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All right, am back and somewhat recovered. :D

Anyways, gonna do me some replies and if you want a starter, like this post~

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Sorry I was away for abit, been dealing with things healthwise and on top of that, I think I caught the flu. 

Will get to replies when I can, will be on and off for the next few days.

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|α| Mike listened to the ambient sounds among the halls, the conversations blurring into white noise, the only clear sound among it was the two males’ boots thudding their way to the mess hall, "Only part?" Mike said - not really questioning it, everyone had their reasons and Mike figured when the time came Reiner may tell him this other reason he joined.

"So what kinda place did you grow up at? I grew up on a farm off west, six brothers and two sisters, and i’m second oldest. But still easily the most in-charge." He said, remembering growing up with so many brothers, it was a lot of brawls and competitions - many of which Mike won in one way or another. "And untold amounts of nieces and nephews….." Mike said with a sigh, he liked kids and all but don’t quite seem too fitting in a military setting. So having them himself stayed far from his mind, he did like visiting the little monsters when he could though.

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"Yeah, just not really ready to talk about it." That meant bringing up all the traumatic memories along with it and Reiner rather not deal with them right now. Old memories forcibly pushed away, Reiner focused on a point in the distance--though the other's words finally registered inside of his head. He never had a sibling, Bertholdt, Annie and Berrick were the only ones that occasionally filled the loneliness that came with being an only child and a titan shifter.

Still, the thought of his superior being overwhelmed by his numerous nieces and nephews made the blond smile. "I grew up in a small mountain village in the southern part of Wall Maria, Bertl is from there as well." 

"Also I'm not as lucky as you are with siblings, which I think was a blessing for my parents as they always said I was a handful growing up." A story fed to them since they were chosen, Annie and Berrick always reminded them to repeat it beforehand and he always complained about them worrying too much.

His attitude changed when Berrick died.

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       "Just a simple question. Perhaps you feel more comfortable out there in the field rather than fighting lifeless dummies that don’t pose any risks." 

       Or he would drop his weapons at the sight of a titan, running for dear life while completely ignoring the mission and all of his surroundings. It was always some sort of roulette to see how new recruits would act on their first encounter with a titan. Skill was only helpful to a certain point, without your instincts, you would end up in the mouth of a 10 meter class sooner than you’d wish. 

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"Well maybe have you read on the reports of Trost, sir? Or maybe you can dwell on the fact that I'm here, standing before you instead of ashes." Reiner knows that he should be more respectful to the man before him, but it didn't mean that he was going to let anyone attempt to walk over him without some sort of fight. "Also Trost wasn't my first, I came from a village in the southern mountains of Wall Maria." People started to talk amongst themselves at this point, he can pick up on a few of his fellow cadets--the only ones that were told was Eren and Armin back when they were still newly-made trainees.

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{ ♜ }       “I understand,” Erwin replied, knowing full well how heavy such memories could be. There might be nightmares—no, he knew there would be. However, Reiner seemed like a tough kid. The boy could deal with them just fine, and if not, well… “If you ever feel like talking about anything, just know that my office is always open.” He had much work to do, but he would never turn away a soldier that wished to speak to him personally. The job of a commander was not to sit on a mountain and peer down at others like a god. His job was to make sure each and every person under his commander was ready to fight at any time, and that meant checking on their mentalities as well.

That was often just as important as the physical aspect if not more.

Erwin fell silent come the other’s words; cerulean examining him with quite pensivity. He was not one to prod, and thus would not dig into those words to gain more information. When Reiner wished to speak to him—or if he did, he would come to Erwin. “Remember what I said about memories. Let them stay close, but do not let them hold you back. That is all the advice I can give.”

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"I'll think about it." It would be easy to weave a story and he didn't have to even lie, but right now was not that time and he needed some space for himself to think and regain his composure. Just standing here now, just mentioning about it was exhausting and taking more of a toll on him than he expected. 

