there is nothing wrong with me

well, in fact there are plenty things wrong with me. it's just that nobody is helpful. this is a way to cope with my life

[diaryofaflawed]

[diaryofaflawed]

I was recovering quite well, gained a few healthy pounds.

Then I had food poisoning, lost more than I gained and now I'm back ✌️

[feefal]

Chinese ornamental knots mixed with body horror? Why knot!

[diaryofaflawed]

I'm at my uni's library and saw my legs and was like..... dang. Youre not as fat as you thought you were. You can even see hipbones!!!

[diaryofaflawed]

I am happy to announce that I maintained my weight since june and did not gain any

I am sad to announce that I maintained my weight since june and did not lose any

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Today I met a friend who I have not seen for several months. He saked if I had grown since then because I looked taller. I said it's probably the shoes. When he said no, I suggested it might be because I lost some weight. And then he said, "yeah, probably. I was already envious the last time we saw each other"

[diaryofaflawed]

Sometimes I wanna post a body check of my upper body but my tattoos are too unique. Like, I don't have a lot of follower here (i post way too infrequently) so I don't really have to fear someone recognising me but i'm still really paranoid

[diaryofaflawed]

My favourite pizza delivery increased their minimum order value. My ed is celebrating, but my period is crying

[icried4you]

Bella by Moyosore Briggs

[diaryofaflawed]

Guess who just got a new mental disorder diagnosis? Yes! It is me. I have "atypical anorexia". 'Atypical' because I am not (yet) underweight but most certainly am anorexic

[diaryofaflawed]

My ribs are starting to show

[catboyaoi]

wow this cannot be good for me *keeps doing it*

[diaryofaflawed]

I wish I were more

[diaryofaflawed]

I did it! I'm finally below 70 (68,8kg to be exact)

[diaryofaflawed]

I'm finally at my pre surgery weight again. All the water weight and bloating is gone. It does mean that I gained a little during the past weeks but I was also monitored the whole time. Now I'm home again and can make progress. I'm positive that I will finally be below 70kg next week

[diaryofaflawed]

There is about 26 hrs left to my top surgery. rn my weight is 71,1kg. I won't be able to weigh myself tomorrow morning. I do wonder how much weight I will lose due to the surgery and the inability to eat because of pain. Let's revisit this post in a week

[diaryofaflawed]

trust me to fucking gain weight after having top surgery. i am honestly so discouraged right now. it could very well be due to me wearing some clothes and the food of the past days not fully having left my system yet. i just need to be patient and see how my weight will drop now that i am home from hospital again and noone is monitoring what and how much i eat

[diaryofaflawed]

I don't have pictures of my legs from 15kg ago but 👀👀 that is progress