Diapering Willow

For 18+ A blog about trying to become diaper dependent 40 year old female

[diaperingwillow]

Half an hour to go in this diaper. Somehow it’s not leaked and it’s been over 12 hours. The waddle is real.

I am kind of glad that this diaper survived though. Because daddy said if I had to put a new diaper on because this one leaked I’d still be allowed to take it of but I’d have to save it to put on later since one of the rules is all diapers must be used to full capacity.

I’m so looking forward to getting out but I wasn’t looking forward to the thought of having to put a used wet diaper back on.

[diaperingwillow]

I am back kind of?

I dunno. I was ready to come here all excited to say I was able to get a case of my favorite diapers then 2 of my guinea pigs passed away. They were my babies. It wasn’t totally unexpected because we were elderly but what was unexpected was losing both of them 2 days apart. My second guinea pig died of a broken heart. She just gave up.

Anyway, I don’t think I’ll be wearing 24/7 just because of cost but I currently am in trouble and I had to go to sleep in a very wet diaper and I’m supposed to wear this very wet diaper and continue to use it for 3 more hours.

I also have a bigger punishment coming to me because I used the vibrator without permission.

Is anyone still even following me? I know it’s been awhile. Anyone want to see the rules my daddy and I came up with right now? We’re kind of looking for more things to add on, too.

[adultbabystories]

THICK PADDING

How come you like your thick padding so much? Why do you like it, thick as it can be?

You’re trying to press your thighs against each other, but just can’t. The sound that the diaper makes when your legs fail to touch one another gets you excited. You are bound to a restrictive mass that awaits your wet humiliation. Your bladder screams, the pressure builds, and the diaper awaits to grow even bigger. It's thirsty for your piss, it wants to restrict you even more.

Your diaper calls you to use it. The soft padding you’re sitting on is inviting you to use it. The massive front invites you to add something of your own making.

Your diaper is a signal to the world around you as well. If someone sees your big crotch, they’ll know you’re probably small underneath. If someone sees your big butt, they’ll know someone his giving it a good use. When you are diapered, those signals are pulsing at you every moment as well.

And when you wet your diaper. Intentionally or not. When you fill it, soak it. enlarge it. Making it more restrictive, more humiliating, more erotic. You fail to walk properly and fall to the floor. Crawling is more fitting for you now. The back is puffed, the front engulfs your manhood. On the floor, crawling around others with a giant wet diaper, you’re showing everybody and yourself how submissive you really are. Looking up, catching their glimpses and stares at you, over your diaper. That is why you like your thick padding so much.

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[diaperingwillow]

I've been struggling with the whole wearing a diaper thing and being little. Like, I want to. So badly. But I see everyones pictures on here and they are dressed all cute and have beautiful bodies and I don't. I just feel like a fat blob and I'm not cute and I'm not pretty. The struggle is real...

[diaperingwillow]

Hi!

I'm still here. Existing is hard. Just wanted to pop on here and say, if you're maga please don't follow me. People are being murdered in the streets and if you agree what is going on in the US right now just see yourself off my page. Block me. I don't care. In diaper related stuff, I'm still posting a story over on DA. I've got like 9 chapters so far. https://www.deviantart.com/heartlessnobody34 Hope to get back to posting. Got myself in trouble so I have to wear diapers for a week. I am running low and not sure if we can afford more after this... Oh well, I guess...

[diaperingwillow]

Diaper Sentence Chapter 2: A Baby Is Born

Ok, chapter 2 of my story is up over here: https://www.deviantart.com/heartlessnobody34/art/Diaper-Sentence-Chapter-2-A-Baby-Is-Born-1242019581 Jude wakes up in a crib and wearing a diaper. This isn't what he signed up for. Will he be a good baby and cooperate for his daddy and accept his punishment or will he try and fight his way out?

[diaperingwillow]

I Wrote Something

I've been doing a lot of writing since I really can't participate in the fun diaper wearing anymore. I put it up over on Deviantart. https://www.deviantart.com/heartlessnobody34/art/Diaper-Sentence-Chapter-1-Getting-Ready-1241555886 It's the start of a series. I also started it when I was stoned last night so hopefully it makes sense... Anyway, It's short but I'm working on the second chapter already. I'm also working on a long series I want to turn in to books but that won't be ready for a long time.

