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Please dont report. BANNED ACCOUNT: dietodieno DO NOT GO THERE Sw:63 kg Lw:52,4kg Gw: not existing Cw: why i cant lose weight

[deadinparadice]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

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Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

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Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[void-of-erebos]

@everyone

[healing-and-frogs]

here’s some ed realities that ed tumblr doesn’t like to glorify

for anyone who is scrolling through these tags wondering if you should develop one because of how glamorous it seems, the bruised knees and pale skin and dainty doll like aesthetic that tumblr likes to portray eds as, here’s some actual realities that aren’t as pretty

(keep in mind this just applies to restrictive eds)

-you have to cut out about an hour every three to seven days for pooping time. you don’t poop a lot and may feel like a rock is in your gut. and once you do poop, you feel like you’re being ripped in half. i would run baths before i went so i could go in after because i knew it would hurt so bad.

-i don’t care how much mints you invest in, everyone can still smell it. your breath smells so bad to the point that you notice. and even if you brush or chew gum, everyone still smells it as your body is literally eating itself. very aesthetic

-yes, other people hear when your stomach growls. and it’s loud. and awkward. and constant. people notice and look at you. a lot.

-you enjoy hanging out on the weekends? maybe partying (covid friendly parties of course)? you want to stay up an extra few hours to study? you play a sport or have any activities you like? sorry, you’ll have to say goodbye to that. because all you have the energy for is to perform daily tasks and sleep. that’s it. and life becomes just sleeping and trying to complete necessary activities. you have nothing to look forward to.

-don’t even get me started on the headaches. sometimes it’s just a bit of lightheadedness, but other days it’s pounding. and you know it’s because you haven’t ate. and you just sit there with this pounding headache but too scared to eat. and you usually just sleep it off.

-you get nightmares about eating and gaining weight. i’m in recovery (obviously by the username) and i literally had a nightmare a few days ago about gaining weight. it becomes first priority in your mind. you sort out your needs to accommodate your ed before anything else.

-you develop strange habits. eds are a type of anxiety/OCD disorder because if it’s regimines and the panic that sets in if you don’t perform them. you will develop really weird habits and people will notice. it makes things awkward and people get annoyed by it

-you like getting dressed up? sorry, not anymore. not only do you not have much energy to put effort into appearance, but it’s also a fucking nightmare to get ready. the way you see yourself becomes so distorted. you can only wear clothes that have certain qualities. you can’t wear what you want. you get hot in all of the baggy clothes. people look at you weird when you order clothes that’s too big. you cry in dressing rooms and become terrified of trying clothes on. you get to some points where just existing in your body feels uncomfortable and you want to rip your fucking skin off

-eds stem from a need for control. and you don’t realize until it’s too late that you don’t control your ed, but it controls you. and it’s a fucking nightmare. i promised myself i was gonna have an ed the summer between seventh and eighth grade to lose some weight and then i’d stop at the start of eighth grade. and i’m guessing you realize by the way i’m writing this post that that didn’t go as planned.

-you memorize the calories of everything. even if you don’t want to. it’s been something i’m struggling with now because i want to eat food without worrying about calories, but it’s hard because i have them memorized. it’s like second nature. and you don’t get rid of it. it becomes a habit

-it’s something you won’t ever get rid of. ever. no matter how much you recover, there will always be even the tiniest of voices in the back of your mind that is your ed. once you start, there is no stopping. never.

it’s not glamorous.

it’s so fucking painful physically and mentally.

i miss being indifferent about my body. i miss wearing what i like. i miss eating and not caring about the calories. i miss being able to get dressed quickly. i miss taking a photo or two and being okay with it. i miss liking myself. and i’ll never get back that.

i’m just hoping if you are 13 year old me who went on ed accounts where it seemed so glamorous and like a quick diet, it isn’t. it’s fucking painful and life destroying. and it ends in either recovering or death. there’s no two ways about it.

talk to someone. find an outlet. do anything but develop an ed. it will always be my one regret. and i can never fix it.

it’s not pretty. it’s not fun. it’s not a quick fix.

it’s gross and dirty and uncomfortable and painful.

