We Could Go Dreaming, See?

22-year-old Japanese Suedette. Now in Birmingham 8) This place has become a shitty blog posting my ridiculous amount of Neil gifsBackground

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I just can't stop feeling scared of what US, or even world, might become in the next 4 years. Being women, not white, sexual minority and Muslim may be more depressing than now. I can't believe a lot of people think "in darkest times great music/film/culture tend to arise" or "lol US is stupid" or make jokes of this situation. This could happen in any other country. Also people shouldn't say like, "I'm stupid so I don't understand anything about politics, and I don't care". It cannot be an excuse for being ignorant, lazy and irresponsible. They're actually putting their heads in the noose, it means you don't, or can't, complain if inappropriate candidate became president and he encouraged the discrimination and you're one of the target. I'm so fed up with these people (especially Japanese) I saw on Twitter. They are way too optimistic about this. They just ignored the fear we, people living outside of Japan/immigrants/students studying abroad, are feeling or ignored Trump being racist, rapist, Muslim hater, misogynist, white power and KKK endorsed and all these Japanese people talking about is how cute Trump's youngest son is. Seriously I don't know what to say. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It's pretty obvious that pretty boy will become like his father or older brothers soon, and, there must be more important things we should talk/care about. I fear for the future.

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Parents can always tell when their kids are gonna turn out to be wolves. 

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I'm so grateful for them playing whole CU, especially Picnic (you know how much I love that song from my blog title). In the last line of Picnic ("looking at the lovers in a lay-by with my little one") Brett just came to me and sang it, looking at me in the eye and I was like...damn, Brett! Yes I've been saying "if they don't do picnic in Japan tour I'm quitting my life" or sth (jokingly ofc) but I never thought he'd sang at me??? Imagine that your most fav singer singing your most fav song on earth just in front of you; it was heavenly. Also (regarding the video on top): in the end of Chemistry, Neil played guitar solo for a minute sitting on the keyboard stage and that melody brings me tears every time I hear my recording. It was painfully beautiful I can listen to it for the rest of my damn life. I didn't expect they'd do NT + CU gig????? And I was with my mum at barriers??????? Honestly I hate them ;-; ;-;

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Me, when he unbuttoned one and rolled up his sleeves during the gig: ...has he scoped my tweets in Japanese, eh?????? I hate him ;-;

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Tinderbox 2016 (1/5)

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Taken from Primavera Sound 2016 (3/3).

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Taken from Primavera Sound 2016 (2/3).

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15 Wallpapers of Rose Leslie

I have added 6 new wallpapers of Rose on the site, you can check them all here !

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Gifs from Primavera 2016.

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Suede, Ancienne Belgique, Ab concerts, Brett Anderson, Neil Codling, Mat Osman, Richard Oakes, Simon Gilbert, Night Thoughts,

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Omg, this gig at ace hotel was brilliant! This was maybe the best gig I’ve ever been to… Well at the signing, Neil was like “hi!! How are you? Is this for you?” And then he kept talking cos Brett was talking with other fans, like “oh, this venue is so small, the stage hight is this short and there’s no barriers! It’ll be so close & fun:)”. When I said thank you, he winked (kind of) & said you’re welcome and I just thought I was gonna explode tbh…

Brett was asking me like: B: which is your name, Rin or Rinrin? Me: Rin B: then why are you called Rinrin? Me: it’s my nickname B: oh, then I’m gonna call you so cos it’s memorable And I was like “hahahahahaha this is hilarious he’s like my friend lol”

Then look at pics! I was looking at him like “omg I haven’t expected like this Neil…and can you shut your shirt pls…I can see your…no…nothing…”…

Brett walking out of stage and singing backstage was so funny but we (and Richard) were left like omg what is he doing lmao… I can’t wait the tour starts and to listen to NT live again. I just can’t stop listening to it!

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Also it's confirmed (in me) suede followed me because they knew that account is me. And another person from that management decide to follow me too like pls it's lovely but stop I'm usually bitching about rude fans or tweeting how cute Neil is it's embarrassing!!!!!!!! Don't know how they found...how...

