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I am Meenal Jain and I write

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Expectations & Disappointments

Its real sad how sometimes you start believing in some people, you get close to them, you share everything with them with all that chaos going on inside you and then suddenly that person changes.

You try and run in finding the person you fell for but you hit your head because they don’t exist.

Why do people do that why do we become so dependent upon them and why not in the beginning they tell you who they are?

They wait for the time they want to break you and than without any remorse just like a ruthless king they destroy you. They destroy your beliefs. They cuts your emotions into little pieces and they play with your feelings.

You feel nothing and then again you don’t want to feel anything.

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Have you ever get this feeling that you have a giant wrecking ball inside you and it breaks into thousand pieces everytime you are hit with reality.

It makes me sick I have this uncontrollable pain inside my chest and my head is filled with so many ideas to hurt myself. The pain keeps on growing each day. Sometimes it feels like it is eating me alive. There are so many thoughts in my mind which won't let me sleep. It's been a while since I remember when I actually slept. My head keeps on thinking about every stupid thing that I have done or happened to me.

I just want it to stop. I feel like some morbid freak when I look myself in the mirror. I don't know why is it happening to me. It feels like the darkest hour all the time. I am sick of myself and of that unbearable pain that I carry inside me.

I feel so tired that I have avoided any kind of contact from the outside world. I believe if I will be alone that pain inside my chest might go. It's like I am living inside shadows and I can't feel anything except darkness and pain.

Nothing happened to me I promise, noone did nothing wrong to me it's just a hole inside me and I can't do anything about.

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A) Basic day out 

Who won’t get hooked to these lovely lazy peacock earrings! The delicate work and perfect finishing make these a great accessory for semi-formal occasions. The good news is that you can pair these with almost anything you want, and flaunt your feminine charm.

 B)  Chandelier Earring

Studded with stones, this lovely pair of chandelier earrings stands out for its sheer sophistication. A versatile piece of jewellery, this one can be paired with ethnic as well as western styles with panache, but it works like magic when paired with an Anarkali or a designer saree. So, the next time you have a party to attend, make sure you are wearing one of these to score those extra points on the style-o-meter.

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Not just you. It was me too.

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Photography & Post Processing : @bm_photography93

Team Studio Vinchi : Shoot Director : Deepak Mahajan

Executive Producer : Sumi Dhingra Creative Producer : DrPriyanka Deo Post-Production : Vaibhav Gupta

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One of the craziest things I’ve been doing since I was officially a human being is: taking chances Dancing around with life and situations always taking chances I took a lot of those on people And a lot of it sucked Sucked the life out of me And just sucked

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The Party Anyway, so I get there and realize that I’m the only person who dressed up and I want to smoke really bad so I decide to elbow my way through the dance floor to the bar when weirdly the crowd does that thing where it opens up like in the movies and he’s right there. Standing at the bar like any other person anywhere in the whole wide world. Just like that. He doesn’t see me so I stop in the middle of the dance floor and watch him sucking on the ice in his glass trying to work out how much longer he should stay. He looks like he’s waiting for someone. He looks sad. I want to fix him, I suddenly notice that he’s the only other person in the bar besides me who’s in a costume and maybe it’s that realization that does it, because he looks right at me. Like I was the one who he was waiting for. We say nice things to each other and he buys me a drink and I buy him a drink and then there are more drinks and then just like that we’re running out the back through the doorway by the bathroom that says ALARM WILL SOUND but of course it doesn’t and then we’re two people in the cool air and it smells like wet pavement and rain and a happiness deep inside of me unfolds and he yells something stupid at a guy in a car and I’m laughing and we’re walking in the street and Then we’re outside my place and the moment between us is gone or maybe the moment between us has finally arrived I adjust my dress and look at my hands. I want to tell him how good it felt to see him again, to be with him again even if it was only pretend and only for a little while, but I don’t. I just stand there until he gets it and shoves his hands in his pockets and says “Okay” and turns and walks away and crosses the street and is a block away, now three, now four and four blocks become five and years later I will look back and realize that this moment is the last time I will ever see him and now I’m crying and and I look away and look back and I can’t tell which one is him and now this man who made me laugh and made me cry and made me cakes . I went numb . He is just another person walking down the street just like any other person anywhere in the whole wide world. Just like that.

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Without even realizing it most of the times, we all have those go-to pieces in our wardrobe. Those go-to pieces then become our go-to outfits when we don’t even have a minute to really think about what we’re wearing. When I received this croptop from @smartypants.allaboutstyle week, I hugged it (just kidding, that’s weird) and said to myself ‘yep, my go-to fall item this year‘. This handcrafted leather fringed box clutch from @by_hepburnette  can make any casual day outfit look more attractive . Don't forget to check them Croptop @smartypants.allaboutstyle Clutch box @by_hepburnette 📷 @uttran_uchiha