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When something stresses me out, i just cry. I feel better after.
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I'm not one of those strong women who knows how to handle themselves when things don't go their way.
When something stresses me out, i just cry. I feel better after.
The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe (2005) except everyone is allowed to say the f-word (part one)
I love the use of silence in the lww movie. like when Lucy finds the wardrobe and the song gets cut off or the iconic beginning of the battle, or when the witch stabd edmund after he breaks her wand
There's a different type of understanding and love between two people who go through a life-changing situation together.
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GOLDEN AGE HEADCANONS
- peter threw one of susan’s suitor into the sea after he sneaked into her chambers. edmund barely saved them from war.
- lucy hated bugs but chose to pet dangerous dumb beasts like wild lions.
- edmund hated tea. he drank coffee instead. peter tried it once and it was so bitter and dark, he threw up.
- edmund and peter were taken captive together more times than they can count.
- edmund learnt to play tumnus’ flute and, to his siblings’ annoyance, was amazingly good at it.
- peter and edmund shared a room until ed turned sixteen.
- susan and edmund each had a personal library. a personal. library.
- when the brother kings sparred, the whole of cair got the news who abandoned their work for they could not miss the match. not for the world.
- peter was better with a sword, but edmund’s skill in stealth was lethal.
- lucy lost her crown when she was twelve. a crow had flown away with it.
- when edmund finally found his husband, he had to face peter’s many trials to win his approval.
-peter knew that if any of his siblings were to die, he’d descend into madness, become a malicious and horrendous fiend who knew no mercy. because without lucy, there would be no light to his dark, without susan there would be no logic to his idiocy. and without edmund, he would not have a heart.
- even after jadis, edmund loved winter the most. because during summer, the sun burned his pale skin.
- in the early mornings, some hummingbirds would fly into lucy’s room and pick the sheets off her. she’d wake up to their sweet chirping and the sun’s early rays.
- Susan sometimes hated being so pretty. she wanted to be beautiful, like her sister.
- edmund loved horror stories and would tease lucy about them. peter and susan made a plan to scare him on a stormy night. they didn’t know how, but in the end it was them who were huddled into a corner, hiding from the vile, ghostly entity they’d seen hang in the air.
- peter was attacked my marshwiggles once.
- edmund got kidnapped by giants when he was fourteen. and when peter came to rescue him, he wreaked havoc. edmund hadn’t seen a more glorious sight, with rhindon glinting proudly, swinging gracefully in peter’s hands as he warred the giants, cutting their hard skin with little difficulty. The high king had slayed six giants on his own when the battle got over. But when he went to see edmund, there was none of the warrior left, only peter. just his brother who wept into his shoulder.
- lucy had to use the coridal three times on susan, fifteen times on peter,and nearly *fifty* times on edmund.
- lucy was once kidnapped by pirates. the merpeople sank the ship and brought the queen home.
- peter and edmund didn’t have personal guards except to guard their chambers at night. while susan and lucy had tigresses and leopards as their guards.
- peter would propose war, lucy a peace treaty, susan negotiation, but they never needed those measures. edmund made their enemies concede with his mere words. (no one knew what he said to them.)
- when lucy had nightmares, she went to the balcony and thought of aslan, rarely ever going to susan. When edmund had nightmares, he would wake up to peter watching him sleep.
- susan and peter went to the bacchanal once a month while edmund and lucy were forbidden to stray anywhere near. (they went anyway.)
- peter and edmund were connected on a battlefield and could sense each other. and when the giant dealt the blow to peter, edmund felt his own ribs crush and lugs puncture under the force.
- the first time lucy killed, she saved edmund’s life.
- edmund was enchanted with lovespells on a dozen instances during their reign. while peter fell to it more than thirty times.
- nothing made susan happier than the salty sea breeze hitting her face as the sun sank low, burnishing everything in a magnificent golden light. there was no better sense of peace.
- lucy went to battle twice while susan accompanied her brothers to wars nearly every time.
- peter’s idea of an ideal morning was drinking tea in solitude. he never got it however, there was always a younger sibling toddling around him.
- edmund never used a shield.
- peter and lucy were awake before dawn. susan and edmund slept at dawn.