[diaperingwillow]

Thanks to trumps big beautiful bill my diaper wearing time has come to an end thanks to a lack of disposable income now.

Oh well, it was a nice dream. Now to go cry for awhile.

[diaperingwillow]

Going to be losing my health insurance and SNAP soon so no more diapers for me but at least I have giant Dino nuggies.

Extremely anxious for the future. Anyone want to fund my diapers (mostly joking about that 😂)

[diaperingwillow]

Just figured I’d check in and say hi. I’m still around. Not wearing all the time becaise life is busy and my daddy is busy and adulting is hard lol.

Been helping out online with my local protest group because I feel like I have to do something and I can’t stay quiet.

Also kind of breaking away from abdl social media stuff because the amount of AI art sucks. Like seriously, fuck AI. I’m tired of seeing badly rendered AI bullshit art every time I log on to see pictures and shit.

Did you know that AI takes a lot of electricity and water to keep running? It’s also made using stolen assets from legit artists.

I want to get back in to writing and do something kink and abdl related stories but it’s such a turn off knowing my actual writings will be buried with the sheer amount of AI slop on every site I’d want to post on.

Hoping maybe Monday I can wear a diaper for at least 24 hours before something comes up that makes me have to take it off.

Anyway, I should go. My daddy told me I needed to go to sleep early because we have to get up early and we have a lot to do. And that was 3 hours ago…

[diaperingwillow]

Anyone else play Infinity Nikki? I've been obsessed and the outfits are so cute! Just me over here with my diaper on, playing my girlie dress up game and listening to the new Ghost album.

[diaperingwillow]

So, that was a big fail last night. Glad that when I woke up having to pee I got out of bed to do so. Because everything leaked everywhere… thinking making my diaper set me up to fail because there was too much padding.

Diaper cover also didn’t help the leaking. It did reduce the diaper noise so I can wear diapers out without crinkling but the leaking was baaad.

[maid-shaped-princess]

I wanna be unpotty trained so badly. I already have interoceptive issues, I make little piddles all the time. I want to just wear a diaper so I don't have to worry about it, but that's not enough. I want to erase any possibility of ever going without a diaper again. I want to really, truly need my diapers.

And I wanna be reminded of it too. Reminded that I completely and utterly failed at being a big girl, that I'm helpless to resist because I love my pampers and everyone knows it, and surely that means I belong in them. I didn't just fail potty training, it was a mistake to think I ever was in the first place. Nothing but a helpless little diaper girl from the start~

[diaperingwillow]

Here We Go

I went with the megamax diaper (I've only got 2 of them left now sad...), 2 boosters, and a cheap pullup for good measure. Diaper cover is on and comfy. My daddy told me to stay in the diaper until I leak and tonight I need to use my blindfold headphones that I got and go to sleep listening to hypnosis videos. Luckily I have nowhere to be tomorrow because I think it's going to take awhile to get these fully wet. I'm also a little dehydrated so I guess I better start drinking now...

[diaperingwillow]

Going to be trying out the new diaper cover tonight. Do I want to go for my normal diaper or do I want to go big and go megamax with boosters and see how long we go before we leak?

[diaperingwillow]

You guys! I’m so excited! I finally found a diaper cover that doesnt dig in to my thighs! I usually go without a cover and I’ve been struggling to find one that is comfortable because I have thick thighs.

I loved the ones by north shore but after wearing them to the grocery store they rubbed my skin raw.

I finally found a cover that has a thicker elastic thigh band and is lined with a softer material. It’s tight enough to prevent leaks but not tight enough to to dig in and hurt.

Now I just need more money so I can buy a few more pairs of them. This was be of the main reasons why I didn’t like wearing going out. The diaper cover reduced sounds and leaks but I couldn’t do it.

Only downside is they appear to only come in black. But at this point I don’t care. Finally found something that works for meee!