him would change started to fray and you were honestly losing your mind, going insane. you were chasing after him because his heart was washing away but what could you do to stop it you could only chase after him and that’s it and then he left you in the cold
*(y/n)...(y/n) wake up” a voice said
Then you woke up in Malleus’s room the events from yesterday reminded you
“(Y/N) are you alright?” Malleus asks
“Liar (y/n) we know you are not alright was it about him again?” Malleus asks
Then you couldn’t hold it anymore you bursted into tears and Malleus hugged you circling your back
“Breath in breath out little human breath in breath out” he said helping you from your panick attack
Honestly you were starting to gain feelings for Malleus but you knew you couldn’t tell because if you did you would have destroyed the title of the “perfect couple” and would violate the game of love yet your heart still hoped for (name) to change but you were getting numb you are tired of this you couldn’t hold it in anymore, your starting to go insane this is why
After crying on Malleus’s shoulder Malleus popped the question
“(Y/n) do you still love him?” Malleus asks
You were deep in thought you love him yet you started to stop but you didn’t want to stop you have no idea anymore
“Malleus I have no idea anymore...” you said trailing off
“Maybe you should cut ties with him it’s not good for your health” Malleus said
“I know but I-” you said but you were cut off by Malleus landing a kiss on your forehead then he hugged you
“Everything will be ok after tomorrow If you severe your ties with him” Malleus says cheering you up
But the kiss was already about to cheer you up
“I know I’m just living on a player but i can’t stop” you explained sobbing
“Shhh there there I understand let it out” he said
“Fine I’ll severe my ties with him tomorrow” you said but that’s a promise you can’t fully keep because you have it all planned out again
“Really then I’m glad” Malleus said happily and with a smile on his face
Then you fell asleep on his shoulder
In the morning you woke up and saw Malleus sleeping and your injuries are 7/8 healed anyways time to bring the plan into action
As you head down to leave the Diasomnia dormitory but you stole something something your oddly familiar to
Those are the weapon you are use to using for anything really their nearly as close to you as an actual sibling would
When you stole the knife you head to leave to (name)’s dorm room
when the door opened (name) looked up and saw you he brows furrowed
“Where were you (y/n)?” He demands
“None of your business” you snapped and you knew where this is going just as planned
Then he got up from where he was sitting but before he could smack you a piercing sensation hit his stomach when he looked down a knife pierced through his stomach and the one holding the knife is you
“Oh god (name) I’m going insane, chasing after you but yet you leave me. Why? Why? WHY? How many times must you hurt me to make you satisfied, HOW MANY TIMES” you said and screamed taking the knife out of his pierced stomach when you backed away he took the chance to run
“Your times up there nothing you can do now you better run BETTER RUN~” you warned as he ran away to the other room in the dorm
As you walked around you were counting honestly letting loose like this feels great and something ticked off the closet and you look blood foot steps perfect as you open the door you said in a sickly sweet tone
But before you could slash him the Diasomnia boys arrived they went wide eye at the scene
“So (name) mind telling him how we ended up in this situation hmmm~” you said sweetly
“But nonetheless I’m tired of all this, I’m tired of the constant abuse. It’s time to end this” you scream
Flipping the knife towards you you were about to land the final hit on your chest
But it never came when you looked up Malleus’s magic kept the knife in place
“Why Malleus?” You asked shocked
“Why must you stop can’t you see I wanted to die I wanted to end my misery why must you still keep me alive?” You cut him off
“Why? Why?” You scream dropping on your knees crying sobbing and screaming
Malleus did something that surprised everyone even you
He hugged you then pressed his lips onto yours it was passionate then he backed away with a smile and the warmth you missed so much
“Because I love you (y/n)” he said basically confessing
Then everything the colours everything turned back to colourful but the light last short
When you woke up you were in the infirmary you looked around there were Iv’s connected to you when you looked up you saw everyone you know there
“(Y/n) I’m so sorry we believe that you and (name were a perfect couple” a student said
“Yea were sorry” said another
Everyone apologised and after everyone left you left a sigh of relief
Then at night while you are still recovering in the infirmary a certain dark fae entered
“Oh so your here Malleus” you said in a happy tone
“I’m glad you recovered” Malleus said
“Me too and it’s all thanks to you” you said happily
When a kiss was placed onto you by Malleus pressing his lips onto you once again
You finally knew you were set free and happy again
Ahhhh Sorry if some of them don’t make sense XD it was fun to write nonetheless I hope this isn’t too bad maybe it’s a bit burnt but oh well until next time and sorry it’s short I’ll try to make angst stories longer in the future
