I'm going to start HRT soon, but I'm getting more and more scared of it. I can't stop reading detranstionners stories and I'm afraid it might happen to me too because I don't have severe dysphoria, and most of them had mild to low dysphoria as well. Should I talk about my worries to someone, keep them for me and go on HRT or just don't go on HRT?
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I personally understand what you mean. I had this issue as well! I think its perfectly normal to worry about detransitioning as more stories appear about it. I would talk to a therapist or doctor about it to reassure yourself!
I personally sat down with a few friends and read a list of What testosterone does to the body. If you agree with most of these things, It is reassuring that you probibly will not regret your decision. I Would compare it to tattoos, but that wouldn’t be accurate because tattoos can be removed, while some effects from testosterone cannot.
I will copy and paste the list of effects and possible effects testosterone will do to the body from this helpful site that really helped me when i was questioning!http://www.ftmguide.org/This site will help you with any questions you have regarding to anything being FTM! Here Is what Some side effects for testosterone bring, copied and pasted from that site:
What kind of changes does T therapy bring?Over time, the ongoing administration of testosterone will result in the development of masculine secondary sex characteristics, as well as the cessation of menses (monthly periods).
The following masculinizing effects can be expected as a result of testosterone therapy. These effects may take several months to be noticeable, and will continue to develop over a period of years.
Thickening of the vocal chords and deepening of the voice
Facial hair growth (mustache and/or beard growth)
Increased body hair growth (notably on arms, legs, chest, belly, and back)
Increased body musculature
Enlargement of the clitoris
Cessation of menses (monthly periods)
Potential hair loss at the temples and crown of the head, resulting in a more masculine hairline; possibly male-pattern baldness
Migration of body fat to a more masculine pattern (i.e., fat deposits shifting from hips, thighs and buttocks to the abdomen area)
Increased activity of the skin’s oil glands (i.e., skin becomes more oily, which may result in acne)
Increase in red blood cells (RBC)
Change in cholesterol levels may occur– the “good” cholesterol (HDL) may go down and the “bad” cholesterol (LDL) may go up.
Scent of body odors and urine may change
Skin may become rougher in feeling and/or appearance.
Other changes reported by trans men The changes listed below have been noted anecdotally by some trans men, but are not usually listed in the medical literature as masculinizing effects of testosterone therapy.
The face may become more angular in appearance, with a squarer jaw.
Increase in size of feet and/or the width/thickness of hands. Some trans men report going up in shoe size, and some report that their hands become a bit wider. This may be attributed to cartilage, muscle, or connective tissue growth.
Increase in energy level.
Slight decrease in density of the fatty breast tissue. (While this may decrease the size of the breasts somewhat in some individuals, it should be noted that T will most likely not significantly decrease breast size– most trans men require surgery to remove breast tissue.)
Emotional changes. Some trans men report shortness of temper or feeling lethargic/down at different stages of their T cycle (i.e., just after a shot, or a few days before their shot). Others report that T has made them feel more even-tempered and calm. It is difficult to predict what emotional changes, if any, an individual will experience while taking T. As with any new medication or substance you might introduce into your body, it is wise to observe your feelings, make note of them, and discuss them with your doctor if they concern you. Certain emotional ups and downs might be alleviated by adjusting the amount and timing of the dosage, and sometimes these ups and downs will settle down over time on testosterone.
If you agree to almost all of these I dont think you will have a problem. Of course you arent going to like things like cholesterol and acne, Thats normal!I hope this helps!
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