[gloupblog]

Just because the days are repetitive at the moment, it does not mean you are not still making progress. You are not wasting your life. You still have time.

[maria-aileen]

[estebun]

So I just got this message literally few minutes ago

And if YOU get this message in the future DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE CLINK ON THE LINK I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT YOUR HANDS OFF

A warning to all of my followers there no such a thing as @exposingthoselosers I just thought any form of information is good and can protect my followers from getting their phone or any other devices hacked if you’re connect to the wifi they might hack all of the devices connected.

DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON ANU LINK YOU GET NOT EVEN FROM UR FRIENDS ON TUMBLR BECAUSE THEY COULD GET HACKED 👀

Pls share this awareness ⚠

[izzyfandoms]

Also blogs get hacked or something and send these without the blog owner’s consent. I got this message and then afterwards the person who sent it to me said they didn’t send that.

[angelcatsiel]

got a message from a mutual today similar to this and they later messaged me to say it wasn’t them so yeah be careful

[djpaige13paige]

Basically if you get this message, don’t click on it, instead tell the person that you received that message. That way they know that they were hacked.

If I ever send you any message, especially if it has a link, message me back about the message before you click on the link. I will understand because things like this^^ can happen.

[liviastudiespsych]

Guuuuys. I’ve received this

I’ve checked with the person running the account and it was a virus. Sooo… Be careful

[a-shakespearean-in-paris]

I just got a message like this and thought it sounded familiar. Be careful everyone!

[hazel2468]

Yeah hey followers I do NOT go around randomly sending links, so if you get something like this from me, let me know because I did NOT send it.

[shallowspocketdimension]

This sounds so similar to this other thing when people send you a link to a cursed eurovision fanfic but it turns out to be a virus.

Please stay safe darlings!

[thatlesbiancrow]

yeah i don’t send links without context.

[libraryfag]

@thehugwizard

@one-time-i-dreamt

PLEASE BOOST

[thehugwizard]

BOOST!!!!!!!!!!!!

[imaushuyuna]

Ayo don’t click the link if you get it

[sapphossidechick]

yes pls if my acc sends u a link pls check to make sure i actually sent it

[woodmossbones]

The terrifying thing about my ED is the way it makes me feel like my mental health is actually improving the more weight I lose. I’m starving myself but every pound off feels like freedom. The thinner I get the more I feel comfortable enough to get dressed in the morning, to be able to go out with friends and feel a little less disgusted with myself.

But then I eat more than I had planned and I’m crying, screaming, punching my walls and feeling nothing but hate for myself. Then I remember that I’m still sick.

[babby1]

this is exactly how i feel described

[rippingattheseams]

ive never something so accurate

[xanthomonus]

I swear I posted this when I made it, idk what happened

[maggiexxz]

Thats me

[dietodieno1]

Więc od poniedziałku zaczynam znów.

Zatrzymałam się na -10 kilogramów i zostało mi już tak mało do celu, a od czterech miesięcy nie potrafię zebrać sił. Dziś mocny binge day, ale i tak jestem dumna, ponieważ ostatnio powstrzymałam dwa napady. Od poniedziałku zaczynam treningi z kolakowska wiosenne wyzwanie😇

Będę chuda

[dietodieno1]

Wish I could just not wake up.

I’m so tired. I’m not even living for Myself anymore, and i think i’ve felt it for a long time.

I’m suicidal Again. I’m so so tired of my life, Myself and hearing that Everything will be finally alright if I dont give up. People are telling me this like I didn’t do it already.

I hate food, hate eating but comfort Myself with it cause i Love it. I want to rip out my skin and bleed till death. I wanna be so drunk, so high, wathever.