"I will keep it in mind, thank you Commander." Were it only so easy, it had been before, his fractured mind allowing him to easily forget what he had originally joined the military for. Now Reiner wasn't so sure that he could close it so to speak, but he had to try and find a way to deal with it without resorting to old measures. "I appreciate your time, I really do." It was dangerous, almost too easy to spill his actual intentions, but he was playing a role here and he has to continue.

With a simple salute, the blond silently left the office to contemplate over several things and hopefully be able to continue without feeling like that he's falling.

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       Eren’s stomache felt like it was churning. Was it really the food? Was it his earlier training? Or was it a bad combonation of the two? Either way, it wasn’t fun. “I-I-I think so… I think I’ll just call quits for dinner today, haha.”

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"That sounds like a good idea." More than the shifter could think. "I'll come with you just incase." It was better to be safe than sorry as maybe more symptoms will pop up as time continues to pass.

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"…You shouldn’t stretch more to make it to anyone’s level. The most important person to compete with is yourself." Mikasa responded quietly, mostly concerned about how it could slow him down at a crucial moment, "If you can get a little further than last time, it’s…a good thing."

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"You think so?" It did make sense now that he thought about it and who was he to argue? He had passed on his own amount of advice to others, so the least he can do is consider others as well--especially from one that is the only one to outrank him in grades. "Hm, true. I'll leave all the flexibility to you and others." He was more suited for strength and endurance anyhow.

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                  ❛ & When have i fallen asleep with my                     eyes open ?       Enough with your lame                   excuses, Reiner.❜              

             It would appear that the female titan was              extremely angry judging by the look in her               eyes    Yet she was too tired to actually              gather the will to actually hurt him.                                  

                    ❛ I will let i slide just for now             ❜       

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"Hey it's not lame, it's a plausible excuse with you. At least in regards to the other trainees, the things that some of them said is hilarious." Sleeping with eyes open was just one of many stories going about. "I actually started writing some of it just so I can show you." The blond said, ignoring the last comment as he held up the small notepad.

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Took a nice relaxing weekend for me and now tis time to have some fun :) Which means I got some replies to do.

Like this post if you want a small starter, I shall get to those after the replies.

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if you ever wanna ship with me just come to my ask and be like “listen dick face we bout to fuck shit up with a ship ok.”

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     ”I… I think it might be the food…” Eren said, looking down at the tray in front of him.

"Ah." Scooting away a little bit just in case that Eren ends up losing their meal, Reiner looked on in concern. "You going to be okay?"

[aizeos]

       The new recruits were just training, nothing out of the ordinary, but one particular soldier caught his attention. Approaching the tall male, Levi made a short gesture to stop his exercise. 

       "You ranked second in your graduating class and still — you seem to hide your true potential. Are you afraid or was it just dumb luck that you got in the top 10?" 

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"S-sir?" For a moment there was a feeling of panic but it quickly went away as the soldier frowned at the insult. "I worked hard to graduate at that rank, what makes you think I'm doing anything less?" A few of the others paled, especially those that dealt with the captain, or had seen his actions in the court room.

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Inspiration ↴ BLOODY HANDS

I am in blood Stepp’d in so far, that, should I wade no more, Returning were as tedious as go o’er.

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"Because it promoted flexibility?" Mikasa asked, looking him over quietly. The only reason she thought he landed number two versus being the head of the class…was that girth of his. Agile regardless, it still had to cause him some pain, "Are you stretching enough?"

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"Well, I'm nothing but bulk, flexibility has yet to come naturally to me." He said with a sheepish smile. "Plus, it's not my best suit, I'm more of a brute strength type of person." He paused. "I probably need to stretch more and practice, but I doubt I can make it up to your level."

[responsiible]

"Of course." He kept the small smile on his face, even though the look on Levi’s face can easily scare a regular person.

The raven kept staring at the blond like something was going to pop out of him.

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With the empty water jug in hand, Reiner left the room for a moment in order to refill it. By the time he had come back, he had something else with him--a small pouch. "I had run into Squad Leader Zoe, said to drop this off, and that it was that time for you to take it for your leg." 

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