[diazache]

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[diazache]

eddie is now over on @byjorbs !

[diazache]

i might move eddie back to my multi bc i might be more productive but i also feel stupid because how many times can i do this and if i do that will we all laugh at me or we will go yay jords do whatever u want (u can still laugh at me) and also i really like having eddie on his own blog but ugh its just not working rn

[diazache]

idk what this is from but i saw it on pinterest and now i need it.

[emziess]

Things Eddie Diaz said in S8 9-1-1

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an independent, private & selective multifandom multimuse featuring FRANK LANGDON from the pitt, DOUG ROSS from e.r. & many more. written #BYCHUCK.

[gloomglimmer]

𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑-𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒  …  (  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞  𝐨𝐟  𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬  )  set  the  scene  with  these modern &  evocative  prompts  inspired  by  florals  &  their  hidden  meanings. themes:  city living, devotion,  sacrifice,  healing  &  protection.   

⁽   *   ⁾    𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒  𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊   →   sentence  starters

“I  will  always  find  you,  no  matter  how  lost  you  feel.”

“Let  me  take  your  pain—if  I  could  bear  it  for  you,  I  would.”

“You  don’t  have  to  stand  alone—I’ll  always  be  here  to  catch  you.”

“Your  scars  do  not  make  you  less  worthy  of  love.”

“Rest  now.  I’ll  be  here  when  you  wake.”

“I  will  stand  between  you  and  the  storm.”

“Tell  me  your  story—I  want  to  know  every  part  of  you.”

“Run.  I’ll  hold  them  back.”

“Let  me  hold  you  until  the  nightmares  fade.”

"If  they  want  you,  they’ll  have  to  go  through  me  first.”

“I  will  always  be  your  light,  even  in  the  darkest  moments.”

“Come  back  to  me.  I’ll  wait  as  long  as  it  takes.”

“I  won’t  let  them  take  you—I’d  give  anything  to  keep  you  safe.”

⁽   *   ⁾    𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐄   →   scene  prompts

LAVENDER  →  A  small,  cozy  apartment  in  the  heart  of  a  busy  city.

CHERRY  BLOSSOM  →  A  rooftop  bar  with  twinkling  fairy  lights.

RED  ROSE  →  A  luxury  penthouse  suite.

SUNFLOWER  →  A  sunflower  farm  just  outside  of  town.

RUE  →  A  quiet,  almost  abandoned  street  in  the  heart  of  the  city.

FORGET-ME-NOT  →  A  run-down  but  charming  vintage  record  store  tucked  between  newer  shops

BLACK  VELVET  PETUNIA  →  A  chic,  underground  jazz  club  in  a  city’s  artsy  district.

MARIGOLD  →  A  farmers’  market  on  a  busy  weekend  morning.

MOONFLOWER  →  A  secluded,  trendy  rooftop  lounge  overlooking  a  sprawling  cityscape  at  night.

POPPY  →  An  abandoned  warehouse  on  the  outskirts  of  town.

MANDRAKE  →  A  small,  independent  cafe  nestled  on  a  quiet  street.

LILY  →  A  serene,  minimalist  art  gallery  with  bright  white  walls.

CARNATION  →  A  high-end  florist  shop  with  glass  vases  of  colorful  blooms.

PEONY  →  A  luxury  spa  retreat  by  the  beach.

ORCHID  →  A  rooftop  garden  in  a  sleek  modern  building.

DAFFODIL  →  A  trendy  brunch  spot  by  the  lake.

TULIP  →  A  chic  urban  loft  filled  with  large  windows  and  tulip  arrangements.

CAMELLIA  →  A  sleek  art  deco  hotel  lobby.

JASMINE  →  A  night-lit  garden  terrace  attached  to  a  modern  apartment.

SNAPDRAGON  →  A  secret  garden  tucked  behind  an  old  café  in  the  city.

LOTUS  →  A  chic  yoga  studio  with  floor-to-ceiling  windows  overlooking  a  busy street.

AZALEA  →  A  late-night  food  truck  park.

[crownmemes]

Psychology Sentences, Vol. 4

(Sentences for interactions with therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists - or even just friends supporting each other. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"Somewhere between denying horrible events and calling them out lies the truth of psychological trauma."

"Every family has bad memories."

"I understand it's difficult for you to be social."

"Vengeance is normal. If somebody hurts a member of your family, you can't help it - you want revenge."

"You don't want people to see the decent side of you because it makes you feel vulnerable."

"Better to live true to yourself for an instant than to never know it."

"People do strange things when they're judged all the time instead of being loved."

