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omg ever since the metallica concert my post concert depression AND era struggle are kicking am genuinely not doing so hot

#why couldn’t I have been around for all kinds of 80s music IN THE 80S????

oh btw the same people who sat next to us were the ones who sold the tickets that we ended up getting through Ticketmaster resale and it turned out we actually paid the exact same price for the tickets that they paid even though they managed to get them in the actual pre-sale last year I actually think it’s cool that Ticketmaster is this fair and fights against scalpers and inflated re-sale prices like if you bought tickets and need to re-sell them bc you actually can’t go you can apparently only do so for the price you got them for in the first place

I always wondered do other people also feel this way after concerts or do they just go back to their normal lives and are happy with the experience as it was

Man im just sad bc the band and their team get this insane atmosphere like every 3 days while I’m back in this boring life but I wouldn’t even know how you‘d get a job like that (let alone be in a band as big as Metallica for example) also this kind of life is so incompatible with me me/cfs like it was worth going but I feel like I drank 20 beers and had 40 cigarettes (I had none)

post-concert depression really hit omg i forgot what it feels like

also now that i’ve seen them live i am even more in love with kirk now i friggin love this old man i love him yes i do

Im back from metallica and on the verge of crying I can’t believe it’s OVER

Wait I just heard 95.000 people are coming to the show tomorrow ☠️😭 I’m so glad I have a seat but my anxiety will probably be through the roof getting out of there and back home

#im so glad I’m going with my MOTHER

Im excited to go but imma also be for real anytime I actually see a band I love my era struggle REALLY kicks even more about how I was born too late to have actually seen them in the 70s 80s or early 90s so I will probably fall into depression after tomorrow

It’s alright I just took a risk and cut the collar of one of my shirts wider and now it’s actually better it was genuinely the collars of those unisex bandshirts that sit so high up your neck what overstimulated me

#I actually swore to stop to cut up my bandshirts bc I’m scared they will rip #but I just need to be comfortable tomorrow

What if I just wear a megadeth shirt

But then again I don’t want to wear a shirt that has a photo of Lars on it bc what if people will say I look like him

Im having a mental breakdown the shirt I want to wear it’s like a kill em all album cover in the front and a picture of them with cliff on the bag but it is simply too big on me like I know this will overstimulate me so much and i genuinely feel I look like a poser anyway like I can’t help it it’s just my face but anyway I’ve decided I’m probably now going to be the only person there with a the 5.98$ garage rock ep shirt on

#and I feel all my other metallica shirts just also look either weird on me or H&M-y even though none of them are

Bro I’ve had the biggest hyperfixation on metallica like 3 years ago and watched about EVERY 80s and early 90s video I could find of them and it really just set in that I am seeing them tomorrow like??? These are ACTUALLY the guys from all those videos??? Insane

the way tomorrow will be my first real concert after 8 YEARS (my last one was the stones at the exact same venue too) actually has me freaking out I’m half laughing half crying

#can’t believe I’m actually going INSIDE #my mom and I didn’t have tickets until a few days ago and I just expected to experience tomorrow from listening from the outside #the pressure is ON

the pope saying AI needs to be DISARMED he just continues to serve

im excited to see metallica in 6 days but at the same time it’s also already overshadowed by my me/cfs and ibs (plus a heavy case of emetophobia as the cherry on top) and the anxiety caused by it to be outside for hours and over 1 hour away from home and many people and public toilets and having to go there by public transportation like chronic illness ruins so much I really wanna do it cause it’s very probably my only and last chance to ever see them but I seriously wonder what it’s like to NOT have to overplan everything and just look forward to something like it’s in 6 days and I am already stressing out I’m just glad I’m going with my mom tbh

#like ever since I know she got tickets my anxiety has been through the roof on and off today #like I AM excited but also scared yknow this is a big deal for me on so many levels

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