Starlet

I love yapping too much why not

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My 15 yo self would’ve loved tumblr should’ve gotten it before

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Finally cleaned my room! I do this every like 4-5 days live in like water bottles , dishes and clothes everywhere then get a burst of energy and clean it up and then the cycle repeats

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My dream is to beat the shit out of a man

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Im self destructing but like im aware of it so is it self destructing no . The moment i see that 100 i think all hell will break loose but im not doing anything to change it i think im encouraging it by accident but what can i say i love food

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I haven’t showered since Saturday…. It’s WEDNESDAY

Stinky ahhh idk how i got here

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What the fuk! Its SEVEN AM HOW TH EFUVK

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How to be diagnosed? Like should i just ask my therapist on my first appointment yo dawg diagnose me like what if im just like that and there’s no diagnosis like im just insane and its all in my head i dont know i know that i dint have autism or adhd or ocd or bipolar i just have anxiety but i know there is something else off i just can’t figure it out

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Meow

Guys if you ever been in love or are in love like a loving relationship please tell me it’s nothing like the movies and the books and that its awful so i can move on 😖😖

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I just want to be married to a 40 yo man who treats me right!

Who is also a doctor and can cook and very jacked

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Nah wait im actually so gay for my friends like wdym a man is gonna have that hell no they deserve way better

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Im gonna shoot myself getting stupid tumblr just made me freakier i dont wana be a gooner plz save me from this

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Welp i have to drive Tommorow 9am im staying up to read a bunch of random shit i always get sucked into this i have a very bad addiction to reading

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I’m a virgin ho cause the shit i be reading and thinking are just not okay

Also like the state of my nether regions speaks to this idk how i defiled it to this state or maybe its from the burning from my mom guess we’ll never know

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I dont look at a man and say yah i would have his babies on the contrary i look at a man and say i will make him pregnant

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Lately i been trying to live with the idea that i might never get married ! Which should be easy since im a man hater ! But unfortunately for me im A Hopless fucking romantic i just have so much love inside me that i want to share ! Yes sure i love my friends but i have the need to be with someone wholly and fully i dont know if i will be able to live with that but im always trying to make peace with this !

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Discovering that my favorite color is pink and not black was so freeing! I now realize that i have been suppressing my whimsy too much i want all of it

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Sometimes i just think that im a 12 yo boy trapped in a teenage girls body. Im always so horny and always do some disgusting habits picking my nose and throwing clothes around wiping my washed face with the bottom of my shirt idk