"What we take for granted about our sense of self - everything we we see, everything we remember - is nothing more than the construct of the mind."

"An abnormal reaction to an abnormal situation is normal behaviour."

"Do you feel unstable?"

"Please don't psychoanalyse me. You won't like me when I'm psychoanalysed."

"You have a very specific way of thinking about things."

"At a time when other men fear their isolation, yours has become understandable to you. You are alone because you are unique."

"Therapy doesn't work on me."

"Therapy doesn't work on you because you won't let it."

"What are you afraid that I'll discover in that head of yours?"

"You hide your sense of duty behind your cynicism."

"Therapy is an acquired taste which I have yet to acquire."

"You see a lot, but are you strong enough to point that high-powered perception at yourself?"

"You are almost blind to your own true feelings, no more able to express them than a scar can blush."

"Family friction is usually a catalyst for personality development."

"You're quite the topic of conversation in psychiatric circles."

"Take your time. When you're ready to talk, we'll talk."

"Nothing can be so unnerving for someone strong as being weak."

"Would you ever submit to analysis? You'd make a fascinating study!"

"There's no such thing as getting used to what you experienced."

"Do you think some people are born evil?"

"I'm not going to be comfortable with anybody inside my head."

"You can't anticipate your dreams. Can't block them, can't repress."

"You must be healed by now, on the outside at least."

"You are what you are. It's your nature."

[diazache]

118diazs is now diazache.

[diazache]

i still need to rewatch the season as a whole because i only watched it when it was live and some scenes here and there. but the thing that really frustrates me is that. we establish that the solution to this problem eddie is having is his lack of joy even though i think this should’ve been introduced after the texas stuff if they were going to do that. so anyway they establish that joy is the way to fix this solution or should be part of the theme in some way. but they immediately made him stuff it all back in again. pack up his bags and and go off to texas. and we don't get to know his thoughts on that, we only get to assume by his reactions to how buck is acting that he doesn't want to go and i was fine with that. we don't need every little thing spelled out.

but they were establishing this whole thing with buck and making them act like that and going it's normal !!! so idk if they were to have anyone help him come to the conclusion that he needs to stay then it should've been buck that helped him come to that conclusion. or bobby's death, even. make it mean something in the grand scheme of things for him. let him have that decision. let him be a dad and tell chris they’re moving back and let chris express his feelings because i bet that's what he wanted in the first place. but then they just have chimney take his phone and tell him he's staying. and then he's just carrying boxes back in his house like it was nothing?

and do not get me wrong. if you know me you know i am a huge fan of character regression as a way to get character development but the issue is that i do not think the writers were writing it with character regression in mind. they don't circle back around to it at the end of the season and show you that eddie realized he was regressing then grow and again, let him have the decision to stay.

it’s just bad writing and bad scheduling and bad everything.

because what about chris? what does chris want and why do they refuse to communicate what chris is going through in all this? they make it such a big deal to the audience that eddie knows that chris’ feelings are important. so why won’t they do something about that? even if gavin can't be there then there are other ways of doing it then just. poof. all this is happening off screen like it's the later seasons of bravo reality shows and they're just showing us the aftermath of stuff instead. that's not fair to the storyline, the characters or the audience.

so we have an entire storyline that's setting up for eddie to find joy in some sort of way. that can mean anything. i want to be very clear i'm not frustrated because they won't just make him gay. i'm frustrated because they refuse to give us something. anything. if they're not going to do the gay thing to spite viewers then they have to do something else then that isn't just chris or a girlfriend. like they have to !!! if it's established that eddie is unhappy and not just because of his current status with chris then that is something that needs to change!!! but then they just have him dance in his underwear before then packing everything up and moving back to texas and completely repressing himself even more just by the outfits. they show nothing between eddie and chris besides just the uber stuff? it's frustrating.

so yeah. please know yes i am a b.uddie and i want them to kiss on my screen sloppy style for an entire episode i don't care but if you're not going to do that then can you at least make the show make sense and let the characters storylines make sense. i don't know i don't feel like that is too much to ask.

so yeah. that's the things i'm frustrated about with eddie's character and the way it's going. the things i'm gonna start picking away at to fix and figure out how i want to explore certain things to make it make sense with my own headcanons and stuff.

