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I can still remember that night two years ago. I hated you that time. And I was feeling so lost, and I was saying that I'd rather die, and I was crying nonstop in my dorm and you were six hours away. I don't know how you did it, teleportation maybe, but the next thing I know, you were there, hugging me, telling me everything's gonna be fine because you're there with and for me.

That night, we slept at the bus terminal. I was so scared but just a hug from you made me feel so safe and loved.

Ma, I know I'm not the best daughter a mother could have (Pero syempre, ako best daughter mo. Tell that to my three brothers. :P) But please know, kahit di ko maparamdam sayo minsan, I'm so happy and proud to have you as my mom. I love you.

PS. Gawa ka na ng FB para next mother's day, matatag na kita :)

Sa ganito ko lang mapapafeel sa sarili ko ang saya ng summer :( No outing/vacay/swimming. Still, #100happydays

#100happydays

>:(<

Ang daldal ko. How come I can't tell anyone how fucked up I am right now? Feeling ko sasabog na ko. Feeling ko hindi ko na kaya. Parang kahit ilang ice cream o halo-halo o kung anu-anong comfort food na yung kinain ko, hindi pa rin kayang matakpan yung sakit at galit na nararamdaman ko. Di ko na alam ang tinatype ko. Ang emo ko, lech. -_-

GRAD DETAIL NA! (next year, legit na. sasablay ako :3)

Girly. Boyish. :)

My new desktop background. <3 #LIVES

Happy New Year! <3

Yay. Happy new year!

1st achievement this year: Di na ko nagtago sa ilalim ng lamesa. :D

Yes, I still cried but woah! Di ako nagtago. :3 Nasa kama lang ako habang nagpuputukan sa labas. :D Muntik na kong makasurvive na walang iyakang nagaganap pero nagpaputok sa labas ng bahay namin yung kapitbahay. Tapat ng kwarto. Huhu.

Anyway, happy new year!!! <3

Engg week naaa! :) GEC hoodie. Hihi. GE Club. Take flight. Win this fight!

Kanina, nagkaroon kami ng study tour sa Hacienda Luisita para sa SEA30. Nung una, iniisip ko na magtatanim kami, ganyan, pero hindi pala. Nagpunta pala kami dun para makirally sa farmers dun. At first, I was disappointed kasi nga gusto ko magtanim, pero nung nakipagkwentuhan na kami sa farmers dun, narealize kong mas masarap sa pakiramdam na samahan silang ipaglaban yung karapatang matagal nang ipinagkakait sa kanila. November 16, 2004. Hacienda Luisita Massacre. 7 people died and more than a hundred were seriously injured. 9 years na since then pero wala raw ni isang hearing na naganap. Asan ang justice? Hindi ko sila masisisi kung gusto nilang magrally. Sinong tao ba ang mabubuhay nang ayos sa SWELDONG 9.50 KADA BUWAN? Hiyang hiya naman ako sa pagjijeep paalis at pauwi ng dorm. 14 pesos na yun. Mas malaki pa sa isang buwang kinikita nila. 194.50 kada araw pero 9.50 kada buwan lang ang nakukuha nila dahil sa grabeng panggigipit sa kanila. Lahat ng pwedeng bawasin (at kahit di pwede), binabawas. At anong nangyari sa ipapamigay na sa kanila yung mga lupang kanila naman talaga dapat? Pamimigay ba ang tawag dun e kelangan nilang bayaran sa loob ng 30 taon, at pag pumatlang ng 3 taon ang pagbabayad, balewala na ang lahat. Lahat na lang ng pandaraya, alam. At kamusta naman ang pamamaraan ng "pamimigay"? Tambiola. Bubunutin ang pangalan. Paraan nila para pag-awayin ang mga magsasaka? Nakakalungkot na maaaring maging dahilan ng pag-aaway ng mga magsasaka dahil maaaring may nag-ooccupy na ng lupang "ibibigay" gamit ang tambiola. Minsan pa raw, ang "naibibigay" ay nasa kabilang ibayo. Wala na lang magawa kundi ibenta muli sa kanila ang lupa. Ang galing, kunwari ibibigay, tapos gigipitin ang mga magsasaka, at sa huli, sa kanila pa rin babalik ang mga lupa. Sorry. I can't help but post this. Sobrang sumakit talaga ang puso ko kanina nung nagkwekwentuhan kami nina kuya. First time ko kanina makasama sa rally. It WAS not my thing pero masarap sa pakiramdam kahit sobrang init at nakakauhaw. Sana may magandang kahinatnan. Sana maayos pa ang bulok na sistema.

