if i look back, i am lost
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@dipetschmot
Tags because Iāve made a few already:
#gastrodipetschmot work shenanigans
#Princessdiiswearingsomenewnails hybrid nail āartā
#sennikschmot weird dreams
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#magisterschmot MA thesis struggles
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And I donāt remember any other
Nie dostanÄ pierdolonego okresu przed wycieczkÄ rowerowÄ ale w zamian za to bÄdÄ srac 3 razy dziennie??? I mean fair, mogÄ to przeżyÄ
Every single goth party in my city now is me thinking hmmm should I even go and if so should I ask THE GIRL if sheās going too (weāre still in touch from time to time) or is it gonna be awkward when Iām alone and sheās with her friends who seem cool but in a way where I wouldnāt fit in at allā¦ and as far as I know they she didnāt even tell them we dated. Which also makes me feel how insignificant I was in her life compared to how she flipped mine upside down. Bruh I hope I wonāt be writing these posts in October XD that would already be a year of weirdnessā¦
But! Yesterday I was at a party with my friends and now I realized I didnāt even think about her. Sometimes I do regular stuff all day and suddenly I see myself through her eyes and I feel observed, so strange. But yesterday that didnāt happen so Iām happy thereās progress.
I AM FUCKING HEALED she looked stunning and was kind to me yeah but I just saw her and thought manā¦ the feeling is not there anymoreā¦ besides she introduced me to her friend there as a FRIEND FROM WORK allegedly (thatās what I deduced from his words). So I feel erased from history pretty much, like on her side this romance had no witnesses. For the first time I knew that if she ever invited me home after a party/concert I wouldnāt want to go.
The problem now is that I have no object permanence and it seems like my feelings toward her were never there, which spirals into āam I even truly into girls or did I hallucinate thatā (internalized biphobia always with me) but thankfully I documented all of this in my diary AND I HAVE WITNESSES.
Every single goth party in my city now is me thinking hmmm should I even go and if so should I ask THE GIRL if sheās going too (weāre still in touch from time to time) or is it gonna be awkward when Iām alone and sheās with her friends who seem cool but in a way where I wouldnāt fit in at allā¦ and as far as I know they she didnāt even tell them we dated. Which also makes me feel how insignificant I was in her life compared to how she flipped mine upside down. Bruh I hope I wonāt be writing these posts in October XD that would already be a year of weirdnessā¦
But! Yesterday I was at a party with my friends and now I realized I didnāt even think about her. Sometimes I do regular stuff all day and suddenly I see myself through her eyes and I feel observed, so strange. But yesterday that didnāt happen so Iām happy thereās progress.
Milky Way rising at Baladjie Rock, Western Australia
Jette Stoltz
Bored and tired in a dirty room. And my bike repairman doesnāt respond and I need to replace my brakes before Tuesday because theyāve basically disappeared and I have to brake with the front ones XD that might end badly for me
Fellas it feels amazing to befriend someone, to see that if you initiate enough meetings and conversations, you will have someone to hang out with and be happy together!!! And itās even more exciting when they usually donāt go out with people and donāt make friends that easilyā¦ it really feels like making friends with a unicornā¦ it makes me feel alive and real. I know it takes effort to keep these friendships going and Iām often tired even by meeting my closest people. But you know what, people are very forgiving and they go through the same moments too. It might be exhausting to have friends sometimes but then it makes life so much easier most of the time. I love my peopleā¦
Pros of AI: my landlord that im sueing is using AI for his defense instead of hiring a lawyer (despite having the money to do so) and it is fabricating laws that don't exist which im told is not great in the eyes of the court, so maybe ill win :D
Cons of using AI: the rest of it
You know what the polish language is better at describing sensory overstimulating clothes. Its fucking BITING MEEEEEEE
Debbie Harry, 1977
Well, at least she died doing what she lovedāgetting her dick sucked.
I yearn for this mf CARNALLY
knowing how it tends to go with male authors and their wives it was probably marge who wrote the odyssey
One of the best things that have happened to me lately was a bike trip with my very sporty friend and she told me sheās impressed by my stamina and that itās obvious I go to the gymā¦ and that made my motivation to keep training SKYROCKET. All the movement Iāve had since then has come much more easily and with more pleasure, because now I know that last year I didnāt have as much stamina or muscle power. And all my life Iāve felt that Iād always be the worst at sports and that thereās nothing in me to shape. I donāt know why even at school when I was younger and had PE regularly I didnāt feel as good as I do now? Even though Iāve trained once a week for most of the time, and now twice + bike rides. Anyways, thatās very exciting and rewardingā¦
