𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐄 / 𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐔𝐒 @disaese - Tumblr Blog

How this darkness soaks me through and through,

D.H. Lawrence, from Selected Poems of D.H. Lawrence; “Under the Oak,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

#𝟶𝟶𝟺. 〈 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 . 〉 words .#w .

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I need to do some thinking.

#𝟶𝟶𝟼. 〈 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 . 〉 study .#study .#if this isnt kai ajdnsjfdg #we are lurking ! had a couple bad mental health days

kai vc : I NEED A HUGe amount of money

#𝟶𝟷𝟹. 〈 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 . 〉 ooc .#ooc .#dkjsfjsd i fckin #my life is just #shitposting now

𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐆𝐎𝐃 , but here it bows to him ; his servant &. his lever . 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐰 discerns 𝐡𝐚𝐰𝐤 — 𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘶𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯 ! &. the wax starts to m e l t , wings of opportune comrade clipped by reproachful rapacity . ❛ gonna have to do better than that , 𝚂𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙾𝚆 . ❜ languid smirk shadows protracted yawn to snip at ruffled feathers . ❛ villains drive a hard bargain . ❜

@naimitsuno / gets two birbs !

#naimitsuno #𝟶𝟷𝟽. 〈 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚 𝐠𝐮𝐲 . 〉 antihero verse .#antihero .#𝟶𝟶𝟻. 〈 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 ; 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 . 〉 interactions .#int .#me @ kai : dont call him sparrow #kai : S P A R R O W

your writing is so BREATHTAKING oh me oh my how do you do it !! i am rooting for u from the sidelines

asdfghjkl big oof tysm ??!! ;; forget the sidelines come write with me uwu pls &. ty . there’s so many writers i’m eye emoji at rn i wanna collect all of you xoxo

#𝟶𝟷𝟹. 〈 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 . 〉 ooc .#ooc .#idk how many times now #jordy and i have talked about #how this side of the rpc is so ?? welcoming and amazing #im so ajsjfd about it #Anonymous

𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞.

𝕙𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕤 𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 ‘𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕 𝕔𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕤, 𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕖𝕤 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕗𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕣𝕤. his presence nothing short of a surprise for the undead creatures that prowled the windowless halls. vampires aghast, anger and confusion among the masses, yet the human forge masters feared none, even as they commanded and advised dracula’s crusade. ❛ may i have a word with you? ❜ thus, strategies and talk of warfare begins tonight. / @disaese·· !

𝐎𝐇 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 , come to forsake the reverent masses . fortress of rabid beasts , foaming at sanguinary maws , leave their corridors with bones picked clean &. forge a plague of deathless sort . the fever took him , spat him out , but blest gates latched upon hellish province . a hard swallow to quell arid throat at mortal’s approach . atmosphere rampant with iron , heightened senses tempt the c o u r s e of blood through blue veins . there is a thirst like no other , scorching more than priest’s 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐱 , which separates him from the living .

&. now he’s sick with vampirism ; a parasite devoid of cure — would general annihilate general , if query escaped parted lips ? calculating , strategic , but feral now , it is a feat to control such newborn desires . ❛ is there choice in the matter . ❜ snarling rhetoric , misplaced towards recipient , is result of lamb forged for slaughter . ❛ 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 , after all . ❜

#cruorse #𝟶𝟷𝟿. 〈 𝐢 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐧𝐨 𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 ; 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐲 . 〉 castlevania verse .#castle .#𝟶𝟶𝟻. 〈 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 ; 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 . 〉 interactions .#int .#icb u r truly blessing me :'))#with not only castlevania content #but h e c t o r #babey

𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐤.

❝ What is it that you want most? ❞ You pass an indifferent glance his way. What did anyone want most? Power , leisure , money. But you? You were unsure , never asking for anything &. therefore never getting anything. But there were others with longer reaches , bigger heights , that oftentimes got what they wanted. You weren’t sure how you felt about those individuals. ❝ &. what is it that’s stopping you from getting it? ❞

@disaese· / SC.

𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 , she inquires the impossible . a conclave of insurgent revolutionaries , they have yet to wave white flag of surrender . under reign of young 𝐲𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐳𝐚 , even death is made to s h i v e r . ❛ 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 . ❜ because there was always more ; hounds which scrounge for scraps , thieves which purloin pockets , then kingdoms and their crowns . ❛ &. everything . ❜ such greed to monopolize collapsing markets ; archaic creed outdated , outmoded by hero disease . ❛ perhaps i lack the team to do it . ❜

#nonquirk #oof excited asdsf #𝟶𝟷𝟼. 〈 𝐢 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝 . 〉 yakuza verse .#yakuza .#𝟶𝟶𝟻. 〈 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 ; 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 . 〉 interactions .#int .

𝐖𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐔𝐒 𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐃 . 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄 . 𝐖𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐄'𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 . 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐌𝐒 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 .

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚔𝚊𝚒 / 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 edit [ 001 / ??? ] .

#𝟶𝟶𝟸. 〈 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐝 . 〉 aesthetic .#aes .#edits .#we have a lot of feelings #about the shie hassaikai #the amount of hcs that shall come #adjsdksafa

eyeraze

I AM THE WILD ONE, LIGHTNING IN MY VEINS, SAME AGAIN, LAZY DAY, ONE MAN HIT PARADE. You’ve got one foot in the grave and the other in a bear trap, bloody, bleeding, bent, you’re a mile from home and a millennia from sleep. This city doesn’t know it yet, but it’s streets run red with you.

HIGHLY SEL. PRIV. AIZAWA SHOUTA As penned by SERBERUS

#𝟶𝟷𝟺. 〈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫 . 〉 promos .#p .#god immm a sucker for this #amazing spectacular showstopping never seen before #right back @ u tho have known for one day and would #surely die for #sdfgjfgd it's gorg

// uses knife to precisely wing his eyeliner

#𝟶𝟷𝟹. 〈 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 . 〉 ooc .#ooc .#ty for coming to my ted talk #it's also time to procure food #and play more acnh #also i have every fruit #do u need a fruit

disaese

𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐁𝐄 𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃 .

𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐄 .

ind. priv. sel. headcanon influenced 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐤𝐢 𝐤𝐚𝐢 / 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐮𝐥 of 𝚋𝚗𝚑𝚊 cured by 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝 .

#𝟶𝟷𝟸. 〈 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐬 . 〉 sp .#sp .#now that i have writing does this mean #im legally allowed to reblog

shockpop

i will go anywhere just to see it , and i will love anyone just to feel it ; i’ll just go and i’ll just love , ‘cuz everything’s fine , fine , fine .

independent & . selective 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈 𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐊𝐈 , penned by marina .

#𝟶𝟷𝟺. 〈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫 . 〉 promos .#p .#we've been admiring #this promo is uwu c h e f k i s s

𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐰𝐚.

THE LAUGHTER FELL ‘PON DEAF EARS , HIS EXPRESSION STOIC . the fire within him FESTERED & burned, turning his insides to ash. he was a pyre, lit by the force of his heartache and RAGE … he had paved his own path through the flames ————- he would see it through. question posed would have the ghost of shouto’s OWN smile threatening his lips, ‘cause he had snagged him. hook, line, & sinker.

❛ I want you to KILL my father . ❜

he spoke with care —– gaze never once leaving the wolf that stood before him. he was all teeth, and shouto would be foolish if he did not HEED CAUTION ; hatred etched itself into youthful features —- a pup with a bite ! ❛ it would benefit us both to see his end . ❜

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐘 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐒 , youth’s candor come to breach pitched surface . &. there is 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛 . he peers into a crucible of m i r r o r s — another adolescent waging patricide . bones of his matriarch crushed underfoot , leather soles grind cartilage to dust , to ash ; a subsequent victim to congested graveyard . ❛ everybody wants something . ❜

gloved digits slot together , a temple to rest cowled chin . ❛ i suppose it can be arranged . ❜ demanding , but far from unsustainable . ❛ 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐞 . ❜ to dirty sterile hands meant allocated efforts ; an even participant amidst pandemonium .

#helsaiwa #𝟶𝟶𝟻. 〈 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 ; 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 . 〉 interactions .#int .#𝟶𝟶𝟽. 〈 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐬 ; 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 . 〉 villain verse .#villain .#sometimes icb im writing this mans during an actual pandemic