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS THAT START WITH "I NEED..." *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

i need to go away for a while.

i need you to start trusting me.

i need things to go smoothly this time.

i need everyone to calm down.

i need you to stay with me.

i need to be something more than this.

i need you to listen to me.

i need you to stop talking and let me do this.

i need to tell you something serious, and it might scare you when i say it.

i need more out of this relationship than you're giving me right now.

i need a stiff drink.

i need to take a nap.

i need things to go my way for once.

i need better than you. i just didn't see that until right now.

i need answers.

i need a quick explanation.

i need at least five more minutes to finish getting ready.

i need your body against mine.

i need your tongue in my mouth.

i need you to fuck me.

i need my head to stop spinning.

i need to sit down for a second to catch my breath.

i need everyone to clear out of this room.

i need a change of clothes.

i need you to look at me when you're talking to me.

i need to leave this place and never come back.

i need to tell you something urgently.

i need you to shut up.

i need romance. i need passion.

i need you to give me more emotion.

i need your gun.

i need you to cover me.

i need this to go perfectly.

i need a win.

i need you in my life.

i need there to be more communication between us.

i need to know how you feel about me.

i need you to stop bullshitting.

i need to know if we're more than friends.

i need you. only you.

i need to get to a hospital.

i need you to put pressure on that wound.

i need you to keep talking to me.

i need more than you're willing to give me, and i think that's always going to be a problem with us.

i need someone better.

i need you to tell me what happened from start to finish.

i need to go to the bathroom.

i need a trash can.

i need someone to hold my hand.

[eddiediazsource]

Eddie and Christopher in Seismic Shifts

[eddiesmustache]

Daily Eddiestache day 47/♾️

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐀 𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄 .    (  a collection of  mixed action prompts.   adjust phrasing as desired.   potentially mature content within.  )

[ 1. ] sender steps between receiver and an aggressive stranger, voice low and steady: "walk. away."

[ 2. ] sender teaches receiver self-defense, hands firm on their hips as they adjust their stance.

[ 3. ] sender presses their forehead to receiver's, voice breaking as they murmur, "i don't know how to fix this, but i'm not leaving."

[ 4. ] sender shoves receiver out of the way of a projectile.

[ 5. ] sender combs their fingers through receiver's hair in the aftermath of a traumatic event, whispering words of comfort.

[ 6. ] sender whispers, “i’ve thought about this all day,” before pinning receiver against a wall for a searing kiss.

[ 7. ] sender wipes away the receiver’s falling tears with their thumb and whispers, “i’m here."

[ 8. ] sender patches up receiver's wounds, hands trembling as they whisper, "you can't keep doing this to me."

[ 9. ] sender shoves receiver into a hiding spot, hissing, "stay here or i’ll kill you myself."

[ 10. ] sender finds receiver drunk at a party, sighing. "let’s get you home."

[ 11. ] sender is discovered sleepwalking by receiver.

[ 12. ] sender steals receiver’s weapon and presses it to their own chest, daring: “go ahead. prove me right.”

[ 13. ] sender ‘accidentally’ flashes receiver while changing, purring, "see something you like?"

[ 14. ] sender whispers, "you’ll ruin me," before biting receiver’s lip hard enough to draw blood.

[ 15. ] sender takes over while receiver is giving themselves stitches, promising to handle it.

[ 16. ] sender frantically grips receiver by the shoulders, "don't you dare close your eyes."

[ 17. ] sender fixes receiver’s crooked [ tie / jewelry ], teasing, "nervous?"

[ 18. ] sender shakes receiver out of a nightmare, comforting them in the aftermath. "same nightmare again?"

[ 19. ] sender brings hot tea and medication to a [ hungover / ill ] receiver.

[ 20. ] sender invites receiver to dance with them, insisting, "what? this song's perfect."

[ 21. ] sender leaves a single rose on receiver’s windshield with a note: "you’re being followed. smile."

[ 22. ] sender pins receiver’s wrists during a sparring match, grinning, "yield."

[ 23. ] sender playfully steals something from receiver, initiating a chase. "come and get it, then."

[ 24. ] sender drapes a blanket over receiver, accidentally waking them. "sorry, go back to sleep."

[ 25. ] receiver returns home only to find sender already there. "finally."

[ 26. ] after a pleasant night out together, sender asks: "can i kiss you goodnight?"

[ 27. ] sender wipes the blood from receiver's face, murmuring, "let's get you cleaned up."

[ 28. ] sender shoves receiver against a vending machine to dodge security, breathless. "act natural."

[ 29. ] sender wakes receiver in the throes of a nightmare, reassuring them, "it's okay, it's not real."

[ 30. ] sender purposefully antagonizes receiver, hurling insults; "what are you gonna do about it?"

[diazache]

who's gonna kiss the freckle under eddie's eye

[diazache]

eddie core

[diazache]

eddie when people can't just read his mind but also refuses to let anyone actually get a real read on him: yeah i just feel really alone all the time but that's normal and part of being an adult :)

[diazache]

eddie at all times