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18 | he/they

[diogeneswannabe]

INTRO POST

Welcome to whatever this is.

I guess I would consider myself an artistic person ??

☭ Name : Chris

☭ Age : 19 and regretting every life decision that led me here

☭ Gender : idk i gave up (afab, he/they)

☭ Nationality : French, Ivorian, "the whitest black kid" as my aunts call me 🤡

☭ Current profession : biology-chemistry student (help ;-;)

☭ Desired profession : ideally I'd like to be an independent researcher but I'll probaby become a monk or something if I fail my studies 💀

Actually I might become a monk even if I don't fail, idk yet

I really don't want a job :')

☭ Current objectives :

- become a writer ??

- find like-minded people to spread chaos over the world >:)

- reach enlightenment just to prove that I'm better than you

- Buy a flat in my favorite area of my hometown (i don't live there atm)

- open a coffee shop/library that's only open at night 🤩

- run an independant (and probably financially unstable) research lab

☭ Things I like : flowers, music, programming, philosophy, science, indie games, art and litterature...

☭ Current (wierd) obsessions : Spirituality/religion and self-exploration, finding my Dharma wtv it may be, fantasizing about the potential collapse of modern society and anything considered as controversial or rejected by society

I wonder what made my parents think I'd turn out normal...

PLAY ALTER EGO AND WATCH EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (i genuinely won't trust you if you don't appreciate these masterpieces >:( )

[hachama]

[grox]

You're 22 your life is just be-ENDING! Because its OVER! You're FUCKED!!!!

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Ocean Vuong, from On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[thecollectibles]

Art by seongryul

[stuckinapril]

[diogeneswannabe]

I find it interesting how well I can handle difficult situations on my own but the moment someone shows me even a glimpse of empathy I completely break down.

I know how bad the situation is but it's only when I see someone else worrying about me or feeling sad for me that I'll realize how bad things actually are

[diogeneswannabe]

Idk how I didn't realize it before but ninja hoodies are actually perfect for crying in public

[diogeneswannabe]

You know you should get a divorce when you have ask your kid to talk to your spouse because you don't want to talk to them yourself 💀

[you-are-another-me]

[diogeneswannabe]

so like is christian nationalism the new national socialism ?

[diogeneswannabe]

"My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings;

Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!

Nothing beside remains. Round the decay

Of that colossal Wreck, boundless and bare

The lone and level sands stretch far away."

From Ozymandias by Percy Bysshe Shelley

[captainharlock]

sequel to my other jesus + vocaloid image inspired by confessions of a rotten girl by SAWTOWNE

[weepingwidar]

Luis Xertu (Mexican, 1985) - God's First Creature (2016)

[zendorphin]

if noone loved the world more than Jesus did then noone loves internet more than i do

which means i am God

[diogeneswannabe]

Radical empathy is such a cool concept because being kind, understanding and patient with everyone means you have to act the same way with yourself :)

[dailytransitiongoal]

admin's pronouns are now kaf/ka <3