DIVINE CURSED.

[distortvessel]

A PRIVATE & SELECTIVE ORIGINAL CHARACTER ROLEPLAYING BLOG. [ E O N. ] WRITTEN AND CREATED BY KY, ORIGINAL LORE AND WORLD OF ADJACENT EARTH. AFFLIATED WITH; @aelleyon & @khimxra. C A R R D.

▍21+ only. I have decided to make this blog mildly selective. I make the choice on who I write with and who I decide to have EON interact with. The best way to get something starter between characters is prompts / asks to be sent.

▍Romance is fun. Yet, let's not forget it's just a single part of character. EON is open to ships, multi-ship with any fandom but it must be done through chemistry and thought. Ask me before making any attempts - or else you might get your head bit off.

▍Yeah this blog will have INTENSE triggers.

▍Hardblock instead of softblocking.

[distortvessel]

so, i do have muse for EON however it's been awhile since i've written anything - like a year. i barely even remember what the heck i was doing here too. so i think i'll focus on EON for a bit but probably give this blog revamp just to get myself in the swing of writing again.

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oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

[weltenwellen]

Sally Wen Mao, from “Ghost in the Shell”, Oculus

[mournfulroses]

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, from a piece featured in his book titled "A Sense of Life,"

[achillesinhighheels]

don't care + didn't ask + i see beauty in things you wouldn't even begin to ponder

[rpcarticulation]

PSA: LET'S DO SOME PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS!

Listen, there's only so many times you can make a starter where a character goes 'whoa who the heck are you' before you lose your mind. Sometimes we just want to cut to the chase-- Not saying that every muse relationship needs to be year-long friendships, but we can also skip some casual formalities and assume things.

You are always free to come into my askbox, IMs-- Whatever, to ask me if it's okay for two or more muses to know each other for upcoming interactions. Heck, send me an ask, in character with this in mind, and I'll probably go with the flow! Communication is key, but if you want to trim some of the 'fat' when it comes to some interactions, feel free to communicate with me to double check if you're uncertain if something is alright.

[poetic-questions]

from Franz Kafka's "Letters to Felice"

[mi-paz-pierde-la-calma]

Blue-Eyes Chaos MAX Dragon - Yu-Gi-Oh! The Dark Side of Dimensions (2016)

[invaderchara]

Is it just me or is this art too cool

[deathandnonexistentialdread]

they popped off with the design of Blue Eyes Chaos MAX Dragon

[metamorphesque]

Reply to the Question: "How can You Become a Poet?", Eve Merriam

[mumblesplash]

[staggering to my feet and wiping a single perfect drip of blood from my mouth] i have to get back on my bullshit. no matter the cost

[mournfulroses]

Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Henry and June: From “A Journal of Love” -The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin (1931-1932)

[distortvessel]

making you the patron saint of....

patron saint of silence

you are the patron saint of empty spaces, cavernous rooms, moments that last for days. for some people, the emptiness is horrible, something that they need to fill: you, its patron, try to search within it for peace. there is nothing there. there is never anything there. even the emptiness is not a presence of its own. the only thing there is you.

[distortvessel]

what are you seeking?

ACCEPTANCE

"i look in the mirror and don't recognize the face staring back." // oh, little songbird, when did you stop singing? why do you let yourself fade into the background, so sure you're not worth seeing? who convinced you that you are nothing but empty air? for as long as you can remember, you've screamed at the sky to be noticed, to be seen, but that never quite worked, did it? so you accepted your role. you learned to bite your tongue, to watch, to fade away. it's easier that way, isn't it? better quiet than ignored. at least this way, you have some control over the situation. but it stings, doesn't it? the more you quiet yourself, the more you force yourself to fade away, the harder it is to reach you. you're losing yourself...and that terrifies you, doesn't it? what you seek is acceptance, to be seen and loved and listened to. and, little ghost, you deserve it. you are worth knowing. i see you. now let others do the same. step into the sunlight and sing, little one. i believe in you.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑷𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑶𝑴 𝑶𝑭 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑶𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑨 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺. ( all of these are taken from the song lyrics from the musical of the same name. feel free to change pronouns and adjust to your needs! )

❛  remember me once in a while — please promise me you'll try.  ❜ ❛  where in the world have you been hiding?  ❜ ❛  stories like this can't come true.  ❜ ❛  close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams.  ❜ ❛  and you'll live as you've never lived before.  ❜ ❛  let your darker side give in.  ❜ ❛  who was that shape in the shadows?  ❜ ❛  is this what you wanted to see?  ❜ ❛  now you cannot ever be free!  ❜ ❛  fear can turn to love, you'll learn to see.  ❜ ❛  i shall give you one last chance.  ❜ ❛  it's useless trying to appease me.  ❜ ❛  you're only saying this to please me.  ❜ ❛  if he knew the truth, he'd never, ever go.  ❜ ❛  it was an accident ... simply an accident.  ❜ ❛  why have you brought me here?  ❜ ❛  what you heard was a dream and nothing more.  ❜ ❛  i'm here, nothing can harm you.  ❜ ❛  i'm here with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you.  ❜ ❛  promise me that all you say is true, that's all i ask of you.  ❜ ❛  you're safe, no one will find you.  ❜ ❛  all i want is freedom, a world with no more night, and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me.  ❜ ❛  all our fears are in the past.  ❜ ❛  why is it secret? what have we to hide?  ❜ ❛  [name], what are you afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were once my companion, you were all that mattered.  ❜ ❛  why can't the past just die?  ❜ ❛  don't make me do this. it scares me.  ❜ ❛  we'll be parted forever, he won't let me go.  ❜ ❛  am i to risk my life to win the chance to live?  ❜ ❛  do i have any choice?  ❜ ❛  i know i can't refuse, and yet i wish i could.  ❜ ❛  don't think that i don't care, but every hope and every prayer rests on you now.  ❜ ❛  you! why did you let this happen?  ❜ ❛  but can i trust you?  ❜ ❛  i love her! does that mean nothing?  ❜ ❛  the world showed no compassion to me!  ❜ ❛  did you think that i would harm her?  ❜ ❛  why should i make her pay for the sins which are yours?  ❜ ❛  this is the choice — this is the point of no return.  ❜