M'aimer pour qui je suis

I'm Sam. 26. Eating disorder, depression, anxiety. And a handful of other shit.

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New people keep following me and I don’t even post anything.

Sorry y’all. Too knee deep in my eating disorder to be bothered with tumblr. 🤷🏼‍♀️ I don’t know what was has to do with the other but apparently they’re related

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FUCKKKKKK

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30 days no self harm!!

[lilacfarm]

everytime we touch

did u think about Kiss You or Better Than Words

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can we all just be honest and admit it was neither we all thought of cascada im just being real

[gahdamnpunk]

when I tell you I’m yelling 💀💀

[monster-visions]

[pup-fenwick]

@cloud-peth

[lioncoloredgoat]

Plot twist: your problematic does something fave

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Definitely need to cut my nails back

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Feeling cute idk

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Don’t know what I’m even doing anymore. Barely talking to anyone except like 3 people. Feel disgusting and fat all the time. Hate myself. Always feeling sick. Never sleeping. Tired of life. Tired of the eating disorder. Yet can’t stop. Just spiraling down.

[embracingwild]

things to remember:

- there is nothing shameful about being hungry (even when your mind tells you you “shouldn’t” be) - there is nothing shameful about listening to your body (even if it feels like you are doing something wrong) - do not compare what your body needs to what other people are eating, they are not you - you always have permission to eat more

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Really losing it

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Still pissed off

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Wow not going to eat for two days because of that one.

I truly am worthless. My family has proved it. Again.

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[pleatedjeans]

[olitwister]

Why is there not a blog dedicated to pictures like these

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Not okay

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Living is exhausting

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