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in search of partner who doesn't mind being called dude romantically- serious inquiries only.
the thing about the goldfinch is that recommending it is difficult because i truly believe that the best and perhaps only way to read it is while going through a severe depressive episode yourself. was it a good book? i can't even tell you, all i know is that i read it when i was feeling deeply sad and alineated from the world but at least i had theo decker with me talking about how sad and alineated from the world HE felt. book for and about people so so scared to live. what if we all died wondering???
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I get the hint you want more pricefield 🤲
they can't stop you from thinking about gay sex on company time
the real game gyaru ~ +* m(_ _)m *+ ~
@egofaptor :3
Being able to help everyone except yourself. Wanting so desperately for someone — anyone — to reciprocate the kindness you pour into them, only for people to slowly start treating it like it’s simply what you’re supposed to do. Never allowing yourself to act on selfish impulses because you’re terrified that asserting your own needs will hurt someone else too deeply.
Yeah, that....reminds me.
Last thing on the list is finding a space cat, selling your soul, getting a cool outfit and powers and dying because of the despair that comes from realizing the world is fundamentally unfair and deeply unsuitable for sensitive people who were never built to carry the impossible standards they set up for themselves by idolising others and wishing to be half as important or pure of intent as them.
The ignorant bystander, orbiter friend to semi-important character that's beaten to the ground by circumstances and doomed to suffer by the narrative pipeline is craaaaazyyyyy
i wish there was a way to say "you're right, but this is really ineffective and even counterproductive messaging to anyone who doesn't already agree with you" without sounding like an asshole
is anyone here ready for fat transgender summer can we give it up for fat transgender summer
Homura and Sayaka are both just so anger issues. That's how I relate to them, because they are both those extremes of not being able to express being angry and being too quick on anger without you even fully connecting where it comes from. And just like with people in real life, they are two sides of the same coin and one person doesn't just have one side.
Sayaka, who blames herself for having feelings, internalises her anger, doesn't express it until it bubbles over in dramatic ways. She does this because she believes that her emotions are selfish in the face of other people's suffering, just like how many people through childhood trauma are lead to believe that they are wrong for feeling angry or expressing it. She is also highly intune with the injustices of the world which is something people with more explosive anger issues can relate to (me).
And Homura who is also in this state where she can only blame herself for what is going on, she speaks calmly and matter of factly but it comes out sideways- she has lost touch with her own emotions to the point where nobody understands where she is coming from, a lot like someone who is stuck repressing their anger. Homura herself doesn't want to blame anyone, not even Kyubey really, for what is going on. She lets bygones be bygones until it's something she can't ignore, something that influences Madoka's fate. Even Kyubey she forgives and lets live in a world where Madoka doesn't exist. And still that anger bubbles up when she interacts with Sayaka, whom she tries to act neutrally towards, whom she offers to help by giving her a griefseed, but who turns her down regardless, calling her a fake bitch in the process. And it is fake, dear reader, but as someone who has lost touch with their own feelings, has locked them away, the mask is the only way to know yourself.
Both of them are so angry. So angry that, to people like me who might relate, them bringing out that anger with eachother feels like the sweetest confession of who they are. Sayaka, who desperately wants to be a heroine, doing the wrong thing with Homura. Homura, who can't be herself, drifting at the bottom of the ocean, gains the will to struggle and swim again when Sayaka is with her.
I love them deeply, and I think since I've joined this fandom again because of them, I think this might be the purest reason for how I love them. Seeing these, two people with similar struggle to me loving eachother and themselves in the ways nobody could teach them. Ways that they had to teach themselves, and eachother.
Can't help thinking about how fucked up it is that Sayaka gets roped into this whole magical girl stuff, heck, is actively invited into it by mami and kyubey, only to be categorically told that she is not supposed to be there once she steps foot into it. You were never supposed to be one, you were an ignorant bystander in your original timeline, living in blissful ignorance while your friend fights. Your admired upperclassman Mami was never supposed to be your friend, that relationship was always meant for Madoka only. You become a magical girl, and the first other mg you meet, Mami's old friend in fact, attempts to beat you out of the space, with extreme predjudice. You're far weaker than every other girl, and this is repeatedly pointed out to you, specifically by the creature that coerced you to fight. You entirely lack the 'potential' to change the world. In every single timeline you become a magical girl, you become a witch, your cosmic punishment for encroaching in a space you were never meant to be. All you ever wanted was to do right by others and yet you're punished for this over and over- because this world of magical girls never wanted you. Not to mention her wish. Over and over again, Sayaka is punished for wanting, for desiring to be more than she is right now. She was destined to be an ignorant bystander and punished for defying that- except she never really had a choice in getting wrapped up in the situation either.
And then your best friend rewrites that universe, and becomes a god. She, your beloved friend who you love and loves you in turn, respects your choices, sees the path you took and accepts it, not as the actions of an irrational interloper, but as your own actions, born from a reasonable set of decisions. She keeps you by her side. You become God's right hand. There is a place for you.
i love characters that are hopelessly devoted to each other. like they're not soulmates in the sense that the universe wants them to be together, the universe is kind of praying on their collective downfall actually, but they don't care because the only thing that they still believe in is their love for each other. they're soulmates in the sense that they are always going to keep loving each other and holding on to each other and trying to figure things out, even when they hurt each other and even when it almost destorys them, because that person is the one thing in their lives that is still true and steady and good.
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the main 4 as doki's cuz im a chud
this song is so arin hanson btw
Sick of shit.