Didi And Her Thoughts

A girl, whose ruling planet is Jupiter.I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.

[didiandherthoughts]

Life recently:

Breathtaking, chaotic, lovely, anxious, scary

[didiandherthoughts]

[remanence-of-love]

[didiandherthoughts]

I feel like life is testing me

[didiandherthoughts]

Your body knows

[feelingsoftheday]

They swear they don’t wanna lose you but act like they ain’t tryna keep you either.

[what-iz-life]

The older you get, the more you choose calm over chaos and distance over disrespect. Drama becomes intolerable to you, and your peace becomes your highest priority. You start surrounding yourself with people who are good for your mental health, heart, and soul.

[didiandherthoughts]

You know

I don’t care if it ends or won’t work out. I’m happy I was lucky enough to feel it.

[thoughtsofapessimistttt]

I don’t give up on anyone easily. I’ll be there hoping for the best until my brain eventually convinces my heart that letting go is better for us in the long run. So don’t ever doubt my loyalty or my love

[feelingsoftheday]

We hurt our own feelings by thinking we mean more to people than we really do.

[didiandherthoughts]

It’s crazy. When you think where you’ve been for the last 7 years. Where were YOU..

You are learning how to listen to yourself, be yourself, love yourself step by step..

[didiandherthoughts]

[didiandherthoughts]

You

You know, sometimes you just can’t explain and acknowledge what you feel, because you don’t understand it yourself.

[didiandherthoughts]

You

You know I was stuck. I didn’t take responsibility for my true feelings. I didn’t care about them, I didn’t care about myself, I silenced my thoughts. I was lost. I was too ashamed to admit it later that’s why I was so deep in it. I didn’t do anything. I didn’t care about my desires, my dreams, my goals. I thought I was doing the right until it became too much and too heavy to bear.

I just had these dreams sometimes what would my life be of if I just started doing the things I want but In real life it felt like mission impossible. Because everything seemed just right and ok. And I just thought I was being illusional, but actually it was the opposite. The life I had was wrong. And I carried it for years until I freed myself. I wasn’t honest with myself and I didn’t lie to other part of the story because I didn’t understand it myself. I was lying to myself all along. I was just accepting everything.

[didiandherthoughts]

I need a hug..

👎🏻 day…

[emotionalwords]

love the person who tries their best to understand you.

[didiandherthoughts]

You

You know what came across my mind and scared the hell out of me. The thought that I’m not ready to lose of my parents. The tiny thought of it just makes me panic and emotional.

It’s the most natural thing, yet why don’t we think about it or find it hard accept, or we accept it but of course we are never prepared for the pain it brings.

These days I think about it more and it scares me. Part of this process makes me appreciate every moment with them..