- susan and edmund were spies and went on dangerous missions many times a year, gathering intelligence from calormene, galma, terebinthia, and even the lone islands. peter and lucy never found out, thinking their siblings only went to settle some foreign affairs.
- peter made a great model for all of lucy’s paintings, sometimes even wearing dresses just to please her.
- edmund was perpetually sulky when peter got suitors.
- susan and peter took it upon themselves to send away any marriage proposals edmund and lucy got until they were eighteen. (they continued even after but then mostly in secrecy).
- lucy observed a bird and a bee for a day after being given the talk.
- at the time of war, edmund had had an injured peter knocked out several times so that they could send him home.
- because of the extreme heat, peter fainted several times when he first went to calormene.
- susan was the most stoic of them and could handle stitches without any
complaint. although, while her own pain never managed to bother her, seeing her siblings bleed was enough to make sick to the stomach.
- the narnians loved lucy the most. they didn’t say so. but everyone, other than lucy, knew.
- lucy would always be ready for an expedition in the east and was the sovereign the lone islanders knew the best.
- peter was rarely found in his rooms (which he described as ridiculously gigantic). Instead he would be in the training grounds for the most part of his day, even having his meals with his soldiers, only leaving when he was to attend his courtly duties.
- edmund, on the other hand, never left his chambers unless it was urgent business. His room’s size was a quarter of peter’s. and despite popular belief, he was the most organised out of the four siblings. susan lived in the gardens, teaching the dryads how to sew, etc. the dryads then would make her a tiara out of the flowers. their laughter echoed through the halls, brightening every face with a smile.
Can we talk about the fact that in The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, Edmund is the one who gets woken up in the wee hours of the morning to find Eustace not a dragon anymore
Edmund, who betrayed his family. Edmund, whom Aslan died to save. Edmund, who was never the same after that and ruled with Justice and Loyalty all his days as king in the Golden Age
He is the one who tells Eustace who Aslan is. He is the one who sits down with Eustace and hears his story of being broken and remade by Aslan. Who relates to him, who comforts him, who has empathy for him. The first to hear and believe his story, and the first to believe that Eustace really has been reborn, in the sense.
" 'You were only an ass, but I was a traitor.' "
If you asked the High King what courage is, he’d tell you it is a thing hard to come by.
Of you asked the Gentle Queen what love is, she’d tell you that it’s a rare but beautiful thing.
If you asked the Just King what loyalty is, he’d tell you that it’s a hard thing to stand by.
And if you asked the Valiant Queen what faith is, she’d tell you it’s something not everybody has.
But the High King would also tell you that when the one that you love most dearly is in trouble, you might just find that you have some.
Then the Gentle Queen would tell you that it’s also at times a very easy thing to let happen, and sometimes even harder to let go of.
Before you could walk away the Just King would also tell you that if you exercise it enough, it soon becomes as easy as breathing.
The Valiant Queen will smile then, and say it is a fragile thing, and that it has to be taken care of, and in some people it never stops growing.
After the war Peter’s teacher figured it would be a kind gesture to have their students write letters to veterans. Most of the students wrote short paragraphs where they were thanked for their service. The average length was a couple of paragraphs, while some only sent a couple of sentences.
Peter wrote four handwritten pages. He walked the veteran through the trauma they were gonna experience. Heartfelt descriptions of the emotional stress. He told them how the war might’ve ended, but it would continue in his heart, mind and dreams. Peter didn’t thank them for their service, but apologized for their loss. Peter knew the pain, he had seen it in his soldiers. He put as much experience he could into the letter.
When his teacher mailed the letters to an army office, Peter’s letter were covered in their tears.
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Upon the letters arrival to the army office, a secretary opened and read the letters. The war might be over, but they still made sure no one gave any information to those who shouldn’t have it. Most letters were then quickly dispatched to several veteran- and army hospitals both in and out of country. Peter’s letter was at the bottom of the pile. The secretary read it, and then added a quick note of; “Sir, i believe you should read this” and put it in the ingoing pile belonging to a Major in the British army. The Major too read the letter, and it still held the faint scent of salt. It would be a lie to not acknowledge that also the major contributed to the saline content of the letter.
