Dianne Servera

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“Saturn”

10/10/18

Adieus for love often begins even around 11 in the evening with a casual ‘hey’ Ours spurred around the 10th of October 2017, a typical Tuesday night, how cliche I remember the please & whys I screamed in God’s name to sped up someday Never expecting that you may be the Polaris I longed for from 3499 miles away

How oblivious was I to be lured by the soul behind those orbs of teal Never intending to fall too quickly for a love that took a lifetime to heal 2ams: you resembled as a knight fresh out from a Shakespeare’s book And you know how my walls came crashing down? Dear Romeo also goes by the name Luke

Oh how I love the deep intelligent conversation that rolls out of your mouth That I often wondered how it would feel like if it travelled down south Like a velvet silk, sending empires down in ruins like Rome Oh god, how sexy it was to shamelessly hear you moan

But all of a sudden, you left without a call or a text not even a goodbye as I await I was worried sick, yearning for my soulmate Alas! You’ve returned but never as the same person for you held me at an arm’s length neither too close nor too far It was as if, I longingly gaze at the painfully beautiful Saturn, not anymore my northern star

And then I realized, it took you less than a day to say you liked me It took me less than a week to fall for it Less than a month to say you thought you did And more than a year, for me to get over it

And so it’s officially been a year, yet the compatibility of gemini + scorpio has still been an omen I guess it’s time to accept the reality that there was really nothing more left, than to say Amen Albeit, of the countless attempts, I could never wave a chapter of final farewell Instead, take good care for you carry a piece of me, whoever you belong to, Samuel