[12:09 am] Ex-boyfriend!Jungkook
You observe him from across the room filled with bodies and dimmed lights. It reeks of alcohol and someone apparently started smoking inside for some reason, but your eyes only look at him.
You bite back the want to go over there, and instead take a long swig of your drink. You hate how she drunkenly throws herself into his arms, and whisper something in his ear that makes him laugh. How his fingers linger far too low on her hips, holding her body against his own.
Jungkook looks up, and as if he knew you were watching, his eyes lock with yours. Your heart does a flip, and you feel yourself squeeze the red cup in your hand. He hugs the girl closer.
You look away for a few seconds, answering a question someone in the circle you’re standing in asked.
When you look back at Jungkook, the girl is kissing and licking up the sides of his neck. His eyes are completely fixed on you, and stern look on his face hardens his features.
You excuse yourself from the group, and walk out into the patio where people mostly just talk and smoke together. Holding onto the railing, you take in big gulps of air, staring out into the dark, almost black sky. You thank whatever God that there’s no people particularly close to where you’ve decided to stand, cause you couldn’t deal with any of your friends coming to try and talk to you.
“It’s cold out here you know.. why don’t you go inside?”
Fuck
You shut your eyes, and tighten your grip on the railing. Hearing footsteps behind you, getting close.
“Y/n?” Jungkook tries again.
“I’m good, it’s not that cold. Go back inside.” You wave your hand, still standing with your back to him.
“You upset?” He asks, knowing the answer but asking anyway. You turn slowly, head down.
“I shouldn’t have come tonight..” you say, more to yourself. Moving to walk past him without sparing him a glance. His hand catches your elbow, halting your movement.
“Let go of me.” You warn.
“I’m sorry. I’m really fucking sorry, Y/n.”
You look up at him, and you feel tears brimming your eyes.
“I should never have let you go, I ruined it.. and I’m sorry.” He admits, still holding your arm.
“Yeah. You did ruin it. You need to let go, I can’t talk about this with you right now.” You shake your head, trying to peel his hand off.
“Can I call you tomorrow? We can talk?” He asks hopefully, his hard exsterior melting away by the second.
You pause. “Alright. Sober up, then call me tomorrow. I’ll consider picking up then. For now, let go.” You stare him the face harshly, and he does as you say.
He watches you walk off, pushing past people on your way. He doesn’t fail to notice how you wipe at your face aggressively as you walk. He decides then, he’ll make everything he did wrong in the relationship up to you somehow.



