My mum doesnt even care that i’m diagnosed with anorexia and depression

[carla-crybaby-deactivated202201]

Cześć

Mam dla was cudowny przepis na pancakes, nadają się one na śniadanie, a nawet obiad

(znalazłam kiedyś ten przepis gdzieś na tumblrze, został mi w głowie i trochę go przekształciłam)

Składniki:

- pół szklanki mąki

- ¼ szklanki mleka

- jajko

- 1 łyżeczka sody oczyszczonej

- opcjonalnie na koniec łyżeczka konfitury

Sposób przygotowania:

1. Oddzielamy żółtko od białka, białko wrzucamy do jednej miski a żółtko do drugiej.

2. Miksujemy białko jajka na puszystą białą masę

3. Do żółtka dodajemy mąkę, mleko i sodę oczyszczoną, miksujemy.

4. Wcześniej ubitą, białą masę przekładamy do miski z resztą składników, mieszamy.

5. Podgrzewamy patelnię, wykładamy masę i smażymy

6. Przekładamy pancakes na talerz, można dodać konfiturę

Tak się prezentuje gotowy posiłek:

Jest naprawdę syty, pyszny i nie zawiera dużo kcal.

Pancakes mają 320 kcal, z łyżeczką konfitury (24 kcal) mają 344 kcal (mi wyszło ich aż 10, wszystkie łącznie miały tylko 320 kcal)

Smacznego🥞

[45kgoal]

Zrobie kiedys ale nwm kiedy

[hipsterslikedmydoubts]

[mushrumps-deactivated20190626]

Yeah I have disordered eating habits and a skewed self image but I don’t tolerate fat shaming

[crybabycarlea]

WE DONT TOLERATE BODY SHAMING ON THIS BLOG

[recoveringlesbian]

Hell no

[just-another-sad-song]

If you believe using fatspo is ok or you shame people based on their weight, leave my blog now and never come back.

[batsythins-deactivated20231011]

If you think body shaming is going to be allowed on this blog, then you can kindly leave and if I find out that one of my followers thanks body shaming and fatspo are OK I will be blocking you immediately

[dietodieno1]

Ahhh, shit

Here we go Again

[macierzysta]

jeśli chcesz wejść w anę po to, żeby móc nosić rozmiar xs, aby nigdy więcej nie wstydzić się swojego ciała i być dumnym z wystających kości, zrezygnuj.

nigdy nie będziesz nosić tego cholernego xs, bo zawsze będziesz starała zakryć swoje ciało za dużymi ubraniami, aby nie było go widać. nigdy nie będziesz z niego zadowolona.

zawsze będziesz się wstydzić. swojego ciała, swojego charakteru, osobowości. będziesz wstydzić się siebie samej i zawsze będziesz chciała dążyć do perfekcji, której nigdy nie osiągniesz.

duma? tu nie ma czegoś takiego. zawsze dla siebie będziesz za gruba. kości? przysłoni je tłuszcz, a tylko jego będziesz widziała w lustrze. tłuszcz, za grube nogi, za grube ramiona, za gruby brzuch. bo dla siebie będziesz za gruba.

więc czym jest ana? ana to droga do powolnego samozniszczenia. to autodestrukcja o, której wiesz, ale wmawiasz sobie, że jest inaczej. to ciągłe liczenie kalorii, ćwiczenia, wymiotowanie, płakanie po nocach i myślenie o jedzeniu. ana zabiera całe życie, każdy jego dzień, godzinę, sekundę.

chcesz żyć? nie wchodź w to. ana to śmierć.

zrezygnuj. żyj.

[lovethinspolove]

Reblog if you feel fat right now.

[helloooskiinny]

Always

[liberaljane]

Eat whatever the heck you want today, tomorrow and forever

[Illustration of a woman with brown skin and long dark brown hair. She is smirking at the viewer and holding a fork and a plate of desserts, which includes a slice of pumpkin pie, a frosted pink cookie, a chocolate rugelach cookie, and grapes. She is wearing a chunky green sweater, with a yellow collared shirt underneath and has gold hair pins in her hair. The text reads, ‘eat whatever the heck you want.’ ]