THE SCALE'S BITCH

hi I’m stupid and I like to trigger myself that’s all this is please don’t hate me if I accidentally followed you or liked your thing and you just have a regular, wholesome tumblr

[aguys-world]

[dietschezuan]

*nothing* for weeks of restricting and then I lost 7lbs in three days

I’ll be <30 BMI by tomorrow! B) my bullshit is working

[dietschezuan]

I can’t be a skinny legend so I’m gonna get thicc instead

[dietschezuan]

all this pain for only 330 cals burned??? smh.

my legs hurt like a motherfucker but it still doesn’t feel like enough lmao

[lovelyweightloss]

Changing my CW when I lose one ounce but not changing it when I gain pounds

[xx-quietone-xx]

Family member:

“you know you can lose weight in a healthy way that won’t kill you, right?”

Me:

[brutalnightmare-deactivated2023]

[prismtopia]

Other people after working out for 40 minutes: oh yes, I'm sure it will help me lose weight

Me after working out for an hour and a half: but did I burn any calories tho? :/

[neverbetterboy]

Me, after fasting for 30 hours: "omg my hands look so much skinnier yas"

Me after one (1) cinnamon roll: "whale"

[dietschezuan]

oh and I haven’t stepped on the scale in like a month because I’m scared of the muscle weight from exercising so much lately lmao

[dietschezuan]

I— I don’t want to be skin and bones anymore?

I want— I want *muscle*. Not, like, *beefy*, but maybe like 140lbs with low body fat instead of just getting Skinni™. I dunno, I think that would be the weight for the look I want?? I have no idea, honestly.

I can *feel* the muscles underneath all this fat. I felt my abs for the first time in my life this week. I want *more*.

All I know how to do is starve myself or eat everything in sight. How do I even make this happen?

I’ve just been walking, now running a bit too, and not even really restricting most days. It started out as wanting to get in shape to get a job I want, but I think it might just be turning into obsessive over-exercise?? I usually go six miles in two hours, but today I did 5.5 in an hour and a half. Is that a lot?? I only do it an average of every other day. (Sometimes I run twice in a row, sometimes I rest twice in a row, but I looked at my logs and it checks out) It feels good. It doesn’t *feel* like too much, but I can’t exactly trust my dumb brain. I only started three weeks ago, though, and I kinda hit the ground running after sitting on my ass for two months.

[thinnybae]

“you lost so much weight! you’ve become so healthy”

thanks it’s the anorexia

[anaswaistland]

“how did you do it”

*laughs because I starve myself and exercise compulsively*

me irl: “diet and exercise”

[dietschezuan]

I’d rewatch To The Bone if Luke wasn’t so fucking creepy

[unpasturized-milk]

my life in a nutshell.

[alive-ahah-fuk]

I won't stop until the people who "fat-shamed me" for being a healthy weight are concerned about how skinny I am.

[dietschezuan]

guess who’s back

back again

it’s me, bitches.

time to starve myself stupid again because I apparently didn’t learn my lesson last time 🤡

[ourbrokenself]

[skinnygh0st]

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