The major had the secretary copy up the letter. That copy was printed up in as many copies as they could. “Peter’s Apology” was sendt my mail, carrier, train and car to as many soldiers as they could reach. After six months, every british veteran had recieved an envelope containing “Peter’s apology”. No soldier knew who the legendary ‘Peter’ was. Some thought it was a conspiracy by the higher-ups to try to make up for the damages they had caused. Others swore it was a genuine letter. No one knew for sure. Only a secretary knew it had come from a school, but Peter was a common name, and it didn’t feel right to look into it.
After some months, an envelope carrying the ensignia of the british army found itself in the mailbox of the Pevensies. Mr Pevensie gathered the mail, and wearily opened the letter. An hour later, Susan Pevensie came home from school, and was met with her crying father on the floor. She held him as he cried, and saw the letter in his hand. She needed naught but some glances to see what it was. She recognised the style instantly, and as he held her sobbing father she whispered.
“He truly was magnificent”
Little did they know, Peter just came back from school too and he stood at the door frame to his father’s study. He saw Susan and their father hugging each other and crying, saying prayers and speaking their thoughts aloud. He stood there frozen, silent tears down his eyes, his gaze lingered on the letter he wrote a few months ago.
He remembered his fallen soldiers, he remembered his warriors that followed him into battle, he remembered the fallen, he remembered the hurt and pain but most of all, he remembered his friends, his family not by blood but by soul. They fought and died for that world, to protect everyone because they loved so fiercely; they weren’t in this world or the other. That’s when he trembled uncontrollable, fists to his lips; heartbreak in silence
A swordless Warrior, a crownless King, a boy with a crumpled letter in his hand.
Peter Pevensie, he who lived through hell and emerged from the dark in the body of a boy but the mind of a Majesty.
What do you think is past the Lone Islands, Reep?
If he knew how to use a phone he would’ve done it
So I did some thinking about this scene.
There was trust between Ayo and Bucky. She read his trigger words. She called him White Wolf when she first saw him at the beginning of ep 4.
“Eight hours, White Wolf.”
Note that she also warned him and give him 8 hours. She could’ve easily just attacked the home that him, Sam, and Zemo were staying at but she didn’t. She trusted Bucky and listened to what he had to say first.
Ayo opened up to him and expressed the deep personal shame that Zemo had brought to herself as a member of the Dora Milaje, appointed by T’Chaka. Nevertheless, she gave him a heads up despite the fact that he was running around with her king’s murderer.
So when he interfered in the fight she disarmed him as Zemo got away. I believe she said:
“Bast damn you, James.”
I think that means: “God damn you.”
He betrayed her trust and she called him James not White Wolf. That ain’t good, bro.
I think it’s also important to note that as a warrior of the Dora Milaje she don’t give a shit if he a sad boy or her friend. Okoye dropped her man so quick for Wakanda in the Black Panther movie. So, I’m NOT surprised that Ayo did this as Wakanda always comes first.
Bucky is shocked that they could do that to him. You know, take his arm off. But to Ayo, Bucky in this moment is a means to an end (like Zemo is for him). Now he knows and recognizes how it feels and what those words mean. All she wants is Zemo for killing her king.
She’s sat with this shame and guilt for 7 years. That is, if she didn’t blip out then it would be 2.5 years and would still be quite fresh. I’m also pretty sure she was at the UN when it happened because she accompanied her new king, T’Challa, in Berlin afterwards in Civil War. So this hurts.
So yeah, oh no Bucky’s autonomy... but the man had it coming. Sam straight up told him that they’d be hella mad in ep 3. Wakanda helped his ass even though they didn’t have to and he let the man that murdered their King free...
However, I understand Bucky’s behavior. He is desperate, trying to grasp onto some semblance of himself. He lost Steve, his final attachment to his former self. So, seeing Walker with Sam’s shield and the rise of super soldiers has him acting way out of line. Sam points this out in ep 3 when Bucky wants to break Zemo out of prison:
"I've been on the wrong side of that code and so have you. He blew up the UN, he killed King T'Chaka and framed you for it. Did you forget that? You think the Wakandans forgot about it? It's a rhetorical question. They didn't.”
"I know why this matters to you but c'mon... it's pushing you off the deep end."
