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THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

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Okay I reblogged and got into the entrepreneurship program I wanted. This WORKS

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Reblogging for some added help for the coming months

i hope so

146.8

i have been increasing my cal intake but never go over 1,000. i think i have put on weight bc i havent gone to the bathroom and my stomach hurts so bad and is so bloated. i was supposed to lax last night but i fell asleep. i had chickfila for din last night and i feel like such a failure so i B/Ped this morning and my stomach is in so much pain. i feel like there is no fucking point in restricting shit if i am just going to hold onto the weight and be super fucking unhealthy and in pain bc my body is basically relying on laxatives rn.

painful af food log 10/20

tonight was a family dinner and i only has 240cals before. i actually kept down tonights dinner which is a big painful regret because i am in so much fucking pain i cant move and it hurts to breathe. i also realized i havent gone to the bathroom since my last lax which was 3-4 days ago. i desperately need to do it rn but i have classes tomorrow so i have to do it tm night. i never want food again. tomorrow i am going to liquid fast. my stomach is huge i look like i just had a 2000 calorie binge when in reality i just ate a normal fucking family dinner. the only reason it is like this is because i havent had this much food in three weeks without purging it. i told my family that next time (we have family dinners every tuesday) i am going to make my own food and im eating a salad so my disorder isnt obvious. i seriously cannot eat tomorrow. i sm weighing myself first thing in the morning and will update. i am so scared of what is going to happen to me

#thinspo #pro ana #ana #anorexia

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Motivational Reminder

Your skinny self is buried underneath the layers of fat. We all have hipbones and collarbones and you’ll be able to see them too eventually. It’s not an impossible mission. No matter how hard it may seem, the skinny version of you exists and you can get there with enough determination. Keep going. You’ll have everything you ever wanted. Isn’t that worth it?

help me pls

can somebody tell me why i woke up 144.6 lbs after restricting to only 400 cals yesterday? i literally have just started restricting again for the past like two three weeks, so why the fuck am i already at a plateau? because i have only dropped like six pounds someone pls help me i have been drinking hella water and tea

#thinspo #meanspo #low cal #restricting #anorexia #ana #pro ana

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food log 10/19

i did so well today! i put all my cravings away and am on track again!

morning weight 144.8 lbs

breakfast

- green tea

- back tea

lunch

- rice cake (35 cals)

- 1 slice of turkey with mustard (25 cals)

- cutie (35 cals)

- jello (10 cals)

dinner

- 2 rice cakes (70 cals)

- tuna (110 cals)

- mayo (50 cals)

- vanilla pudding (60 cals)

total was 400 cals.my family ordered pizza for dinner and they ordered me a personal pizza but i am not eating that bc i did not ask for it and my brother is eating it now. i wanted a piece so badly but i just imagined the slice as yellow bubbly fat and it really helped me!

tomorrow i have another family dinner and i might try to get out of it but i dont know if i can. so i will fast until dinner just to be safe.

#thinspo #meanspo #ana #anorexia #low cal