#hacienda luisita #hacienda luisita massacre #magsasaka #university of the philippines #philippine collegian #SEA30 #up dliman

Late Night with Daddy :)

So...

I was not feeling well. I fell asleep too early that I wasnt able to eat dinner.

Midnight came and suddenly, i was awaken by the loud sounds coming from somewhere in the neighborhood. I couldnt sleep because of that and also, i was hungry.

I was in the third floor. Food's in the first. Too bad, my hunger wasnt enough to conquer my fear - Im afraid of the dark. I was already in the second floor but in the end, I decided not to eat and sleep instead.

That was the time I saw Daddy and like me, he's also up. He decided to come with me but the side door was locked. Though he was very sick, he insisted that we buy food outside. By "outside", I meant the food stalls a couple of streets away.

Blablabla. Walk. Talk. Eat.

First 'late night bonding' with daddy, after 9 looong years. Yay! He's really back!

#daddy #bonding #food

Priceless. :) #clingy #friends #love #vacation #cavite #yolo

#love #clingy #yolo #vacation #cavite #friends

With daddy, kuya and ric. Daddy's home. After 8 or 9 yrs. :))

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Things I've done in UP. :D

[x] Worried about getting bullied by fratmen or getting killed in a riot. [ ] Got bullied by fratmen or was killed in a riot. [ ] Witnessed a riot. [x] Watched the Oblation Run. [x] Made friends with a teacher. [x] Was tricked as a freshman into attending a rally/prayer meeting. [x] Wore red or black on one of those wear red or wear black days. [ ] Wore red on Valentine’s Day. [ ] Wore black on Valentine’s Day. [ ] Celebrated a birthday at Mang Jimmy’s. [ ] Learned UP Naming Mahal. [x] Was an RA (registration assistant) or SA. [ ] Lied or begged to an RA for a slot in class. [ ] Participated in a there’s-only-one-more-slot-are you-feeling-lucky? [x] Jogged around the campus. [ ] Visited the Vargas Museum. [x] Knew at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name. [ ] Attended university level graduation. [ ] Got an activist for a teacher. [ ] Watched a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game. [ ] Watched a UP vs. any school basketball game. [ ] Studied in CASAA. [ ] Studied in McDonald’s or Jollibee Philcoa for one full night and bought just one regular-sized drink. [x] Studied along Katipunan. [x] Studied along Katipunan and affected the mannerisms of a stereotypical Atenean. [x] Watch a play that’s not required for Comm III. [ ] Went stargazing. [x] Ate in Chocolate Kiss, Tea Room (in CHE) or Chateau Verde. [x] Slept in the lib. [ ] Struck up a conversation with a taong grasa. [ ] Wrote to/for the Collegian. [x] Seriously pondered about the identity/ies of the people described in Eksenang Peyups. [x] Went to the chapel. [ ] Got a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers while walking in Sunken Garden. [ ] Cut class with your block to watch a movie. [ ] Had a Voltes V for a teacher. [ ] Took a class under Joseph Palis. [ ] Lied to the transcript lady to get a transcript earlier than the standard 3 months. [ ] Went to a Freshman-only concert. [x] Subsisted on just streetfood (fishballs, half footlongs, kwekwek, squidballs/rolls, mais, dirty ice cream) for a day. [ ] Learned how to smoke. [x] Went on an out-of-town trip with blockmates or orgmates. [ ] Fell in love. [ ] Actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib. [x] Played cards during your free time. [x] Dressed in business attire. [ ] Sumabit sa jeep. [ ] Got sung to or sung to someone in class during Valentine’s day. [x] Watched the Lantern Parade. [x] Helped out a total stranger. [ ] Helped out a total stranger because he/she was hot. [x] Learned to stay awake for more than 24 or 48 hours straight. [ ] Got bullied by fratmen and feeling cool wannabe people who were actually losers. [x] Took Monday and/or Sat classes WILLINGLY. [ ] Volunteered for the pahinungod. [ ] Ate “tasteless white sauce” pasta from cock-a-noodle-doo. [ ] Got a boyfriend/girlfriend. [ ] Got held up or pickpocketed. [x] Felt depressed because you were not as good academically as you were in high