Then his dumb ass does it anyways and breaks Zemo out of prison. But that’s how desperate he is. That’s how much the shield means to him. Steve saved his life just as much as Wakanda did, if not more. He wants to protect and preserve Steve’s legacy now. That’s his sole purpose. However, now he faces the consequences of his actions.
Also, she left that shit. She left the arm. A multibillion dollar Vibranian arm. So she’s mad that after everything and the warning that he didn’t take her side. But since she left it there’s still hope for reconciliation!
So I understand both sides of why this happened.
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the fact that i wasnt born with wings so i can propel into the sky just to freefall and extend my wings at the last second to fly mere feet above the ground is homophobic
"I've never been a natural, all i do is try."
Medieval fantasy settings where men respect women enough to let them be knights and kill werewolves and shit but still open doors and pull out their seats for them and whatnot that’s some quality content right there.
“What ho, my dearest princess, allow me to assist thee onto thine horse!”
“Many thanks, my most gracious knight, for thine assistance! I shall think fondly of thee as I plunge my blade into the gullet of this most foul worm!”
“Godspeed, my lady, may thy sword strike true!”
Basically it’s like, woman goes on grueling quest alone or enters dangerous career because she genuinely wants to? Cool, cool, very cool.
Woman is inconvenienced and annoyed by minor circumstance she doesn’t want?!? Unacceptable, she must be assisted immediately.
The Story Behind Every Song on folklore - According to Aaron Dessner
By: Brady Gerber for Vulture Date: July 27th 2020
The National multi-instrumentalist spoke to Vulture over the phone from upstate New York a few hours after the surprise release of Swift’s eighth studio album. (“A pretty wild ride,” he admits, sounding tired yet happy.) He was clear that he can’t speak on behalf of Swift’s lyrics, much like he can’t for The National frontman Matt Berninger’s either, or the thinking behind Jack Antonoff’s songs. (Here’s a cheat sheet: Jack’s songs soar, Aaron’s glide.) But Dessner was game to speak to his specific contributions, influences, and own interpretations of each song on folklore, a record you can sum up by two words that came up often during our conversation: nostalgic and wry.
“the 1″
“the 1” and “hoax,” the first song and the last song, were the last songs we did. The album was sort of finished before that. We thought it was complete, but Taylor then went back into the folder of ideas that I had shared. I think in a way, she didn’t realize she was writing for this album or a future something. She wrote “the 1,” and then she wrote “hoax” a couple of hours later and sent them in the middle of the night. When I woke up in the morning, I wrote her before she woke up in LA and said, “These have to be on the record.” She woke up and said, “I agree” [laughs] These are the bookends, you know?
It’s clear that “the 1” is not written from her perspective. It’s written from another friend’s perspective. There’s an emotional wryness and rawness, while also to this kind of wink in her eyes. There’s a little bit of her sense of humor in there, in addition to this kind of sadness that exists both underneath and on the surface. I enjoy that about her writing.
The song began from the voice memo she sent me, and then I worked on the music some and we tracked her vocals, and then my brother added orchestration. There are a few other little bits, but basically that was one of the very last things we did.
“cardigan“
That’s the first song we wrote [in early May]. After Taylor asked if I would be interested in writing with her remotely and working on songs, I said, “Are you interested in a certain kind of sound?” She said, “I’m just interested in what you do and what you’re up to. Just send anything, literally anything, it could be the weirdest thing you’ve ever done,” so I sent a folder of stuff I had done that I was really excited about recently. “cardigan” was one of those sketches; it was originally called “Maple.” It was basically exactly what it is on the record, except we added orchestration later that my brother wrote.
I sent [the file] at 9 p.m., and around 2 a.m. or something, there was “cardigan,” fully written. That’s when I realized something crazy was happening. She just dialed directly into the heart of the music and wrote an incredible song and fully conceived of it and then kept going. It harkens back to lessons learned, or experiences in your youth, in a really beautiful way and this sense of longing and sadness, but ultimately, it’s cathartic. I thought it was a perfect match for the music, and how her voice feels. It was kind of a guide. It had these lower register parts, and I think we both realized that this was a bit of a lightning rod for a lot of the rest of the record.
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