divyanshi

"There’s more to life than trying not to die.”

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in another universe, I am baking a cake for you and there are no but's and if's.

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we barely even talked, yet somehow I know about the dog you love and the one you loved and lost.

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"please forget your favourite lighter in my life and come back later for it."

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i have so much love for him. and I don't know if he wants it. and I can't have it because it's not mine, and I can't give to anyone or anything else because it's not theirs. it's his, all his and there's no where else to put it. it's so fucking heavy, and i have nowhere to put it.

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"If all this hurt leads to encountering pure love, then I shall bear it all."

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Lost in your thoughts, sleepless nights

Oh, look at me loving you desparately with all the reasons despite

No one else could fill your place,

Since you left, it's an empty space.

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I want to escape from here.

Every now and then the thought comes in my mind,

To run away from all this shit and leave everything behind.

Sitting at a corner thinking why home isn't feeling like a home

Looking at the mess, is it really where I belong from?

All the pain burried inside

Knowing that nothing is going right

Nowhere to go nowhere to escape

I clamp my mouth shut and cry at my regular place.

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In english we say,

You are the soul of my poetry,

If asked of my love, the answer is you.

If I am the keeper, the secret is you,

I long to see you,

If ever I pray, it’s all for you,

My every wish begins with you.

But in Urdu we say,

Humare jaan-e-ghazal to aap hain

Koi sawal krta hai ki ishq kis se hai

Toh jawab bhi aap hai

Agar hum hamraaz hai toh

Humara Raaz bhi aap hain

Hasrat-e-deed karte hai apka

Dua mangte hai toh

Dua me bhi aap hai.

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The notes in my mobile, the words in my dairy, the poem, the quotes they all belong to you

And so do i

I wonder if we will see eachother again

Or I will have to spend my entire life without you in pain

I think of you every night

Tears pouring down my eyes

Trying not to scream

Carrying echoes of a shattered dream.

Wonder Will I spend my days in silent despair,

Yearning for a love that’s no longer there?

Oh, what have I wrought upon myself by loving you,

A tempest of unspoken words, but I am so far from you

I write of you only when the ache of missing you is at its peak.

But my hope for us is like an incurable homophilia I will bleed and bleed and bleed.

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His smile, his eyes, his thoughts—they are all the antidote against my melancholy.

Now he is the only reason for my desolation.

Better if I had never conveyed my amour to him,

Better if I had kept my enchantment buried in my heart.

What I have gained is nothing.

He is now gone so far.

Nothing could unite our hearts, it seems.

Now, it’s only fate I believe in.

Acceptance is the only way to live with love.

We were meant to be apart, though, for me, we will forever be bound in my heart.