the divine goddess

a deep dive into a hurting soul and the journey to heal it

[divin3godd3ss]

Trusting the Universe is one of the hardest things I've ever done ☀️✨

[divin3godd3ss]

But if I was all over the social medias of a bunch of half naked dudes, it'd be a problem.

The hypocrisy is coming from inside the house.

[divin3godd3ss]

Will I ever feel not stupid

[remanence-of-love]

[divin3godd3ss]

You rubbed my forehead and I cried. I knew I missed your touch but even the slightest amount made me ache. I cried and cried.

Then the fight. Your bag is packed. I think the next time you threaten it, you'll really go. And I don't know if I'll try to stop you. I feel so tired and worn down. I just want peace and love. I just want to feel loved and nurtured and soft and gentle. I wish more than anything that you would be the one to bring that.

[divin3godd3ss]

Do you ever wish you would have just told them to leave you alone instead?

[divin3godd3ss]

I wanted to ask at what point I would be enough for him.

But then it hit me.

At what point will I be enough for me? Will he ever even be enough for me then?

[divin3godd3ss]

I miss his skin

The ways it feels

The ways it smells

The roughness and softness together

The way it looks

I miss his skin on mine

It was always my favorite

That closeness

That connection that skin touching brought

I crave it now more than ever

Breathing through missing him

[divin3godd3ss]

• s c o r p i o •

grief and growth live hand in hand

[divin3godd3ss]

I hear tear drops

Soft tiny drops dripping on to the pillow

I hear tear drops that rain

For all the times I was left alone

For all the times someone else was chosen first

For all the times his hands touched me in ways that weren't soft and loving

I hear tear drops

I hear tear drops of hellfire and fury

Waves of bombs and screams and carnage

I hear tear drops that rain

For all the times I begged to be seen and still wasn't

For all the times I made all the plans

For all the times I begged to be shown off and was still hidden

I hear tear drops

Softly falling

I hear tear drops, the symphony of a broken heart

For all the future left unlived

For all the what could have been

I hear tear drops

Soft tiny drops dripping on to the pillow

For all the nights I lie alone, wishing you were here

8'15'22