school. [x] Did a last minute paper. [x] Had spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures. [x] Got exempted from final exams. [ ] Got exempted from a final exam but still took it. [ ] Attended a varsity pep rally. [x] Watched LIVE AIDS, Androgyny, Maskipaps or any well-known variety show. [ ] Promised to quit smoking. [ ] Got into at least one (org- or council-sponsored) adventure race. [x] Knew where the best restrooms are on campus. [x] Joined an org. [x] Allowed yourself to make mistakes. [ ] Went to the gym in spite of having no PE class just to ogle varsity players/cute boys/hot girls. [x] Took summer classes. [x] Admired the Oblation. [ ] Made a video for a project. [x] Had a crush on a teacher. [ ] Had a teacher who had a crush on/tried to court you. [ ] Attended your ROTC Bivouac. [ ] Faked sickness to get an absence excused. [ ] Got your car scratched by one of those “Kuya bantayan ko kotse niyo”. [ ] Took a PE class where you had to pay for tuition. [x] Went to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes. [x] Learned how to use the Bayantel pay phones. [x] Participated in school activities. [ ] Caught the UP Pep Tryouts. [ ] Dated someone from UP. [x] Rode an IKOT and TOKI. [x] Found a tambayan. [ ] Went drinking at Sarah’s. [ ] Learned how to beg for a higher grade. [ ] Used your 6 allowable absences wisely. [x] Lived in a dorm. [x] Volunteered to be beadle or go-to guy for your group. [x] Had the worst schedule. [ ] Realized that there really is just one coconut tree on the sunken garden. [x] Not used up all 6 allowable absences. [ ] Ate in ISSI, Treehouse, Mama Thai’s and other more obscure cafeterias. [x] Ate food Aristocart-style. [x] Is active in your org/s. [x] Attended an ACLE. [ ] Got as many app forms as you can during the job fair. [x] Learned how to cram. [x] Sold tickets for (or watched) an org-sponsored movie premiere. [ ] Saved money to photocopy all of your seatmate’s notes. [ ] Had accidentally seen a make-out session. [ ] Slept in class. [ ] Finished a homework/assignment/paper in the Shopping center or Philcoa. [x] Had mountains of “unused” sample exams and/or old testaments. [x] Resolved to be “better this semester”. [x] Slept during a test. [x] Had groupmates from hell. [x] Learned how to work with groupmates from hell. [ ] Perfected the art of parking on campus. [x] Had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus. [x] Developed a love for sisig even before UP. [ ] Practiced those UP cheers in the first meeting for PE class. [ ] Looked at microfilms in the library or poked through archives. [x] Reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function. [ ] Attended the UP Fair. [x] Went to a library other than your own college’s to research. [x] Lost a perfectly functioning umbrella. [ ] Used consultation hours properly. [ ] Went to the Guidance Office for real, heart-to-heart guidance. [x] Went to the infirmary. [ ] Attended class with a hangover. [x] Drink beer or alcohol while inside UP grounds. [x] Walked all the way to Philcoa or Katipunan from UP. [ ] Buy frogs from NSRI or a Bio department. [x] Maxed out on the 6 allowed unexcused absences but DID NOT drop. [x] Got invited or pursued by a sorority or fraternity. [x] Wore slippers to school. [ ] Had a professor who smoked in class. [ ] Got diagnosed by the Infirmary as pregnant or infected with STD.

And all I can do is cry.

I.FEEL.SO.ALONE

I wanted to cry yesterday but I didn’t because I don’t want them to see how hurt I was because the people who were supposedly there were sick or busy or sleeping or whatever. They could’ve said earlier they couldn’t come. Sobrang sakit kasi na umpisa na dapat pero dalawa pa lang kaming nandun (plus them).

Tapos ngayon, kelangan yung tulong nila. Di na nga presence yung kelangan e. Inputs na lang, wala pa. Nakahide na ba yung posts ko sa kanila? Yung posts ng iba, nalalike e. Pero yung important posts, wala ni isang pumapansin.

Gusto ko yung ginagawa ko. Kaya ko nga pinasok to e. Pero nakakapagod din minsan kadalasan. Lalo na sa mga panahong gaya ngayon na ramdam na ramdam kong mag-isa ako.

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