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Intro post yayyy

Hello! I'm Crisis (or Sophia to actually sound serious). I use mainly he/it, but she/her is ok if I'm close with someone. no they/them please

Mostly reblogs here because I'm not an artist nor a writer (I do want to start writing & sharing it but I'm easily embarrassed). Maybe au ideas if I'm feeling bold enough

My interests at the moment are:

▸ gravity falls

▸ honkai: star rail

▸ tamon's b-side

▸ lego monkie kid

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recollections

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Watched flatland the movie and part of the sequel. In (extreme?) isolation it's an alright movie but actually knowing the reasoning behind the book it's like wow. Alright.

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So speaking of i really like spherius' design

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Watched flatland the movie and part of the sequel. In (extreme?) isolation it's an alright movie but actually knowing the reasoning behind the book it's like wow. Alright.

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Im someone easily embarrassed by getting into new things & being the type to be easily endeared. Doom morph shadow i want to give a little smooch on the forehead when i see him and im being to get endeared by pierrot the freak circus

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He reminds me of luo binghe in a way ? I cracked the code

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(While facing the endless void) last time im talking about this for my own embarrassment but i think i like pierrot bc he makes me think if binghe, mayoi, and tamon all mixed into a fucked up monster and binghe overpowered enough to do the stuff

And like since i enjoyed svsss and erha i really don't bat an eye at the stuff that happens in the vn and i realized that i don't have problems interacting with those topics in original media (at least half of the time) but fan creations i get a bit more choosy in what i engage with. Things to think about when im not a grown ass man that's busy with school

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im just a lonely person too i barely talk to people outside of school (or inside) but that's neither here nor there

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Im someone easily embarrassed by getting into new things & being the type to be easily endeared. Doom morph shadow i want to give a little smooch on the forehead when i see him and im being to get endeared by pierrot the freak circus

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He reminds me of luo binghe in a way ? I cracked the code

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(While facing the endless void) last time im talking about this for my own embarrassment but i think i like pierrot bc he makes me think if binghe, mayoi, and tamon all mixed into a fucked up monster and binghe overpowered enough to do the stuff

And like since i enjoyed svsss and erha i really don't bat an eye at the stuff that happens in the vn and i realized that i don't have problems interacting with those topics in original media (at least half of the time) but fan creations i get a bit more choosy in what i engage with. Things to think about when im not a grown ass man that's busy with school

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Im someone easily embarrassed by getting into new things & being the type to be easily endeared. Doom morph shadow i want to give a little smooch on the forehead when i see him and im being to get endeared by pierrot the freak circus

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He reminds me of luo binghe in a way ? I cracked the code

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Im someone easily embarrassed by getting into new things & being the type to be easily endeared. Doom morph shadow i want to give a little smooch on the forehead when i see him and im beginningto get endeared by pierrot the freak circus

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self-awareness check, list five things you like that aren't media pieces in the tags now ‼️

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Almost done with high school one of the few things that could make this week even better is if one of my fav fics got updated

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i still read it as much as possible miskayt and the muse come back to me

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You ever get scared when old interests show up on your feed but never unfollow the tag bc you may occasionally want to see how that community is doing nowadays

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I'M BILL CIPHER! I know LOTS OF THINGS! ASK ME ANYTHING! BUT THAT!

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the kids aren’t cooked, you just need to hang out with them in the woods.

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I mean you meet these young people trapped in their classrooms or nuclear families in paved over neighborhoods, you are going to see them at the lowest points of forced routine, atomization, gutted autonomy, academic stress, you are going to see them at their worst. you’re going to see addictive behavior. bad social skills. lashing out. uncreativity. laziness and distraction. they do look totally cooked.

you need to take them into the woods

I do outdoor education work, and within minutes of any elementary to middle schooler getting free permission to mess around with their friends in a clearing, they’re curious and driven again. they’re asking each other questions and yeeting pinecones at trees (science) and using their bodies. sometimes for evil. as is developmentally right. they want to know the names of birds! they want to teach someone pokemon! they want to build stuff and kick stuff and tackle each other and you into the snow!

they’re basically fucking institutionalized for 90% of their lives but their spirits are alive. you need to take them into the woods you need to treat them like animals with powerful inner lives and they’ll show you they are.

and you, if you feel like you’re relating too much, remember that you can also take YOURSELF to the woods

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I am an unreliable narrator only as a result of being stupid as shit.

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This will interest me and me alone but i want to share my fuckass tamon's b-side au of tatsumayo (will put a cut bc i've thought about it for months)

One of my friends read it before me and pointed out tamon was really like mayoi (and therefore me but not important). I started reading it myself and yeah. Talk about a guy like mayoi ayase.

I'm insane about tatsumayo so obviously tatsumi will take utage's place. I was trying to think of reasons that tatsumi would shirk becoming an idol, and maybe it's just using the same setting where idols aren't as big of a deal compared to enstars, so it was harder to become one(???)

a lot of this is me dumping stuff and finding how to make it stick if it doesn't the first time

But he still likes idols and wow this purple haired one with sharp teeth is sooo dreamy

Why exactly would he do housekeeping like utage? Shrugs. Maybe it's some other little side job just for smth to do? Who knows, definitely not me

I love alkaloid with all my heart so they'll all still become friends, even if one is missing from the idol scene specially. I can't see the differences of their a-sides and b-sides being as drastic as tbs but they would still be present in a way.

I'm not sure how many of the other idols are involved my tunnel vision is focused on just alkakurei, so leading into my next point himeru is also here and still has beef with tatsumi.

(From march) a screenshot from me telling said friend about my ideas

And also joking about himeru starting to abuse substances bc tatsumi's around. We have fun

Also want tatsumi to stay friends with jun and kaname bc they meant a lot to me but i'm not sure how to incorporate it into the au

That's all i had before i got busy with school and lost my interest in tbs but it's coming back

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Adding to this, how to structure the units was kinda pissing me off. I made myself 2 routes, either just everyone proceeds as normal or like crazy:b sometimes splits apart as necessary and it's himeru and kohaku that join alkaloid. Specifically those two because rinne and niki were a duo before and i wanted himeru in ouri's spot because it's funny as fuck to me.

And like smth smth hiiro's a-side is more or less his personality in canon, but his b-side he's maybe more like a brat. Something along those lines i was really focused on the tatsumayo aspect

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you and mii 💛🩵

billbot mii by loofable

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pls relativity falls fiddlestan kiss??

they got interrupted whoopsie