// *cleans off dust on this old blog* okay. so this is probably- hopefully the last post i make on this blog
if you're getting this lol, you can unfollow i'm not on "hiatus"
I left because i HATED how i wrote princey leading to resetting him and i hated how i was writing him at the time.
i started this blog when i was 14, nearly 15, but i digress, I'm nearly 17 now and speaking from a place of hindsight.
this.. is the character that taught me that at one point or another you have to dial back on the mental health.
he was.. very depressed, to the point where i (not on medication at the time) felt terrible writing for him, it started to become a chore, frankly.
prince helped me learn how to cope with my anxiety and depression at the time, but it's better to leave old things as was.
i'm in a much better, healthier spot than i was when i left this blog.
basically, I actually learned how to more properly write characters with trauma and mental health issues, and actual enjoy the complexities of it! i'm glad i ran this blog when i did, i enjoyed roleplaying on here a while back (before almost everyone moved to discord lol).
not writing this because i feel as though this blog was.. important really? not to undersell it, i enjoyed the attention (i figured out how to work the system to get more interactions than i really needed) but i know most people probably don't remember it as much as i do.
i am unfortunately, probably going to delete the second blog that went with this one- the au blog, though i might be too sentimental for that. i mean, i obviously can't delete this one- too many memories tied to it, plus i met several of my online friends+mutuals from this.
anyways, this blog has a special place in my heart, and so does prince. It was a good learning experience for me as a writer, i'm just writing this for old times sake and closure (all the jazz!)
- signing off: the nostalgic mun, Alt
