WHAT THE FISH TACOS 2: The Taco's Exile

if you're gonna be angry or mean pls leave my trauma out of it - carrd - Team Mystic - Derse - Gempia - Blue Diamond's Court - Homeworld Sympathizer - Sonic Boom: Rise of Lyric apologist - Brainiac 5 enjoyer - Sagan 4 Administrator - Bad Girl Coven - Mage of Light - Completely Unhinged - expect occasional dinosaurs The exile is technically over, I just like it better over here

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Admittedly with regards to the anon the other day I did have another suspect based on them changing the display name on one of their alts to a quote from something I said that I thought was private but I dismissed that as an oddity bc the suspect I ended up posting about had made and deleted a vent post that was so suspicious in its contents and timing that he even admitted as such. Demon-tier coincidence.

ig if it was that other suspect, my message is "I thought you wanted this to be over" + "you have even less of an excuse for not knowing about the nasty kinkvestigator anons I've gotten"

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Seth Caller Theory

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I would like to show my European son Floris. The boy contains multitudes

get you a boy who can do both

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one last thing for my newer followers ig, if you get sent any messages making claims about me, which I know has happened before bc I have seen screenshots...

I'm not gonna say anything abt the individual things you might hear publicly bc I know it changes all the time anyway, but please be aware that all of this goes back to someone blowing up a private vent about a straight man who had had his claws in me for the prior year into a public multi-year long harassment campaign against me and any evidence that isn't fabricated likely shows me lashing out after being hounded by kinkvestigators trying to prove that my lesbian ass was secretly into it

If you have further questions just dm me

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I don't have the post on hand but earlier today I remembered a compilation of counterevidence for Dess Knight that was pretty questionable overall but one item listed was "just the Asriel twist again"

Dess and Asriel do haunt the respective narratives, but the Knight is NOT Flowey

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apparently it was not in fact him

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i cant even be mad at him for sending that/those anon(s) im just. tired. and disappointed.

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hey dorite I know that I don’t know what happened in your past but I really do appreciate seeing your deltarune posts on my dash and interacting with your theory’s, I know this isn’t the best but I really do appreciate you and I just wanted to say something kinder to you right now :)

thank you.

i suppose my complete freak-out over "hey respect people's boundaries you'll be happier that way" also probably looked really weird out of context. small vent under the cut

i wont drop my entire tragic backstory in graphic detail but this has been an ongoing thing for like 3.5 years now. i haven't conducted myself the best i'll admit but i've gotten anons saying basically what that anon said but with like, weird Kinkvestigations to try and prove that [redacted] didn't really hurt me, or making the unhinged claim that I think talking about rape is the same thing as rape. and thats not even getting into the doxxing threats and stuff

not all the anons were like that but i couldn't really interpret them in good faith when they were sandwiched between all of those. but ig some of them were probably sent by the same person who sent that last anon. i never suspected him at all before today. i might have reacted differently if i had known they were from him.

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not that my boundaries ever mattered anyway

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Sigh okay anon since I think I know which one of them you were, ig you probably didn't intend to come off that way bc I know you in particular weren't really ever actively malicious but

did you really think to yourself "there's no way this will backfire and make everything worse" before sending that?

bc like. There's no way you haven't seen the disgusting anons I've gotten previously, right?

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Also very funny how anon talks about respecting boundaries given the places one of y'all tried to contact me but ig venting with names redacted is worse than directly contacting someone through their work account that's completely disconnected from their online stuff and has their real name on it

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I suppose life would have been easier and more pleasant for me if I could actually predict what things would make him think I was trying to ragebait him into sex and intentionally avoid them. I would've really liked that actually. I would've really liked to be able to avoid what always subsequently happened when he thought I was doing that.

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Watch it turn out anon is referring to the whole "ragebait into sex" thing bc one of his excuses for thinking that involved boundaries he had not actually communicated

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I feel like life would be a lot easier and more pleasant for you if you learned to actually respect the boundaries of other people.

Can you be more specific or did someone impersonate me to 🌈🌱 again

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Every now and then I almost completely forget that [redacted] actually, like, did multiple unambiguously bad things outside the stuff that I would always get creepy anons about (aka all the various reasons I didn't dip immediately when he pushed past explicit boundaries because he thought I was trying to ragebait him into sex), and I almost think it would be a good idea to reconcile (take a guess at what happened last time we tried)

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Okay like I will say that there was one piece of kress art that jumped out at me when I was getting a handle on the groomer Dess theory fanon landscape, it was one of those "definitely addressing the elephant in the room but trying to make it sexy" ones, but what made it jump out was mostly the very stark reminder of how little of an excuse [redacted] had for telling me not to associate with people I could relate to and to leave my existing connections behind for being bad influences and to keep our thing a secret from everyone bc nobody else could understand us and he was the only one who would understand me etc etc etc

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Hm, while I didn't grow up in a household that respects pronouns and stuff, I was taught to use singular they for unknown gender. I wonder if that's why I have an easier time with it than other people who grew up similarly

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The only other non-binary pronoun that I don't really struggle with is fae/faer and that's only because I got so much practice when venting about [redacted]'s ex after that one time fae contacted me