Sonder with me

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[zegalba]

[wanderlandjournal]

foggy morning in the countryside

[zegalba]

Mark Arian: Lovers (1976)

[dires]

So much has happened.

My heart still aches.

I am

upset

it didn't work.

You're so avoidant when we are together, and so attentive when we are not. You fuck with my emotions and try to pull me back in.

Being overly nice and 180ing from how you normally are is cruel, honestly. Offering food after I say I need space.

The nicest thing you could have done was to give me actual space. It just sucks because the nice shit you've done is like, objectively really nice. Saying we can be just friends but getting me into a magazine, an ad worth $2000... and still wanting me to go to France with you on your work trip.

Basically a free week in Provence. An inclusive experience. My heart breaks because staying in the same room as you, despite separate beds, gives me insane anxiety.

This last relationship has broken my heart more than I would have thought. You never felt like the one, but the push and pull fucked up my nervous system. I learned about the anxious / avoidant attachment style. I can see why it's so hard for some people to leave toxic dynamics. Because I was in one and it took 3 times for me to actually go.

I am healing, I'll be okay. I am just

sad.

[dires]

[dires]

just a lil ole sunset

[suspend]

“Nothing in this world compares to the comfort and security of having someone just hold your hand.”

[met-cloisters]

Double-Lancet Window, ca. 1275–1300, Metropolitan Museum of Art: Cloisters

The Cloisters Collection, 1934 Size: Overall: 13 ft. 6 in. x 7 ft. 5/8 in. (411.5 x 214.9 cm) Medium: Limestone

https://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search/471133

[dires]

Grave of trees

[dires]

Boneyard Beach, ily

[dires]

pool at the local bar

[1five1two]

'Cat that reads'. Wincenty Sleńdziński. c. 1867.

[wones]

[dires]

Monet, is that you?

[dires]

Post more selfies please

maybe maybe - who wants that?

[perrfectly]

The colours are vibrant and express emotions typically associated with the life of sunflowers: bright yellows of the full bloom to arid browns of wilting and death

[dires]

A moment I've been waiting to capture