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Jung Kyung-ho as Choi Chi-yeol in Crash Course in Romance (dir. Yoo Je-won)

can’t wait to start the series

we wish we could have a flawless house with everything clean and perfect like magazine. but i feel like it’s knowing the flaws of a house that makes it more homely. like when you visit a friend's house and you know exactly how to turn a knob to stop the water running, or when your friend visits your house and knows which one of switches don’t work perfectly and you keep getting accustomed to little flaws. seeing the little scratches and little things just makes you love it a little more. there will be people who might judge it and you might not let everyone see the mess inside your cupboard but they just don’t belong in your home. so what i’m trying to say is you are never oversharing or overburdening your loved ones with your everyday stories. you might feel insecure and a little guilty but the ones who are supposed to be in your home might just love you a little more bc of your stories.

it just hurts. everything. everything just hurts so much

i always thought i would be left alone. i would have no friends and i would have to live alone. so i tried really hard to keep my friends but as i got older ikept losing them. it was my fault tho i didn’t try hard enough i wasn’t honest enough i wasn’t enough i wasn’t there enough. they didn’t make me feel like i wasn’t enough when i was with them. but when i look back i feel like i could’ve been a better friend. but i can’t i think. i think i was always supposed to be alone

do you guys ever feel physically painful to just exist? I think i am god’s favorite or smth like that so i rarely get period cramps. my period lasts for 3 days and the flow is normal as well. it’s irregular but that’s abt it. but as pms i feel physically painful to exist. i feel like screaming and crying

i wish to be kinder everyday and not regret it ever. i wish to be so kind that others would want to be kind as well

another thing

no child should ever have to feel ashamed of crying in front of their parents

*gets anxious for a simple task*

My brain: Guys it’s time to shut down the whole operation. code red. go to sleep everyone. i repeat go back to sleep. now now now move move move

“my child is fine“ mam your child daydreams abt getting a home of her own and staying there alone for the rest of her life

you know those scene in the drama where the guy stands in front of the girls house because he loves her so much or misses her so much but never tells her abt it. i don’t get it. no no i do get it but i just don’t like it. i would like to know every time you thought abt me nad felt like you wanted to see me. i would like to be loved and appreciated verbally and every other way possible. i would like to be loved in the softest smolest ways. like you don’t have to make things big and announce it in front of thousands. because the embarrassment might make me want to die. i would like to be loved softly. no grand things pls i am smol

do people from english series gets excited while watching the snow or sky? i don’t think they do. even if they did it’s not that much i guess??? i mean yes there are scenes where someone’s waiting for you in the rain , kiss scenes in the rain but the nature doesn’t hit much hard in them? idk how to explain it but in almost every k drama there’s someone waiting for you in the rain with an umbrella, they are making wishes in the first snow, they are saying things like “today the sky looks really pretty,” or there’s almost always a scene of them running in the beach i think it’s same in bollywood as well.

are the asians more obsessed with nature than others? are we? or am i wrong? are we? if we are then it’s so adorable

Kdrama rant with spoilers

writers create smth like 25 21 and decide to traumatize forever. No i do not need the kdramas to be realistic. I am here to escape that shit. please don’t ruin it for us i mean i get tragedies like youth of may or 39. i would cry my eyes out and remember it yet idk death kind of makes it understandable? idk how tho. but dramas like 25 21 ?!?!?! bradar stabbed in the heart for like 89 times?!?!? and i can’t even begin to say anything about fleabag!?!?!!? that shit broke my heart into pieces and stepped and jumped on my broken heart it’s just too much guys. people should stop making realistic kdramas altogether.