s is for skinny

this is my outlet | 21 | 5’2 | be safe SW/HW: 163 • CW: 151 • GW1: 155 ✓ • GW2: 145 • GW3: 135 • GW4: 125 • UGW: 115

[distantdaze]

Active Oct. 2021

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[distantdaze]

I’ve been going thru it to put it bluntly. This is my last semester of college and every second that I’m not working my ass off at one of two jobs, I’m buried under a pile of coursework. It’s sucking the life out of me of course, but it’s time for me to be done with college by any means necessary. I need to move forward in life. I don’t really have a choice.

I didn’t realize it but my eating habits have become disordered in new ways. I eat very light lunches, usually just soup, and then think I can “treat myself” for dinner because I feel so shitty. Needless to say, I’ve logged back into this website and it’s not working. I need to get serious about my eating. I’ve started gaining weight again and I’m almost back to my all time high. I’m not going to live like this. I can’t.

I’m giving myself until June to get the weight off and all the way down to 115 lbs. I know I can do it if I can just stay accountable. Here we go.

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