Alice

A day hasn't gone by that I've forgotten about you ♡

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:) ❤

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why can I just not tell my mind to do what I want. maybe I should exceeded. I should get on my bike. I should listen to different music

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AAA TO STOP THINKING ISNT AN OPTIOJ EVERYON HAS I CANNOT I NEED TO EXCERISE

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how to shut off mind please. I cannot live like this wow so much over analyzing is not good for anyone. Especially a sick person. do drugs help I mean idc if it helps yo.

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AAAAA THIS PLACEBO EFFECT SHIT HAS ME FUCKED UP

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I'm literally going to start crying this pain. How to get rid of pain pls wow it hurts please help thanks

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I don't want to complain at all today because it's Mitsu's birthday, but I'm in pain

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITSU/MEME/MAIRA [FEB 21]

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I love Summi so much :( she's so amazing. her words mean so much to me

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the good thing about having. friend ahead of your timezone would be celebratory days !! Definitely bc you can stay up until 10 while it's 12 for them. I have a friend in Indonesia and she's 15 hours ahead,, so at 9:00 am for me it's 12:00 am for her

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hello literature, I've missed you

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A few more years

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Slam and repetitive poetry are my favorite

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If you had the chance

If you had the chance to vanish, would you? Would you leave without a trace? No reason given To watch others' lives play on without your presence To watch others smile without you To watch others love without you To watch others cry without you To watch others live without you If you had the chance Would you?

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I'm just so fucking mad at my brother. there's so much that confuses me right now and he's not making it any better. I am not getting a chance to input my feelings anywhere. Suppressing it doesn't work, but it numbs it. I have reason and I know wrong from right. Sometimes I can't help but wonder no its just I'm mad. I don't really want anything just to input my thoughts feelings somewhere. I dont want to talk to some kid like myself because they're not therapists. I don't need their input lol and if they want my advice they can scrap what they can because I have none. I've learned to stop asking for advice from average people, there are people who study to learn the mind. I could care less of what people say, it's just idk. I'm so over analytical and anxiety is the worst. Genetic anxiety at that. I don't know I just take deep breaths in shower & cry just a little and I feel better tbh.

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I don't know who I'm writing for,, I just get so confused lmao idk

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Allow me Allow me to tell you all the wondrous things I've kept in Allow to express my emotion Allow me to unload myself Allow me to tell you all the ways you're wonderful Allow me, You were the person whom grew with me You were the person that charmed all You were the person that smiled through it all You were the person that taught me how to love You were the person that gave me so much So won't you Won't you all me Allow me to tell you everything Allow me