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Was driving with my grandmother and in broken English she says āno eyesā¦ no noseā¦ no face. Donāt trust.ā To which I looked around wildly in search of this omen of ill portend.
Okay so I was in a situationship from hell with someone way too old for me a few months ago and he wanted me to introduce me to how online fandoms worked (that didn't happen). I started a slideshow and this concept came to mind.
Quite honestly the only good thing to come out of that situation. First year of college was such a time.
all I do anymore is think about monstrosity. literally it's all I do. keeping it simple for now, only five possible results: vampire, werewolf, ghost, zombie, and hag. no pop culture questions! lots of questions about consumption because monstrosity is at its core about consumption babey
wow this quiz just called me dead inside.Ā
Yāall should check it out! itās kind of old and I took it in 2021 but wanted to see what changed.Ā
Some girl giving a presentation in my class accidentally said āclosure milfā instead of myth and Iām ashamed to say I laughed WAY more than I should have.
Today I brought a walker to campus for a school project (biomedical innovations class) and felt kind of self-conscious since I got a lot of weird looks on the way in
So I grabbed my friend who has like negative social anxiety. And I thought we would maybe just walk together like we usually do, but he just sits in the seat attached to the walker (it's a fancy one) and that's how I ended up pushing my friend in a walker at 7:00 in the morning between buildings when it was nearly pitch black outside!
Because of how the walker is structured he had to go backwards while I pushed him, and we hit a crack in the pavement that almost sent him flying out.
Overall it was an excellent experience, my teacher was definitely not expecting me to show up to his empty classroom with a walker and a person on it.
I just came across the story of Elisa Shupe. Hardly any news outlets are reporting on them, and it just goes to show the way the deaths of transgender Americans are no longer taken seriously.
I'm urging you to read and share this.
Elisa Rae Shupe was a veteran and the first person to have their legal gender marked as X. Based on what I read, there seemed to be a lot of inconsistency with their political stances throughout their life, but their final message says everything about how they feel the nation has fallen.
They were found dead by suicide in a parking garage last month.
They had emailed their suicide note to many media sources, but none have published it at this time. It is only available on a blog, but I'm going to share it here:
Fuck You America!
I donāt want your hatred.
I donāt want the military decorations and medals you awarded me.
I donāt want your pension money for my distinguished military service and service-connected disabilities.
I donāt want your health care to treat the mental illnesses you caused.
I donāt want more psychiatric ward commitments to keep me alive in a nation that I despise.
I donāt want to be buried in any of your state or national cemeteryās for veterans and military retirees.
I donāt want to be buried anywhere on American soil.
I donāt want any military honors or ceremonies to mark my death.
I donāt want my ashes to be stored on American soil.
I want my ashes or remains to be spread or buried in international waters.
I donāt want your flag anywhere near my body, remains, or ashes.
I donāt want any members of my family other than my spouse to be on the vessel that disposes of my ashes or remains.
My death is not a surrender.
My death as a member of the third gender and transgender population does not mean you won.
It solely marks the end of our association.
You are not the land of the free.
You are not a country getting made great again.
Too much demonstrated hatred throughout your existence extinguishes any claim to previous greatness.
You are a cesspool of zealots that worship a god that does not and has not ever existed.
Enjoy your new royal family and third world dictator.
I refuse to participate any further.
Have that Nazi piece of shit Elon Musk and his DOGE henchmen deduct the savings from my $93,000 of federal pensions from your bankrupt coffers.
The white man decimated and massacred the indigenous populations of the third gender on the lands now called America. It was only fitting that a white person restored it.
You cannot erase non-binary and transgender people because you give birth to more of us each day.
The suicide letter they won't publish
Here's another article from someone who knew them personally: https://www.pghlesbian.com/2025/02/i-knew-elisa-rae-shupe-1963-2025-and-she-deserved-better/
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