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i wish i knew what the fuck i was doing. i wish i could just live on the beach in california and write books and take pictures with strangers and do whatever the fuck i want when i want to. not have a shitty job in a shitty town. i will work my ass off and do whatever it takes to get out of here again.

maybe it was the fact that even if i said..i'm too tired.. you would still make me come over just so we could sleep next to each other. maybe it was swimming in the ocean together. maybe it was the way we would go have snowball fights naked or go lay outside and look at the stars. idk. idfk why i can't get these fucking memories out of my head. because you did a lot more things wrong than you did right. and so did i.

"and some people say it was even an accident. but it was no accident. when you take too many pills or jump from a building you know what you're doing."

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and then you just got out of my car and you left me there alone...

keeps making me cry over and over again.

like how do you do that to me

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do you ever wonder what people would say or think after you killed yourself? like maybe they'd finally realize the things they didn't understand while you were alive?

oh that girl was troubled, we should have been there for her.

i could have been such a better friend.

she was so young and had so much life ahead of her.

haunting.

#suicide