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And then on 22nd, another sweet thing happened. I saw their instore in front of Rich for some reasons (too dull to write). Signing was after the gig and Neil was like "How are you? was it ok for you (think he worried about the position I was standing??) ? How was the session? Acoustic is good for radio but... Did you like Kingston one?" n I replied like "mmm yeah? I was ok. Loved yesterday's! Today's was amazing too, loved Indian Strings!" And this time Brett was like "ohh you're Rin right? YOUR STORY is really legendary, I literally talked about you to lots of people! Because you're kind of a symbol of...of... Ugh not a good word...*mumbling* (think he wanted to say sth like I was a symbol of suede attracting young fans??)" and I just couldn't say anything other than "aww...thank you" lol (but I was thinking that Neil might've told about my name after Kingston signing cos...Brett's reaction was a bit different? idk but I felt like so!! Lol) And, after this Brett and Neil talked to me at the fucking same time like; N: so, is it for you? Me: mmm, yeah, but actually my mums bday is 31st so if you can add message...spelling is... B: ihreadcgijhffc (no, he didn't say like this but I couldn't understand cos my brain was focuses on talking with Neil) Me: T...E... B: ijgraadctyjblpug Me: L. N: T? Or D? Me: T B: casthbkugfefhgf N: *because of Brett and my pronounce he wrote D* B: er, who's bday? M: my mum. Ouch it's T!! N: *literally did SMH* B: how old is she? M: 56 B: *wrote message* oh, what's this? (See pic of me w/ Brett above) M: interview of you mentioning about me N: *trying to fix D to T really hard* (think you can see him writing sth in the same pic lol nice one hmv) B: ooh!! Was I? Oh I should've said "this girl Rin came to us"... Like literally my brain gave up working. I was like "omg I can't understand wait wait wait stop it stop it I'm not native English speaker I can't keep up with it...BRETT!! STOP IT!!! Don't interrupt!!!!!! My brain is gonna explode!!!! ...smh see? Neil ended up writing D!" In my mind. That was really funny... It was such a pleasure. Brett calling my name was so good I almost cried. Why I'm so 'omg' at being known my name is because I didn't tell my name 3 years ago. But now...:)))) I'm so satisfied with my life. Bye. *into coffin*

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Ok, so this sweet thing happened at signing session on 21st: I was deadly excited about Suede's instores and signings cos I've been waiting for them and envious for 3 years. And here it is, finally I could go. So, I handed them the photo of me and them, taken at meet & greet in 2013 to get signed. Brett was like "ooh it was in Japan, yeah?" but I *think* he didn't figure out I was that girl he's been talking about lol. Then Richard said "oh, nice to see you again". Neil was like "how are you? Is it cold outside?" and I said "yeah..." (but did I look so dead?). Then took pics (Neil leaned forward to me over the shop counter. And he was the first one to get ready to be taken. It was so quick lol Thanks Neil, thanks) and after that, Mat said "...ooh? Who wrote your name?" and I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA PASS OUT. NEIL wrote my name but I didn't notice it!!!! Fucking hell, I didn't even ask him that! And he didn't say anything about it...like... I was surprised AS FUCK by the fact that he did know my name. But seriously where did he get my name? My embarrassing letter from 3years ago (I wanna burn it)? Twitter? Like...I've been saying this but he's so sweet...thanks... Btw, Kingston gig was amazing. Only BS&NT songs and I was (of course) in front of him at barriers. Though Rich had technical trouble, sometimes I couldn't hear his guitar and Brett shouted at guitar tech sth like "wtf are you doing", that was so scary I haven't seen him that angry since Leeds 2013...poor Rich. Sabotage w/o keys (Neil was playing guitar instead) was really interesting and I quite liked it!! And nice to hear Like Kids...this is my absolute fav since I heard it at RH.

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Listening to Pale Snow repeatedly as Mat said; Suede's music exist for the moment of life that is not bright. But then I think of all the boys in all the bands I love being saddened and I cry again.

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